haloh.

people, if you've never seen the effect of sucking too much boreness *if there's even a word like that in the dict.*, now you've officially seen it. :D
anywei yah i guess i dont need to tell you why i'm here anymore as you all have known. Yaya i'm bored. Errrrrr lemme just get out of here, i dont have anything else to say lah haha.


Betewe, gilak yah gue mikirin tugas titus sampe semangaaaaaat banget. Sampe gue lupa kalo gue lg duduk bersila di ranjang yg jaraknya lumayan deket lah sama tembok
yak gue mundur dengan sejuta gaya dan sok pro gitu cepetcepet dan yaaaaaak the wall successfully kissed the back of my head. It's a quick kiss, but emmm it still made me degdegan u know.
Dear tembok, napsu amet deh lo pala gue masih nyutnyutan eneeh -..-


so babai lah :)

p.s : IT'S ALMOST NEW YEAR!

bieberbieberbieber aaaaaa!

bieber i'm in love ;)
source :: http://bieberpassion.tumblr.com/

OhMyBieber :O

heeeey it's new year's eve!

greetings readers :) like what the title's said, today's the day we call New Year's Eve. i dont know how should i react as 2010 has given me sooooo many beautiful things to be experienced. yet i'm so excited for the newest year til now to come. yeayea i'm a teenager and i'm classified as the LABIL one :)
so i think imma make a kind of timeline of what i've done this year, take a peeeek :))


January 2010.
- the most important month that began the year of 2010.
- beginning of the second period of my eighth grade
- the times when i started texting :D

February 2010.
- VALENTINE'S DAY. i expected so much from a guy haha
- was an enemy to 3 of my former classmates.
- got my very bestfriend :)
- first call! (y)

March 2010.
- bokap's bday :)
- second mid test : it went well!

April 2010.
- being fooled on April fool's -_-

May 2010.
- teachers started to tell us how close is the final test -_-

June 2010.
- Final test! the fact is that it went VERY VERY WELL.
- first conference call with andrew and juan.
- staying up til it's late, studying.

July 2010.
- letting SMS be my second home.
- watched tons of movies in the cinema with the same guys : cindy, juan, andrew w, jordy, zefanya, stevan.
- sat in front of d'crepes, stared at the KING OF OIL *raja minyak*, having lunch with his 3 girls hahahaha

August 2010.
- tough month. got thousands of tons of homeworks -___-
- days when teachers talked about national exams everytime we had their lessons.

October 2010.
- first mid test. not so good.
- my birthday. got a lot of wishes from my pals :)

November 2010.
- Angga and jonwil's bday. ate at pizza hut and laughed a lot haha
- got a new pair in my class, congrats icon and sharon :))
- SEASON FINALE. *UUB*

December 2010.
- Zefanya's bday. going to TA with lots. had really fun times :)
- HOLIDAYYYYY :)
- Christmas eve : went to church, ended up in McD tasting mcflurry milo :9
- and today : NEW YEAR'S EVE.


haha unclear? *geje?* very laaaah *bangetlaah* wkwkwk

HAVE A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

ilovemalaysia #fulloflies

heyyaaaaaaah :) first thing i wanna say is : I AM SO SO SO SOOO PROUD TO BE INDONESIAN! 


jadi mari kita bicara menggunakan bahasa ibu ibu kita hehe. jadiiii kalo lu org asia yg mengikuti jalannya perebutan piala AFF, lu pasti tau lah ya kemaren final leg 2 Indonesia lawan negara pencopet yaaah gausah disebut lah ya, ga ada untungnya juga lah buat gua haha. jadiii ceritanya itu yg di leg 1 indonesia kalah 3-0. terus org org negeri edan ini pada berpesta pora! padahal kenyataannya mereka menang curang. yeeaa they'd cheated! 
bayangin! kiper indo si markus botak nan tinggi menjulang itu pas lagi ngejaga gawang mau corner di laser matanya! mending lasernya bagus gitu yaah ini warnanya ijo, dan yang gue yakin harganya 1 ringgit ganyampeeeee! *ini sih lebay ya gue sotoynya haha* terus dia maen petasan juga coba apadeh lu wey taon baru masih lama wooooi! ngga lama juga sih cuman yaaaa itu belom waktunya maen petasan lah ya plis deh ah. udah gitu katanya yah pemain indonesia di lemparin bubuk gatel ! biadab banget sumpah ga punya adat apasih luu udah negara tukang cipet budaya negara gua, skrg pemain bola negara gua lu curangin. kalo no skill bilang bisa kali ga usah kek gitu ha ha.


anywaaay yesterday was the day the indonesian national football team fought back. and yeaa we did haha the fact is that we won the match yesterday with 2 goals :) tapi sekalipun kemaren itu kita menang tetep aja ga dapet piala aff. haha tapi yasudahlah wkwk eh eh daritadi gue ngomong pake kita yah padahal gue gamain tuuh hahaha yaudahlah ya om irfan gonzales bambang bustomi nasuha ridwan ekaramdani hamka markus maman arif dkk cincai hahaa. and the real thing is, even we didnt won the tournament, we've kicked malaysians ass twice! yeaaah baby, TWICE! now malaysians, eat that cup yourselves cos we've flatten your ass that they touched the ground haha.

ohiyaa ini gue ga main main loh mereka pake laser! lihat ini lihat ini!!!

dan ini adalah orang orang yang hmmm berjasa kemaren haha

(dari atas :: bustomi , nasuha , ridwan )

tumblringgg :)

heeeyyah :) i'm loving tumblr rite now haha. it's a kind of blog but it's waaaay easier to play as we click anykind of things we want like videos, photos, links, quotes, and stuffs haha. and we also can reblog stuffs we like that've been uploaded by other tumblr user we follow. :) 
sooo here's some stuffs i really likeeeee ::

the Sherriff Woody toy named ANDY on the bottom of its shoe.

oohhhh i wish i could have one and put my name under it :(

AAAAAA I WISH I LIVE THERE AND BE ONE OF THE GUYS IN CSI: NY!

it's kinda my expression for everything bad happening in my life haahha

top : CUTE. middle : GORGEOUS. bottom : AWESOME, HANDSOME, CUTE, GORGEOUS. ALL AT ONCE!

AAAAAAAWWWW ♥

"staring at a text, 5 minutes wondering what to reply" hahahhahahaha

#pickone!

retweet addict.

haihai aloha alaho :D
eh eh pada tau twitter gakk? yatau lah ya bego amet gue haha tapi yah org org bule di omegle pada gapunya twitter, tau aja kaga kckck kasian yah. iyaa kasian banget. huu apadeh gue nanya sendiri jawab sendiri -__- btwbtwbtw if you guys have at least one twitter account, you must be knowing the retweet facility! soooooo gue lg gila gilaan ngeRT ini haha sejak kemaren sore, tepatnya sejak hape gue nyala setelah 2 hari matek. haha makadari itu gue ga ngetweet mungkin skrg jd balas dendam?
haha tweet gue udah 10rban tp yg gue update sendiri itu cuman dikit lah sisannya ertean semua haha sampah? memang. habis gimana ya terlalu banyak tweets org yg harus gue setujui dengan wujud meReTweet. simple pula caranya tnggal klik retweet, update. jadi. haha tapi kegilaan gue menjadi jadi semalam saat aku di rundung bosan. ada tweet arno *salah satu temanku yang jujur gak terlalu dekat* apa gitudeh gue lupa, pokoknya lagi pas gitu deh sama gue kalo gasalah tentang ga ngantuk sama sekali? yaitu lah, terus ada si oji onta arab ketua kelas edan itu meretweet, yasud kurituit lagi lahhhhh eh tbtb dia rt lagi yaudah iseng gue rt lagi, ternyata mereka makin menjadi! dan oh, aku ketularan sindrom rituit. *sip mulai geje* haha yaaah jadi kita bertiga twittwitan sampe sekarang omaigat capek juga sih gue tiap buka mention cengingisan cuman ya gimana ga bisa stop as i'm officially a RETWEETER. hahah

anywaaaaay follow tumblr gue dong. ! nadinekeynes.tumblr.com.

itu bukan link btw, gue lg males klik klik haha
soooooo that's it for now, i want to go back to my retweet routine hahahaha CIAO :)



PS : I'm now craving for ITALY! haayah gabakal kewujud utk waktu dekat, but wishing's good for your future! keeeeep wishing! :)

huuuuah

whatever will be will be. Reeeaal classic quote but mmm pretty powerful. Anyway it's 1 : 11 am.
Seems like a perfect time to wish huh? Sooooo here we go :
Um.. I wish God makes my wish come true. Well the fact is that He always does :) so this is not a wish after all haha

bytheway as you've noticed, my eyes are still opening widely and they're refusing to shut themselves down. I dont even yaaaaawn! Idk why but in this past few days, my sleeping hours are just uncontrolable. Well i sleep for 8 hours but not straight. I'm waking up in the middle of the night and then in the next few minutes i'm back on board *re: getbacktosleep*. Haaaaaaah i'm tired. Huhu


i want my "kebo" attitude back :(

I know i cant travel through time.
I know i cant repair what was wrong in the past.
I know i can only wish it never happened.
I know i cant have what i had left before.
And the most unfair thing i know is that
REGRET ALWAYS COMES LAST. :(


to : you.
12:26 not a special hour but i'm wishing *fingerscrossed*

parts :)

"i wouldn't even try, but i think you could save my life" - Adam Lambert, Whataya Want From Me?

"to hold you in my arms

even if in my dreams it feels so right, loving you..

you never realize the love i feel inside." - Afgan.

"WE ARE ALL A PART OF, GOD'S GREAT BIG FAMILY," - We Are The World

 

"i try to sleep, but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me." - Backstreetboys, INCONSOLABLE

"Can you practice what you preach?" - Where Is the Love, Black Eyed Peas

"Maybe it's true i cant live without you.

there's so much time, to figure out the best of my life

and you've already got me coming undone

and i'm thinking two is better than one." - Two Is Better Than One, Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift.

"I love you forever, FOREVER IS OVER."  Boys Like Girls - Love Drunk

"When i see your face, there's not a thing that i would change.

and when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

cos you're amazing, Just The Way You Are" - Bruno Mars.

"i love the way you smile, when i look in your eyes :)" - Christian Bautista.

dduuuuddees :D

hello hello hai hai :) i'm in the middle of my boring holeedae. -_- dont know when will the boredom end but since it hasnt ended, let's take the time and talk bout guys :D

sooooo i've got couple of guys that're pretty interesting like Garrett Hedlund, Eric Bana, JACK BLACK, and the Phillipines National Soccer Team especially its captain, Alexander

Borromeo, Brian McFadden, Lee Knaz of Masterchef, and so many more. haha

but i dont think i'm gonna talk a lot about them, i prefer to show you their pics hehehe i am

MY HANDS are too lazy to type haha sooooo here we go ::

Garrett Hedlund

yess he's the Flynn kid in Tron. and guess whaaat! he's also taking part in Troy! he's the dead cousin of achilles, Patroclus :) aaawww the eyes!!!

ERIC BANA of Troy.

here's the Prince Charming SUPER Charming of Troy. but but but, he's taken! by the lady next to her -______- screw you TANTE!

Mr. Black, Jack.

hahaa he's no handsome. but he's funny. hahaha he is totally hilarious. need proof? watch Gulliver's Travel!

Borromeo's on the left and he's standing. nowwww not all of the players are cool. so let's eliminate and forget the number 23, 1, 2 and the persons at the front next to the number 27 and 10. haha

Lee Knaz :)

aaaaaaah too bad he didnt win the Masterchef title :(

Bryan McFadden

3 words, I. Love. Him.

Mark Salling

this is what i call a cool nerd hahaa

Tom Cruise

ganteng yah? padahal udah beranak loooh hhaha

Fernando Torres

loooooh kok cakeeeeep perasaan dulu nggak deeh hahaha

hmmmm udah dulu ah ya gue capek wahahaha for more cool guys, think of them yourselves then search for their pics at google. guess you all have known that thing unless, you're ...... dumb. haha

CIAO!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS :)

hello hello everybody :) first of all, lemme greet ya MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSS :))) may you get the peace and joy that are given as souvenirs of Jesus' bday parteh hehee

anywaaaaaay my family and i exchange gifts this morning. and i got a checked shirt from my super coooool sister egi and a sbucks waterbottle from my other super cooool sister indi haha thanks to both of ya! and i gotan ipod touch from my pareeeeeeents! my mom actually hahahaa thankyou momahhh huahua i'm extremely happy rite now haha

soooooo i hve nothing else to say soooo TTFN ;)

People, if you think i'm too easy to be read, then you're wrong. Cos i'm the best actress you've ever met :)

idk lah.

ola :) as we all have known i'm a kepoist. do not ask what it is cos i wont waste my time explaining. so! yeeeeerp this is a really - doubtless - boring holiday. but i wont waste my time wishing to come back to that mindtwisting school unless there's no subjects studied. seriously, i sometimes think ppl who say 'hell i wanna go back to school, my house's a crap!', they dont really think of what will they face. they seemed to be forgetting how hard it was to carry tons of homeworks at their backs, how much tasks they had to do even when school hours were over and they were home already, how annoying it was when the teachers keep screaming just because we were A LITTLE BIT noisy. i just couldnt take it. and if i have to choose between home or school, i definitely surely truly will choose the first option, HOME.

next thing i'm gonna talk about iss ......... i dont really think about it actually cos the fact is i've got nothing in my mind. so the scholarship test's is next month and i'm undeniably nervous, but still the laziness inside of me seems to be eating me alive. yeeees i've got no desire to study haarrrrrrh. what do i want. dont ask me cos i dont know. maybe my motive of getting the hell out of indonesia is too bad that mr. laziness keeps enjoying eating me i dont know and i CARE.

tron : everything :)

haihaihaihaihai..... hai :) maklum ya anak kepo ya begini kerjaannya. haha padahal kepo artinya ga ada kerjaan. ckck. sudahlah lanjutzz. so! today was the day when i went to SMS with angela, dubai (her real name's actually vanessa but since she's gone to Dubai, *yes UEA's one and only DUBAI* we call her Di Yu Bi Ei Ai aka DUBAI), and andrew w. the plan was to watch Tron legacy and we did. but some things went just unexpectedly like the three of us (the girls) bought a ticket for andrew then he bought one more for himself cos i forgot to tell him i bought him one. yikes. :/.

anywaaaaaay the movie was AWESOME. too bad i didnt watch it from the very beginning :(. so the story was about pair of father and son which were separated. the papih was trapped in a game he made himself called the Grid and he's got an enemy, Clu, which was his creation that looked exactly like him. sooooo the son grew up and he became a very very attractive young man. *this is just my opinion, and it's not written in the script HAHA* then he had also gotten to the game by a ummmm kind of riddiculous way, he was CAPTURED by some kind of camera? yeaa there was a light and then he went into the game and caught and considered as a program while he's actually not one. then blablabla in the end, his father died. now here's the time to think : WHAT THE F?

now let's take the good thing and it is :: HOW HANDSOME THE ACTOR ISSSSSSS!! HAHAHAHA

sudahlah ya aku capek ngomongin cowo cakep terus. abis ga kenal sih ya sama si Sam Flynn hahahahha ohiya itu bukan nama artisnya ya itu nama dia di felem ehhehee.

aaah here's the end of my post. i've got nothing else i need to write sawreehhh so TTFN :*

countdown to Jesus' thousandsth birthdayyyy (y)

heyyaa :) goood news! I'm having a holidaaaaay til january the 5th :)) bad newsssss! I've got nothing to do and yeaaaaa i'm bored as h e l l hurrayy -_-
anywaaaay, this saturday will be the day! Of whaaat? Of Jesus' birthdaaay :)))

as we christians have known, without Him, we wont survive from our first sin right when we got out from our mother's womb or in indonesian it will be noticed as 'dosa asal'. I *learnt when i was studying at my 'krisma' lesson*. However, Jesus wont come out without his parents! So thanks to Mother Mary and Joseph even joseph wasnt his biological father as Jesus was the Son of God, litteraly! But still thanks to youuuu father Joseph for protecting your family during the killing-baby-boy-by-herodes process and bringing your family to egypt for protection even egypt was really truly surely far from where you were that time.

Bytheway! I'm so damn excited yet impatient for this event. Heeeell even it's just a few more days, with 120 hours it feels like i'm waiting for the doomsday. Hehe in my family, we've got a tradition of exchanging presents. So my sisters have bought me one when i havent prepared for theirs. Infact i forgot what thing should i give to them. Yes i'ma terrible sibling but hey, ppl forget. It's just a natural thing for us humans, unless you dont think you're one, then that's a different story haha.

Now of course you all know santa claus. As a kid, i believe he exists. But now as i've grown to a teenager, i believe him no more. But deep down inside me, i've been longing for him to be real. I want somebody besides my parents and family to give me gifts on christmas day. And santa will always know what i want even i dont send him any letters like what children all over the world do during christmas. And you know whaaaat! Santa really does exist! He lives in scotland if i'm not mistaken and HE delivers presents every christmas based on what kids wrote to him every year. Cool, isnt it? Haha

anywaaayyss my christmas wish's only one::


I want to be a better person with less feeling of hating someone :) wbu?

#pickone whattheFAK or whattheHELL?

Heyyeaah huahua gue baru pulang tryout nih. Gila soalsoal tryout pada buat aq peyankkk aaaa -..- bayangin! Ada soal
(144p pangkat 4)pangkat 2/3 + 216(p pangkat -3)pangkat -2/3 = 2 pangkatX 3 pangkatY 4 pangkatZ. X, Y, Z = ?

What theeeeeeee...... Fakinghel @@
kalo ada yg bisa kerjain, gue puja'' spenuh hati jiwa raga deh :) kalo ga bisa kerjain? Yahhhh tos lah kita! Huahua

ah sudahlah lupakan,kan what's gone is gone yegakkkkkkz? Hahaa btwbtw gue lg agak jauh nih sm temen gue, bisa dibilang gimana yaaaa gengsi gue blgnya tapi yaaaa dia itu teman baik gue, bs dibilang dia itu juga sahabat gue. Dulu gue cerita apa aja ke dia asik banget. Tp pas mulai kls 9 ini udah agak renggang. Jujuurrr, gue males kek gini, tapi entah kenapa gue juga kesal sekali dengan dia dan gue menolak utk berbaikan. Mari kita panggildia si X. Gue lg demen banget ini sm huruf X sejak gue selesai tryout ckck

Tapi kalo di pikir'' sih ya gue keselnya itu cuman gara'' si X ada teman baru, jadi gue juga males lah ya deket'' dia kalo ada temennya itu soalnya mereka bisik'' terus kan aq risih wakwak jadi gue main sm yang lain lah yaaa hehe udah gitu s x juga keknya sebel balik sama gue, awal'' sih gue gapeduli tp skrg gue agak peduli sekalipun gue masih keseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel banget ama dia hhaa nah kan gue udah blg kan yg gue males deket'' dia kalo ada temennya si Y lah msalnya hehe, nah si Y ini selalu deket'' yah gmn dong jdinya? Ya gue jd jaraaaaang bgt deket'' lah haaha ayamak aq bingung.

Apa yg harus gue perbuat? I guess i dont need to do anything but wait until everything get right again haha

silly questions i would like to answer huahua

hualoh :)) gila nih ya gue bosen banget. Ini gue ngepost di mobil loh btw haha norak? Memang, aq sadar koqq, qan aq sdah cqup tau dri wqwq. Ok enough with the 'q's. Anywayyy gue lg mau tryout super gapenting yg merusak hari indah gue huhu menyedihkan.

Btwbtw gue lg kepo nih, jadiii kan suka ada gitu ya pertanyaan" yg aneh'' gitu hhaa skrg gue mau bahas dan jawab ah huahua yukmare kita mulayyyzhxch


1. I miss you, and i wonder are you doing the same thing?
* kalo ditanya beginiii, tergantung siapa yg nanya. Kalo cewe yg nanya terus orgnya sgt'' menyebalkan, tentu jawaban gue 'nggak sawrehh' huahua tp kalo cowooo hemmmmm 'mgkin iya i miss you, tp gataudeh, liat nti ajalahya' dgn gaya sok'' jual mahal gitu, kan jd menimbulkan kesan misterius uuuuu hahahaha


2. Would you die for the one you love?
* well it depends. Melihat dari umur gue yg terbilang mudaaa, (sebenernya sih mau umur berapapun gue akan ttap terlihat muda awawaww) gue berpikirrr, kalo misalnya untuk keluarga dan sahabat'' gue, aku akan rela mati demi mereka. Tapi kalo the one you lovenya itu hanya sebatas pacarr, errrr i'll think twice deh yaa. Haha secara gue masih smp peluang putus banyak kali weyyyy !


3. Would you be here when i need you?
* yaaaakk lagi'' TERGANTUNG yaaaa. Kalo misalnya you need menya need banget i'll be there. Tp kalo cuman gapenting gitu? Males deh gue bowwwwww huahuahua


eh eh eh gue udahan yaaaa mau tryout huhu wismilak xiexie :D

i want to change. i really do. here are a list of things i wanna change in me:

>> my ability to spam.
i'm a tweeter. a super noisy tweeter. i dont care how many tweets i have in my personal timeline. all i care is HOW MANY TWEETS I PRODUCE IN EVERYONE'S TIMELINE. when you're already considered as a spammer, it's really really hard to stop spamming. maybe i'm overreacting but the truth is, spamming is just some kind of drug to me. i've got a friend who's a lot noisier than me. she tweets every movement she makes, and that thing she does really piss me off. i think i'm quite lucky as my friends dont bother my too-much-tweeting act. but it bothers me. this friend i have, i really really want to unfollow her but i just dont have the guts to do so. she's not a good friend, she's not that smart, she's not a beauty queen, but she's a friend. i want to kick her out of my twitter timeline but i'm still respecting her though i know she's never done the same thing. so when my respect's sinking, BYE BYE "BESTFRIEND"



>> my uncontrolled temper
this thing is waaaay much harder to lose than the spamming thing. heelp meeeeee!

reviews :)

sooo first of alllll HELLO :D
well i'm terribly sorry for being such an awful blogger. i'm kinda busy these days. yerp im having my first semester final exams. now lets take a peek of what i did during the torture hours. so shoukd we say yay or what?


first day of my trip to "hell" aka testroom aka bhs indonesia 3 room aka the place where i did all my tests.

civics and moral ed : we should probably change it into ciVUCS. why oh why? i actually did pretty well on this but i dpnt think i did my best. i studied with laziness surrounding me so i think i deserve to get a bad score. but please dont make it so baaaaad at least not below 80. fine, its inpossible *sigh.


maths : now, think about this. when a moral education thingies made my day sucked, what did maths thingies do? if you're thinking it made me sucked more, then you deservr an A++++++++++++++++++...+. cos it did ruin my not so beautiful day. haaaaaaaahhhh i'm a billion percent sire i wont be getting the above 80s.



second day of the dragging me to hell process.

english : aaaaaahh i love english B) this is the only subject that made me feel like i'm in heaven. my deeds for the exam wasnt so bad i think. but lets just wish for the best :)


IT : this was also done quite well. errr i'm not interested in this lets roollll :p



third day in the damnation

physics : IT WAS TERRIIBLY UNDENIABLY HORIBBLY AWFULLY DEEPLY SUCKED! I HATE PHYSICS, DOUBTLESS!


conversation : bulr gila celana kedodoran pake celana di pinggul kayak .... isi sendiri lah gue udah males ngomong



forthh dddaaayyyy : TOUGH DAY.

mandarin : succesfuly sucked. the thing is, i'm not interested to anything chinese. even chinese hotties.
*well for that part it's actually a beautiful lie hehehehe

biology : i panicked. it wasnt only me who was panicking. everybody did. ouyyeea bio really stressed us all out. afterall, the questions werent as hard as i expected though



fifth dayyy hihi after this, i'm outta hell!

history : not bad, ut was well indeed :) but i wont get any 100s of course haha ah i'm loving history B)




heyheyyy sebenernya sih gue masih ada satu tes lagi yaaa. yaituu bahasa indonesia heheh terus ya hari ini gue jalan gitu deh sm angel sama bianda ke sms. btw gur pake indo ya skrg gue jadi males mikir hehhee

nahh selama prjalanan ke sms, gue bergumul dgn diri gue. si angel ngajakin ke jakarta tuh naek shuttle. tapi pad gue cek dompt, duit gue cuman ada noceng. yaiksss ironis. akhirnya sih dapet ya duit goban haha akhirnya kita bertiga ke sms juga si hehe udah gitu nyampe sms lgsung ke hokben deh makan. terus nunggu di xxi, eh sebelon itu ketemu si cindy.

yaudah kan kita ajakin nonton, trus pas sampe atas si cindy kaya ngotot gitu pengen nonton babies. padahal dari awal itu gue angel bianda udh pengen ntn paranormal act ato ga unstoppable. eh ternyata paranormal act blm ada, yaudah gue pengeeeeeeeeeen bgt ntn unstoppable, gimana ya soalnya ada chris pine sih awaw

trus si condy kaya ngotot terus gt kan blg babies lucu anak2nya lah, babies gini lah, babies gitu lah. lalala. udah gtu bosen kan terus trun lg ke bawah ke mana th pokoknya antara stroberi ato warna gue lupa deh. terus si cindy masih agak ngotot gitu mau ntn babies, udh gitu dia ngmong duitnya mau di abisin belanja aj drpd ntn. kalauu bleh jujur ya, pas itu udah pingin gua tabok hehee maaf ya cin, abus ly bacot ngt gila. akhrnya dia pulang sm maknya. terus.gue angel bianda ke atas lg dehh

eh sampe di atas trnyata udah buka, yaudah langsung deh kita beli tiket unstoppable. gue agak shock sih ya pas itu, masa org yg nonton cuman kita ber3 sama ada 2 org lg di depan? astaga mana si angel blgnya serem felmnya. ckck

udah gitu mulainya masih sejam lg tuh, yaudah kita.duduk di lantai deoan studio terus ketawa ketawa. tbtb anak anak eftoel dateng, terus kita.berbincang sbntr. terus kan lg ngbrol2 gtuu, terus si angel tny ke cara, 'ra kaki lo.kenapaa?' tbtb si.andrew geje blg 'jatoh diaa' terus tbtb dia memeragakan jatohnya si cara GUEDEBWUUUUKK! yak dia berhasil membuat gue cengo sedetik. maksudnya, busrt dah itu org ngpaain cb tbtb jatoh gitu hahahh

terus pas mrk masuk studio kt kaya pd ngmgin gitu, 'lu tadi liat ga si andrew tbtb jatoh' 'hahahahahaahaa iya gila geje ya? hahhahhaa' yak lalu kita menguakaksss haahha

terus pas udah di dalem studio dn udah ntn, felemnya kg serem sm skali, memang suh agak bikin deg degan git hehe tp gak serem sm skalii haha eh pas felemnya slesai kita.memutuskan utk nonton lg, yaituuuu narnia hehe

udah gitu pas nonton tuh ya gila dah jantungan guuaa! bukan karena felemnya serem ngagetin ato begimanaa. tapi sebelah gue itu loh yg ngaget ngagetin! si angeeeel kg ada apa apaan tbtb tereak. ckckc tapi ada sih yg bikin gua kaget sampe lompat bertumpu di pantat aka lompat dari bangku. di ketawain angel dehhhh. btwbtwbtw what's a filn without cool actorsssss?

yakk kan yg unstoppable itu ada CHRIS PINE yg superduperhyperultramega ghuannttreeennnggsss haaha kalo narnia.. ya pasti skandar keynes lah yyyayaaaaaaaaaaaaa hyahahaha serius deh itu org gantweeeeeeng bgtbgtbgtbgt! si.ben barnes jg keren, tp maaf dy terlalu tua hahhaa william moseley jg ganteng, tp cuman muncul sebentar. rambutnya bagus gt jd cakep awawawwwwwwww.


ahh gue pengen deh kaya gini lagi. anywayyyy maaf ya angel bianda ge jd beban, udh gakbawa duit, hape mati lg. maaf maaf maaf yaaaaa. lain kali kalo jalan gue bw duit bykan deh hihihi thanks for today yaaaa ily both muahmuah huahaha

i.am.stupid. doubtless

hai hai :) <--- senyum lesu. haha kay, like the title said i really feel stupid right now. tryout igna gue dapet jelek banget gilakks masa inggris gue cuman dapet 41? ampun lah mati aja. udah gitu mat gue? miris sumpah cuman 20. anjret. ya emg sih gue jg ga belajar hehe cuman emg soalnya itu loh ngedewanya dewa errrrr. gue harus les elo lg sepertinya hemmmmm. udah gitu ya tes gat gue yaaa lumayan pinter lah gue cuman beda 10 nomor sm yang paling pertama di kls gue. dia dapet 34 dari 60. gue? 24. errrr. dont mean to be boastful but i really thought if the time was running slower, i'd be answering all numbers with not all corrects. haaahhhhhh aku capek lah.

next thing that makes me feel the beyond maximum stupidity : i waited for a stupid text from someone stupid who stupidly made me feel stupid for waiting in the long stupid hours without stupid complete information. what a stupid phrase!

now whatever you do, i dont care. *inspite of the fact that i do.* but just leave me alone *in fact i dont want you to leave me alone*

friday afternoon laughs ;))

huuuaaloh :)) gila nih gue baru pulang sekolah jam segini. yaa sbenernya sih pulang sekolah jam 3, cuman gimana ya anak gaul getoo ngelayap dolo hehee. hem sebelumnyaaaa,

HAPPY BELATED 14TH BIRTHDAY ANGGGGGAAAA, JONWIIIILLLL :))))

nah jadi ceritanya ituu gue pulang telat gara gara ke sms dulu menjamah traktiran angga sama jonwil hhehee pertamanya mau makan hokben kann, tapi akhir akhirnya makan pizza huehehehe kan pas pulang skolah itu gue jg mau ul komputer dulu kaaan, udah gitu dengan baiknya temen temen yang lain nungguin guee, aawwwww, you all're the best mates ever dehh :)) terus akhirnya jalan bareng bareng deh ke sms anak anak 9e yaituuuu :: GUE, BIANDA, ANGGA, JEWE, ZEFANYA, AURIMA, ANAS, SHARON, ICON, YOI, JEEM, KENNY. puaaannaaaaaaaaaaaas bhuangget itu tadi cuacanya hehe jadi pas masuk sms, udah kaya masuk surga beneran dahhh haha. udah gitu si stevan blg ke icon katanya dia nunggu di starbucks, jd kita nunggu bentar, terus dia ga nongol nongol yaudah kita tinggal caps ke pizza hut. hehe pas di sononya, tbtb si stevan dateng kan, yaudah di suruh duduk. terus tbtb andrew christ datenggg dengan yaak ,gejenya hehee. dan terakhir yg dateng, cara :) si cara anak 9G sendiri, tp kita ga ngucilin dia looh huahaha

udah gitu pas makan si andrew kaya di bully gituu, sumpah gue ngakaaaaaak huahahaha gila bener dah dari mulain duduk ampe terakhir gue ngakaaaak mulu! haahha yg paling kocak pas si andrew ngmong apaa gitu deh sm si cara, udah gitu si caranya iya iya aja kan. tbtb pas gue ngeliat si cara, mulutnya gerak gerak : 'GAK JELAS' langsung NGA TO THE KAK GUA HUHAHAHAHA. udah gitu pas si angga blg ::

'gila icon sharon baru seminggu aja udah pegang pegangan, suap suapan. cara andrew aja 6 bulan biasa biasa aja. ntar 6 bulan udah hamil kali si sharon.'

gue : HAHHAHAHA

angga : nnti kalo ketemu sharon di sekolah kt tanya, shar lu gemukan ya? terus nti sharon blg 'iya nih gue kebanyakan makan'.

angga : makan babi ya lu ampe kaya begitu gendutnya?

gue ; ntar kalo udah 9 bulan dia makan timi

gue angga bianda : HUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAA

errr mungkin kalo lu cuman baca ga gitu lucu, tapi kalo lu ada di situ, MAMPUS LAH KAU MATI TERTAWA HAHAHAA.

udah gitu pas si andrew pergi jemput cara, si icon ngeludahin sedotannya andrew, sumpah itu najiiiiiiiissss banget, tapi tetep ajaa gue ketawa ketawa hahah udah gitu si angga mau minta bill 2 buat ngadalin maknya. awal awal mas masnya ga mau, eh tbtb angga bilang mau kasih ceban dia lgsung mau matilah guuaaa hahahhaa

intinyaaaa::

TODAY WAS ONE OF MY BEST DAYS. MY FRIENDS REALLY MADE MY DAY :D

special thanks to : ofcoursee, angga and jonwil :). bianda sharon icon andrewchrist cara jm zefanya yoi aurima anas kenny stevan :).

you all RAWKKKKK \M/

hari sial.

hai hai :) gila nih gue lagi lesuuuuuu banget. 2 hari ini gue merasa sangat amat sial. kenapaaa? lu tau ga sih, barang barang gue mendadak ngilang pas hari senen. dan pas hari selasa (hari ini, gue maleeeeeeeees banget belajar apapun)

begini ceritanya. oke, jadi pada jaman sekarang ini, hiduplah seorang anak smp bernama nadine. pas hari senen itu, di sekolah si nadine ini ada upacara! dan yak, memang cerita lama, dia malas mencari topi di malam sebelumnya, dan pagi itu, TOPINYA LENYAP! RAIB! HILANG DI TELAN BULAT BULAT OLEH BUMI YANG BULAT! alhasil dia ke sekolah dengan tangan tak bertopi. *maaf geje*.
dan pada hari sebelomnya yaitu hari minggu, dia bertanya via sms ke temantemannya tentang agenda besok. dan salah satu temennya yang membalas sms secepat kilat yg terlambat ngirimin sms yang berbunyi ::

ulangan mat dian statistic. drama agama. presentasi pkn. jgn lupa bawa!

nah, si nadine merasa tenang tenang aja karena hampir semua tugas yg di smsin sama si temen satu ini udah HAMPIR selesai. jadi dia berleha leha sampai malem. eh tiba tiba! ada satu sms lagi dari temennya yg berbunyi ::

sorry tadi cape banget ketiduran. besok ada : ul mat dian statistic, ul bi, laporan + pidato harus bawa, itu syarat ul. drama agama, presentasi pkn.

kurang lebih begitu lah. dan ternyata oh ternyataaa! si anak perempuan tingkat smp ini lupa kerjain yg laporan sama pidatoo! alamak mati deh dia besok gaboleh ulangan! jadi minggu malem itu dia kerjain tuuh laporannya. udah di ketik sampe byk, tbtb dia sadar setelah di kasih tau temennya kalo laporannya itu di tulis tangan. dan dengan di temani caci maki dari orang tuanya, dia mengerjakan tugas tersebut dengan tabah dan ikhlas. tapiiii sialnya ga berenti sampe di situ! buku ijo yang juga jadi syarat untuk ikut ulangan juga RAIB dari muka bumi! sama majalah temennya yang rencananya mau di pulangin juga kepo dan ikut ikutan bersembunyi! astagaaaaa lengkap deh sialnya HA HA.

besokannya, dia minta tolong sama orang rumahnya untuk cariin benda benda hilang tersebut dan dia juga minta di anterin ke skolah pas istirahat pertama! tapi entah tilil ato begimana, kaga di anter anter! sampe dia memutuskan untuk menelepon ke TU sekolahnya dgn minta di temenin temennya. dan secara tidak sengaja, dia menularkan kesialannya ke si temennya dengan cara telat masuk kelas matematika. *sudah terlambat memang, tapi, maaf cindy :'S*. dan dia juga ga begitu bisa ulangan mat! ampun dah.

sudahlah sebetulnya masih panjang cerita kesialan si gue. tapi gue males, bikin DOWN.

lebih baik gue kasih intinya yaa ::

i hate these two days as they gave me some unpleasant moments!

i hate these two days as they make me gave some of my happened-stupid-things to my friends who werent supposed to be involved here.

i hate these two days as they made me feel really lazy when i've got three hard tests that are also the subjects for the national exams.

yet....

i still thank God for the happy moments He put in it :)

conclusion ::

Even in the most difficult hours and days, God's still there to be with you and to brighten up your days. and what everybody's been saying about God will never give the kinds of temptations which are too hard to be done and solved by us is all true. as i've experienced it myself.

and the real thing is, HE GIVES US FRIENDS TO LIGHTEN UP OUR DAYS :)

9E rawkksss \m/

heyyaaa ;) this week was a damn fun week. my school was having a festival called GSF. we only learnt 4 hours of studying then we've got free time. well that wasnt such a free time as we had to get into some workshops. but who cares about the workshops, all i care about was the pictures taken while the teachers weren't there for teaching :)

so here comes the story ::

jadii, si ivanna sama bianda bawa slr gitu deh ke skolah, udah gitu kita foto foto. pas pertama kali foto foto itu pake hapenya sharon pas mandarin hehe. tapi yang foto awalnya cuman dikit gitu, tapi akhirnya hampir semua ikut. terus di upload deh sama ivanna ke fb haha. udah gitu hari kedua baru kan mereka bawa slr. udah gitu gue pake pake kamera iv kan, kalo bianda sih gue ga gitu sering make abis dia felit jarang kasih kasih pinjem hehehehee udah gitu gue foto fotoin orang, dan gue ga banyak foto, karna ya begitulah gue ga fotogenikk ;)

udah gitu kan si sharon sama icon lagi kaya di ejek ejekin gitu kan, terus kita suruh mereka foto fotoo, sampe banyak bangeeeet! udah gitu di jadiin satu album di fb. eh ketawan sama guru guru terus di print dan akhirnya di apus deh itu album -____-". padahal kita cuman bikin itu cuman buat seneng seneng aja. eh malah kita di bilang konyol, kurang ngajar, dsb dsb ckck.. yasudahllah

and those photos we took made me love my class more and more and more and moreeeeeee :))) this class ROCKS :) the only one that makes our class less attractive is the ... <--- you tebak lah itu who! i udah hate him! -3-

hem ini yaa ku berikan foto foto yang di jefreeetth ;)

kapet? err

hehe halo ;P gilaaa hari ini hari sabtu tapi sumpaaaaaahhh gue bosen ba to the nget dah. pagi pagi udah bangun terus mandi terus ke igna. errrr my saturday mornings're filled with lessons and that sucks. pertama tama belajar inggris, tentang apa tuuuh tadi ada bacaan bacaan gitu, terus di suruh jawab pertanyaan, ebuseeeet itu cerita tentang kucing doang panjanggnyaaaaaaaa minta amfyun. yasudah gue kerjain lelet lelet berhubung gmn yaa, gue jg males sih hehee

terus ada soal - soal lagi vocab vocab gitu, masyaolooo itu kata kata sukiuuuuuuuuu banget. apaan tuuh kata katanya judicious lah, brusque lah. mati aeeeee gua -____- udah gitu yasudah lah gue udah males kerjain ntar juga gurunya bahas sendiri huehehe *ngikik jahat huihihi*. udah gitu ada anak loren miriiiiiipp bener sama triadi! udah gitu anaknya kek ngocol gitu, tapi inggrisnya dewa -___-" errr atasnya dewa tepatnya. emang susah ya anak loren inggrisnya hem.. apa yah, bagus juga udah bukan bagus lg tapi ........ <---- speechless. terus gue ngegosip *** **** sama joosee ;) susah ya kita cewek cewek pada demen ngegosip ;P

terus akyu pulang deehh hehe sampe rumah gue nonton Keeping up with the Kardashians. errrrrr KIM YOU'RE STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL :O. serius yaaa gue demen banget deh ngeliatnya itu cici cakeeeeeeeeeeeep banget. ckk, ga heran lah kalo jb demen ama diaa! cakep gitchuuu hhww. udah gitu gue naek kan maen kompi ehhehe udah gitu ga sengaja buka blog orang rusia, eh bahasanya aneh gak ngerti yasudah gue copy semua terus gue buka google translate terus gue paste hehe

terus pas gue baca, kan translationnya kek geje geje bego bego gitu kaan. terus ada translation dari bahasa rusia ke indo jadi KAPET mati ga luuu! gue aja orang indo kaga tauu itu kapet bahasa dari mana, artinya apaan, tbtb si orang rusia entah namanya siapa ini *ga cakep cakep amat kok orangnya* nulis sesuatu yang kalo di terjemahin jadi KAPET. yeeerrp ka to the pet. yang gue tau mah Apet itu adiknya si cinputt, sama kampret gue jg tauu, tapi kapet? hem.

sudah dulu deh yaaa akyu bingung mau ngomong apalagi! hehehe oiya kalo mau liat sendiriii translationnya, ini kalimatnya hehehe ::

Капец, у меня бронхит.

body's burning out!

heyy there :) hmm i'm not in a great condition right now, but i'm pretty good. well my body's burning out and my nose continues producing some kinds of greeny salty cendols. yet my head's in pain. and all parts of my body are hurt. walking is soooo hard to be done right now and i'm lazy to try to walk.

good news is, i didnt have to go to school this morning but i stayed home. but home wasnt such a nice place to take some rest. i slept til 9 am with such a bad condition. i had some daymares and they sucks. i forgot what i dreamed of but believe me, they're not the best thing to be heard.

by the way, my days are getting hmmm worse. well i'm not hating them, i'm just sick of them. i'm sick of myself being easily controlled. maybe i have a great amount of bacotness but believe me, that thing doesnt guarantee you some good days. *good days here mean days with peace*

let's not talk about that, cos it can make my day and yours not good anymore :)

by the waaaayy! i was having a history test yesterday and hell yeah i couldnt stand memorizing every single words in the papers the teacher gave us. so i decided to ask my brother patrick about the test. i was only asking about how hard it was but then he gave some of the questions in the test :DD and the next day, i talked with my super lovely model-looked-like friend ANGELA KRISTOFANI about everything and i asked her about the questions then she gave me :) thanks to you both, bestmates, I HATE YOU BOTH! ;)

hey hey i was bored and i remembered that angel told me about this boy named greyson playing paparazzi in piano on youtube. so i browsed for it and ouyeeeeaa HE WAS SO COOL! then i opened some bieber videos then i came across a video. it was about a girl interviewing justin bieber then she freaked out! hahaha i really laughed my a** off when i watched this! hahaha heree! take a peek ::

hmm i guess that video is the end of this post hehe soooo see you soon :D

still waitingggg

hey hey :) i'm in the middle of waiting nih .__. menunggu apaaa? nunggu sms. dari siapaaa? dari orang. orang itu siapaa? ya orang bernamaaa. namanya siapaa? mati aja luu! :/ <------ sip lah bukti bahwa gue makin hari makin menggeje hehe

gila banget tau ga sih satu kelas gue jadi geje! errr sebenernya sih gue doang, UPS. ketawan dehhh. haha sip gue ngegeje lagi.

hmm mau tau ga gue lagi ngapain? kalo gamau, hit the 'X' button on the top right on the right side of your browser a.k.a ENYAH LU DARI BLOG GUA hehe

gue lg ngerjain pr pr yang errrr u s e l e s s. useless untuk gue sih sebenernya, tapi mungkin akan berguna buat generasi generasi pgs selanjutnya karna gue bikin game. yaaakk game :). bayangin anak kelas 9 mainnya masih game. haha mkkb sih kita mah. udah deh gue capek ah yaaaa bikin bikin tugas mulu.

sometimes teachers're quite stupid though they're not. kenapaaa? nih yaaa ::

1. yang bilang bilang mau UN siapa? mereka. yang ngasih ngasih tugas bikin pusing siapa? mereka juga. jadi maunya apa? KURANG TAU YAAAA.

2. yang bilang bilang harus konsen UN siapa? mereka. kenapa masih suruh suruh bikin pr yang kalo ga bikin di hukum? KURANG TAU YAAAA.

3. yang setiap hari kotbah "UN sudah dekat jangan main main lagi" itu siapa? mereka. tapi yang bikin kita jadi males belajar dan jadi main main siapa? mereka. gara gara apa? MALES KERJA PE ER LAH.

4. alasan masih banyak tapi males di tulis hhe

udah deh yaa gue mau caps kerja tugas lagi!

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT !

haters, ily :p

Someone ever told me :

'never care of people who hate you for who you are cos you dont need them. There are hundreds of thousands of millions of billions of people in this big big world who wants to befriend with you. Besides, you've got Jesus by your side! Dont even bother your haters!'

i often well infact i always think about those words as they're running in my mind. But i just cant ignore someone who hates me, i'll start questioning him/her bout my mistakes and i'll begin the process of saying sorry for thousands of times. Haters, yall're who i'm thinking of, be proud! Hahahhaaaaa ;))

limbah ikanQ :p

hheeyy heey :) gue baru pulang sekolah loh hihi bangga giituu hhaa sebenernya sih jam 3 udah pulang tapi, gue, fanny, sorta, cindy, dan monica ngerjain projek lingkungan gitu deeehh sama mam indri hehe

kita ceritanya bikin minyak bumi minyak bumian gitu dari limbah ikan, terus semua bawa limbahnya ehehe gila dah itu isi perut si ikan wangi beeeegete! Ngalahin parfum ivanna yg lagitu gue pake pas abis or! Ngalahin parfum nike valie! Beeddeeeehhhhhh gue ampe ketagihan! Sawreeh jw, lu cuman ngelem, gue? Ngelimbah ikan. *siplah gue geje* hhaa

udah gitu jadi minyaknyaaa hehe jujur, gue ga kerja apa apa sih, gue minta maaf ya temen temen kalo cuman numpang nama.. Gue bikin deh laaporannya :))

hari ini pelajaran favorit gue itu nativeeeee :D jadi kaya drama drama halloween gituuuuu hehehe seru looh :) kelompok gue ber9, ada ivanna, sharon, cindy, angga, jordy, icon, andrew, andrew hehee pas itu kita ga tau mau drama apaan, udah gitu cepet cepet deeehh bikin ceritanya eheh jadi begini ceritanya errhhhm erhhm!

Jadi ada seorg cewek namanya sharon, dia itu punya pacar namanya jordy. Pada suatu haarriii, si jordy ini mutusin si sharon, terus sharonnya depresi gitu deeh ehehe. Besokanya itu si sharon ultaah! Di kerjain sama temen temenyaa jadi kaya mau di kasih surprise gituu. Jadi rencananyaa, temen temennya pada mau dorong sharon ke jordy supaya nanti mereka kaya pelukan gituuu. Tapi kecelakaan terjadi! Secara ga sengaja, temen temenya dorong sharon kekencengan terus kepalanya kebentur meja dan dia meninggal.
Karna takut, temen temenya nyembunyiin mayatnya si sharon! Tapi arwah sharon ga tenang. Dia mulai bunuh bunuhin temen temenya satu per satu untuk bales dendam! Giliran pertama adalah IVANNA.
Pas malem malem di rumah ivanna, si ivanna denger suara suara sharon gitu deeh, terus dia telpon temenya si nadine. Bilang kalo dia denger suara sharon. Tapi temennya ga percaya, sampe di tengah tengah, tbtb si ivanna teriak dan telepon terputus! Pas itu, arwah sharon dateng ke ivanna terus bunuh si ivanna.
Karna panik, si nadine telpon cindy ceritain tentang ivanna yg tbtb mutusin telponnya. Dan hal yg sama terjadi pada cindy! Arwah sharon masuk ke dalem tubuh cindy, dan bikin cindy motong urat nadinya sendiri. Dan ouyeah, cindy mati.
Besokannya, si nadine cerita ke temen temennya soal kejadian aneh itu! Dan guru bilang kalo cindy sama ivanna meninggal semalem. Kawanan itu panik! Dan mereka memutuskan utk ke paranormal andrew w.
Si paranormal bilang, kalo dia harus ngomong ke sharon. Dan cara biar sharon dateng itu, harus pake umpan. Mereka smua pun memutuskan, kalo jordylah yg bakalan jadi umpan!
Tetaaappii! Ga berhasil! Sharon jadi bunuh jordy deeehh, dan pas paranormalnya mau ngomong ke sharon, udah terlambat! Sharon juga membunuh si paranormal. Tiba tiba, pas sharon nengok ke kelompok temen temen itu, andrew c. Org yang paling geje itu meninggal secara tdk jelas. Sisanya tinggal 3, yaitu angga, icon, dan nadine. Mereka buat kesepakatan sama si sharon, dan ternyata, sharon cuman ingin mayatnya di kuburkan secara formal. Jadi mereka kubur deh si sharon. THE END.

Gauuuull kkaaaaaaannn? Kwkwkw
improv tuuh gapake naskah!

Udah gitu selesai native sih ga ada yg spesial, cuman gitu gitu aja hehe

anywaaaayyy, gue mandi duluu yyaaahh :)
seeyourealsoon ;)

*sigh*

Heyya :) i'm typing with my phone, my almost dead phone. yerrp this thing is the kindest thing in the world as it still helps me type even in the times when it's gonna die :'). Heckyyeaahy i'm being overreacted but it's true.
Things i love about my phone! :
1. It's chubby
2. It's grreey
3. It's cute
4. It's MINE :D

fine it's crazy but ouyyeea ilaffit :))

soooo, my brain's giving me some kinds of negative aura. Well that makes me wanna shut up for a while even when i cant and it makes me wanna puke, and it makes me hate everybody without any particular reasons. I'm being over sensitive and stuffs and i hate that -,-

i was just telling my bestest friend about something pretty bad that i've done then he told me not to stop doing it. I will. Not because i love that friend or what, it's just bcos i know it's bad and i'm tired of living in that kind of situation of hating somebody. I dont mean to be religious but i sometimes think : if Jesus can forgive, why cant i? Theeeenn maybe i'll try :)

forgiving's waaaayyy harder than saying i love you to someone we like.and i often find some people who 'dont know themselves' *gatau diri*, who never say sorry even when they know they're wrong and even whey i've told them i hate them and in the end, i'm the one who apologized to end the super duper complicated-almost-endless problems even when we both know i'm not gulty. But, yeeeaaah problems solved :)

lemme be honest with you,

i'm one of the kinds who swallow problems and angers, i'm not the one who speaks right to the point when i hate or love someone. I maybe act like a magpie but believe me, i'm not a professional magpie. And that sucks.

Anywaaaaaaaaaaays, troubles seem to be liking to come and visit me. I think they're loving me :3 unfortunately, i'm not loving them back huhuu and in between my hard times, some of my bestfriends are telling them their problems to me, and i dont know why but i feel a kinda guilt when i dont respond them and that makes my troubles' height = the height of mount everest.

Today's wednesday and i'm in a super badmood. Something made me. And i dont think i would tell yall what it was. But the truth is, i hate theeeeem! Huhu well they didnt even know what my problem was but still i hate them all huhu

enough of the sarcastic typed-texts, let's move into another thing :) i dont wanna be a liar or whatever inhonest. But the truth is, i dont know what else to be written so BFN buddies :D

MidTerm report card

Heeyyaall :) guess what imma tell ya! If you're guessing reportcard, then you're right, and you're wrong if you're not guessing it hhee

Soo, my marks werent bad in fact for mee, it was pretty nice. Even i've got two stupid stabiloed numbers symbolizing i've got 2 grades below standards. They are biology and theatre. Both of them are tasks scores and that make them suck deeper. Based on that bio score, i conclude something : I WONT LOOK AT ANY OF KEVIN CHILWIN'S HOMEWORKS ANYMORE.

Some things that surprised me was i got a few 100s typed and printed there on that silly but quite important paper. Helll yyeeeeaaaahh that makes me proud if you're asking in 'BANGGA?' in your hearts and minds while reading this post :)

Anywwaaayys i gotta go. I promise i'll write again later!


P.s :
1. I'm lovin 9e more and moreeeee! You guys are the best. Proven today morning :D
2. For you who thinks your marks are not that good, you'd better think this way : I WAS JUST NOT LUCKY THIS HALF SEMESTER, BUT I'LL BE ON THE NEXT HALF ;D

feelings?

heyyaaahh bloogggiies ;) i honestly am confused of what to write. i was just thinking of something but heckk yeah i forgot ;(

hey heyyy i've got tumblr btw!

follow follow yaaa ::

http://nadinees.tumblr.com/ :))

hmm olrait lah let's talk bout these dayss ::

errrhhm, yaaakk sama seperti tadi, gue bingung. hhh mau ngomong apaan yaa hmm

hari hari gue biasa aja sih, ga ada yang spesial banget, cuman yaaa ada lah sesuatu yang membuat hari itu jadi lebih baik, jadi BAHAGIA :D

contoohhnya! hari ini, *tanggal 22 Oktober 2010*

di awali dengan pelajaran mat yaangg super duper hyper mega ultra mem - bo - san - kan. ngingetnya aja udah bikin gue badmood di pagi hari. hh pagi pagi tadi gue udah ga niat ngomong. eh ketemu monic, fanny, sorta yang lagi bikin bikin tandu. maklum yaa gue hidden-tandu-admirer hehe terus gue bikin bikin tandu kaan, berkali kali. tandu pertama :: GATOT. ga total sih, cuman gagal aja, acak acakan, asal asalan, satu kelebihan : kuat. soalnya gue puter puter talinya yang buat cincin itu sampe 5 kali huehehe emang gue anak setres tak begitu biadab jadi begitu lah. tandu sumpit kedua : lumayan OK, tapi masih di bantuin sama monicaa hehe jadi gue ulang lagi. yaaaak i'm just so curious, kayaknya gimana gitu ya anak kelas 9 kok ga bisa bikin tandu, malu dong *padahal ga ada hubungan*. tapi bener deh ini hanya masalah gengsi yang jujur gue juga gatau kenapa tapi gue merasa agak malu gitu kalo ga bisa bikin tandu. mungkin karena nyokap dan cici gue anak pmr gituu masa guenya ga bisa - gatau apa apa - tentang pmr? jadi yuk mari lah gue belajar tandu sama anak anak pmr yang sangat amat baik seperti MONICA dan SORTA :) dan pada percobaan ketiga : OUYEEEAH TANDU SUMPIT KECIL IMUT IMUTS ITU HAMPIR SEMPURNA :D DAN YAAAA AKU BEKERJA SENDIRI UHUUUY ;)

tapi tetep, gue ga banyak omong pas mat, karena yaaa gatau deh kenapa hehehee, tapi pas sejarah, i got my mood lightened up a bit. i just love it when the teacher talks and tells stories. gatau kenapa deh gue seperti tertarik gitu dengan masa lampau. gimana ya gue kan penasaran gitchu deh ya moyang gue kaya apa. kali aja gitu kan gue turunan Christoper Colombus yang nyasar ke Indonesia? who knows? ya ga ya ga? hehe. udah gitu gue pede pede gila gitu deh pas di tanya si sir sangkuh ibu kota peru apaan, gue angkat tangan terus gue bilang kan : 'lima kan sir?' eeh malah disuruh sebutin satu satu. beh pingsan gila gua, udah pengen ketawa tuuh, tapi takut di pancung pake butterfly knife. jadi tahan tahan ketawa daah huhu. udah gitu lab fisika, gue ngobrol tentang masalah ITU sama DEA CAHYA. maklum lah yaa kami berdua ini perempuan dan kami masih smp, masih remaja, dan kami berdua adalah tipe remaja labil yang rentan terhadap gosip dan menggosip jadi yaaaaa begitu dech <--- alibi gilaks hehe. terus akhirnya gue ngobrol sama semua anggota kelompok gue deeh ehehehe

terus terus udah gitu mood gue makin membaik dan membaik. apalagi pas mat terakhir terakhir. yang biasanya itu pelajaran bikin ngantuk setengah idup, tadi gue malah ketawa ketawa sama si BIANDA temen sebangku paling gahuls sedunia setata surya huehehe

hmm mungkin kalo di lambangkan dengan grafik, bentuknya bakalan jadi begini ::

PERKEMBANGAN MOOD TANGGAL 22 OKTOBER 2010

boredom effect --->

heyya :) today's saturday which supposed to be a super good day but errrr heck yeah it is not. sooo as the effect of the boredom i lived in, i did a quiz which i got from Dea cahya's facebook profile. heeere it is ::

001. Real name → nadine bieber lol *nadine ayudiani*

002. Nickname(s)→ nadine, dine, nad, ui, oy *okaay it's gettin kinda stupid.*

003. Zodiac sign → libra

004. Male or female → betweener *female*

005. Elementary → harvard elementary school a.k.a sdk penabur gs

006. Middle School → SMPK Penabur GS

007. High School → hmmmmm still confused.

008. Hair color → blonde lol black.

009. Long or short →medium

010. Loud or Quiet → can be both!

011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans

012. Phone or Camera → Phone (it must!)

013. Health freak → mmm dont think i have one

016. Eat or Drink → definitely drink!

017. Piercings → nope

018. Tattoos → not into one

HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane → suree

020. Been in a relationship → what if i say yes?

021. Been in a car accident → gratefully, nope.

022. Been in a fist fight → neveer, maybe someday i will :D

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → when i was a kid

024. First best friend → tasyaa.

025. First award → 3rd place in the eloquence *how pathetic*

026. First crush → YOU <---- who reads this first, that's my first crush!

027. First pet→ FISH

028. First big vacation → bali? big is relative i suppose

LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to → my mommah

030. Last person you texted → zefanya the crazy batakkss *no offense*

031. Last person you watched a movie with → if the question was personS, it would be :: angel, cindy, and andrew

033. Last movie you watched → legend of the fist :: chinese geje filmmm!

034. Last song you listened to → somebody to love - @justinbieber!

035. Last thing you bought → S U S H I :D

036. Last person you hugged → my bolster. if it's counted.

FAVES:

037. Food → s u s h i ;D

038. Drinks → orange juice ;D

039. Clothing → T-shirt, jeans, sneakers :)

040. Flower → tulip

041. Books → novels : twilight saga ; emily the strange series ; etc.

042. Color → depends on my mood :: today? B L U E.

043. Movies → hmm all genres. but now's fave :: Nanny McPhee 1 & 2 :)

044. Subjects → maths and english :D

IN 2010..... I

045. [V] kissed someone > yeeepp :: my parents

046. [] celebrated halloween> not yet

047. [V] had your heart broken> sadly yees huhuhu

048. [V] went over the minutes on your cell phone> not in the mood for that thing :(

049. [] questioned someone's sexual orientation> i have hahha

050. [V] came out of the closet >> this is an example of a question's stupidity, pathetic.

051. [] gotten pregnant --> YES. I'M IN MY 12TH MONTH NOW.

052. [] had an abortion -> THIS YEAR'S MY THIRD ABORTION HA HA.

053. [V] done something you've regretted> as a human, i have.

054. [V] broke a promise> still as a human, i've broken something i promised.

055. [V] kept a secret> lots.

056. [V] pretended to be happy> i am pretending right now. whoops lying ;)

057. [V] met someone who changed your life > hemmm yeerp, they're my 9E mates :: NO EXCEPTIONS!

058. [] pretended to be sick> LOOL I HAVE ;) heey i'm a kid!

059. [] left the country --> uh huh.

060. [V] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it> ouyeeeeaaa ;)

061. [V] cried over the silliest thing> i cried but not for the silliest things.

062. [V] ran a mile> nopee.

063. [V] went to the beach >> noope

064. [V] got into an argument with your friends> yeerp.

065. [V] hated someone >> yeeerp, but i'm not hating anybody right now, i'm in PEACE LOL

066. [V] done something good for someone else >> i think i had :)

CURRENTLY:

067. Eating → fried air.

068. Drinking → boiled air.

069. I'm about to → do something hehe

070. Listening to → the air conditioner's sound. it's kinda creepy

071. Plans for today → pray to God and Mother Mary :)

072. Waiting for→ somebody to love HAHAHAHA

YOUR FUTURE:

073. Want kids? → sure.

074. Want to get married? → if i want to have kids, then do i want to get married? THINK.

075. Occupation→ BIO ENGINEER! fashion counsellor

WHICH IS BETTER WITH PREFERRED GENDER?

076. Lips or eyes → both. i dont wanna have a boyfriend with gorgeous eyes but super huge enormous lips. errrr.

077. Shorter or taller? → taller

078. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous romantic.

079. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice body ;)

080. Sensitive or loud → sensitive but not over sensitive

081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship

082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → hesitant trouble maker (?)

HAVE YOU EVER:

083. Lost glasses/contacts → i've only sitted on a glasses.

084. Ran away from home → not yeet, maybe someday ;)

085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → i've held a cutter for self defense.

086. Killed somebody → yees in my dreams i killed a bad guy.

088. Rejected someone's call on purpose → not yet, maybe someday when i'm older ;)

089. Cried when someone died → uh huh.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself → i do.

091. Miracles → i really do

092. Love at first sight - man i doo!

093. Heaven → I DO.

094. Santa Claus → maybe this sounds childish but i do believe in Santa Claus as i do believe in miracles

095. Sex on the first date → hemm if i'm outside indonesia, i do believe this.

096. Kiss on the first date → kinda.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yeep

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → sort of.

099. Do you believe in God --> why wouldnt i? anyways, I DO :)

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → where should i tag when i'm posting this on blogger?

pheww that's it. wanna do this? feel free to copy ;)

yesterday was a w e s o m e lols!

heeeyyya :) kemareen gue, bianda, angel, cindy, icon, andrew caps ke sms, here the story begins erhm erhm.

Jadii, pas di sekolah itu gue udah ajak ajak semuaa orang, tp ujung ujungnya yg jadi tetep cuman berenam hhee, udah gituu pas pulang sekolah si cindy sama angel ada rapat panitia yerbuk, jadi gue bianda andrew jalan duluan ke sms, eeeh tbtb pas gue udah sampe bengkel, si icon nelpon, terus minta tungguin, yaudah kita tungguin di depan pick up wkwk, tbtb dia dateng cukucukucuk dan kami melanjutkan petualangan beberpa menit ke sms lewat jalan raya uuuuu *apabanget*. Sepanjang jalaan yg di omongin cuman yooooiiiiiiiiii meluluu, pokoknya ada masalah gt lah di skolah hhehe udah sampe sms, kan lapeer terus ke hokben deeehh, makaan terus maen timezone. Si icon maen tinju tinjuan yg dulu pernah juan ajak taroan sama gue tp gue gamau ehehe, dah gitu isi power card lg, eeeh ada abang abang lg nari nari! Gilaaaa gerakannya gahul perfek semua ckckck, udah gitu abis isi powercard maen yang hockey2an gituu, terus gue kalah sepoin sma icon huhuhuu, terus maen lagi sm andrew, tbtb cindy angel dateng, terus gue gantian sama angel hehe eeh kalah telak yaudah eheh abis itttuuuuu, kita ke food court!

Ouyyeeeaaah, beli sushi di sushibox. Yang makan awalnya cuman gue angel cindy, jadi beli seorang sepiring, udah tuuh makan, eeeh masih laper, beli lagii uuuu, 3 piring lagi ouyyeea, terus si bianda ikut makan tp cuman seiprit wkwk well i'd told em before that when i eat sushi, my barbarian personality will come out hehehe then we were sushying and being seen by the big boys haha udah gitchuuuu pulang deh gue sama cindy, angel bian juga ikut cindy, terus pas angel bian udah pulang, gue cerita cerita ngomongin apa tebaaak! Yeeeeerrrpp Y O I wkwkkwk,

eeh sampe rumah si yoi sms gua hehe yasudahlah sekalipun awlnya gue sbel sma dia tp skrg udah nggak lah jadi, masalhnya se le sai uuhhuy hhe

the point is, yesterday was awesome! I'm waiting for another sushi party with em, i think i'm a SUSHI PERSON OUYEAAAH ;)

14.10.2010

nothing special happened today. I just laughed a lot at school, right before, at, and after scouts extraculicullar which i hated the times before it came.

Jaaadii pas istirahat kedua itu kan gue berduaan sama angel, terus ada tere, sharon, michelle, sama echa lg nyanyi nyanyi, terus gue lupa kenapa gue sama angel ikutan nimbrung gituuu hehe terus udah tuh ketawa gila gua ama michelle ahaha terus pas pramukanya, kan latian upacara gitu lah, uda gitu gue baris di sebelah sharon sama grisela, udah gitu gua ngooobbbrrroooooooollll meluluuu! Terus ketawa ketawa jugaaa. Ehh pas pulang gua ketemu michelle, menggila lagi deeeechhh hahahaha

sampe rumah langsung turun moodnya, daan malem ini? Gue udah lumayan hepi tiba tiba ada satu orang ngerusak mood gue. Itu orang yaaaa gue ga peduli deh dia siapa juga bodo amat, keeepoooonyaaaaaa setengah sadar! Nyusahin pula kek pipis laah! Norak! Amit amiiitt amit amit iuiuiuiuiuh


but the point isss :
I LOVE MICHELLE EILEEN DEH HARI INI!
Anywaaaayyyyy ::

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAUDARA PATRIIIICCCKK! MAKIN TINGGI YAAAA BAE BAE SAMA GUEEEEE! Hehehehe

todaay? Err.

heeyya bloggy buds haha today's the 12th day of october and guess what? Yeerp nothing's special ha ha. Jadii hari ini gue OR daann ada sport together. Aduuh serius ya tadi pagi itu gue udah ga niat banget senam, udah gitu panaaas bgt mataharinya udah gitu yg dateng cuman dikit. Ergh sukiu. Udah gituu si babe ga pergi pergi jadi gue ga bisa ogah ogahan. Err sebenernya tadi juga udah ogah ogahan sih hehe

udah gitu selesai senam kita pada balik lg ke gedung smp terus ngadem di ruang fisika, awalnya cuman ada gue sm cindy, terus mulai masuk cewe cewe, daaan pas cindy keluar, anak anak cowo geje pada masuk terus ngerusuh deh. Udah gitu dia pada maen maen lantai yg keramiknya somplak, di lompat lompatin gituu, sumfeeh they looked like hillbillies of pgs err. Haha

udah gituuu, kita OR terus ornya senam pramuka, ouyyeeah gue ga ngafalin sm sekali, tadi gue menyandarkan diri dan bahu kepada tementemen yg ngafalin hehe, eehh udah selesai tiba tiba byk gitu yg di panggil panggilin, tapi yg di panggilin yg pada jago jago gituu, gue udah ngeri sendiri, kalo dia di panggil semua mau jd apaaa guaa? Eeh tiba tiba gue jg di panggil yasudahh deehh hehee. Udah gitu udah selesai senam gue cman dapet nilai 80. Dari yg maju, nilai gue kek paling rendah gituu, tapi gapapa lah, yg penting ga dapet 7 ihhiiy lol

udah giittuu kan selesai or ganti baju kaana, eehh dengan tililnya gue lupa bawa rompi suukkiiuuuuuuu ahh gue udah ngeri ngeri tuuh, eh pas masuk kelas mam ocha ga di apa apain cuman di tanya. Selesai mam ocha kan pel rosa tuuh, gue sibuk nyari nyari rompi, tadinya pengen pinjem ke adeknya yoi, eh ga di kasih yaudah deh pake punya miranda, busseeett kecil begeteee, anak anak kelas gue jg ga ada yg muat, yaudah deh di mines 5, err kepo memang itu si gurunya baahhlul. Yasudahlahh gapapa karna gue anak baik gue terima dgn lapang dada wkwkwkk

abis mat perpus, gue sm bianda kaya mengasingkan diri scr ga sengaja gituu, terus awalnya cuman ngbrol ngbrol berdua tp jadi berempat sama sharon cindy heehhe udah gitu mandari, errr biasa aja gue ga banyak ngomong di sini hehe

terruuusss pas pulang sekolah gue sm bianda, jm chilwin bikin pkn gitu lah, tp gue kaya ga niat gitu deeh bikinnya, jadi gue ngobrol ngobrol sama jm, sama zefanya, sama jordy, sma angel ehehe si bianda sm chilwin kerjain. Gue gatau diri? Memanngg tp mau gimana dong org guenya ga niat hehe terus gue menawarkan diri kerjain di rumah aj yaudah deh. Udah gitu gue ngbrol tuh cerita bannyyaaaakk banget. Gila dari ngomong serius, ngocol ngocolan, ngomongin nilai, smpe akhirnya gue pulang hhe

home's nothing but boredom and i dont think i need to tell ya what's going on here ;)

Things?

Heeyya :) i was actually feeling bored when i decided to post something here hehe well idk why but i'm feeling my english's getting stupider and worse each day. No offense but i think my english was pretty good in the past few times. Errr i've been thinking to take some english courses at the eloquence yet i remembered a quite touching story of a highschool student who didnt pass his 1st year of highschool because his parents gave him waaaayy too much courses to do. And heck yeaah i dont wanna end up like him just because i'm stressed out. Agaaaiin no offense but if i dont pass my grades because of that, i'll feel sooooo silly and that may make my pretty miserable life waay more miserable.

Neeexxxtt, today's the 10th day of october the 10th month in the year of 2010, to make it short, today's 10.10.10 . I honestly had expected that there wouldnt be anything special today and ouyyeeaaahh i'm a professional sidekick as what i've said was aaallll true. Well maybe it's true for me and for the others? I dont know. Hhe, errrr my day was started with a sssssuuupppeeeerrrrr badmood. I woke up at 7.30 am and i directly went downstairs and watched some tv shows i forgot. Then a few seconds well actually minutes, errr the truth is hours later, my faaather called my name and asked me to take a bath. When i was watching the video of linkin park's the catalyst. The video was just about to end in a minute when he went downstairs and talked nonstop. Then he started to talk bout my homeworks which're supposed to be collected next thursday. And yeeeaahh that's the beginning of my bad day.

Then nothing was special until i got to church and went to sms for something to eat. Then then then! Here's the part when my day got better :) sooooo i'll talk in my mother's tongue.

Errr i really got nothing to say soooo farewell ;)

FAVORITE BOY :)

Favorite Boy

I always knew you were the best

The coolest boy I know

So cooler than all the rest

The star of my show

So many times I wished

You'd be the one for me

But never knew it'd get like this

Boy, what you do to me?

You're who i'm thinkin' of

Boy, you ain't my runner up

And no matter what

You're always number one

My prize possession, one and only

Adore you boy, I want you

The one I cant live without

That's you, that's you

You're my special little cool man

The one that makes me crazy

Of all the boys I've ever known

It's you, it's you

My favorite, my favorite

My favorite, my favorite boy

My favorite boy

You're used to goin' out your way

To impress these Mr. Wrongs

But you can be yourself with me

I'll take you as you are

I know they said believe in love

It's a dream that can't be real

So boy let's write a fairytale

And show 'em how we feel

You're who I'm thinkin' of

Boy you ain't my runner up

And no matter what

You're always number one

My prize possession, one and only

Adore you boy, I want you

The one I can't live without

That's you, that's you

You're my special little cool man

The one that makes me crazy

Of all the boys I've ever known

It's you, it's you

My favorite, my favorite

My favorite, my favorite boy

My favorite boy

Baby it's you

My favorite, my favorite

My favorite, my favorite boy

My favorite boy

You take my breath away

With everything you say

I just wanna be with you

My baby, my baby, oh

My misters don't play no games

Treat you no other way

Than you deserve

'Cause you're the boy of my dreams

My prize possession, one and only

Adore you boy, I want you

The one I can't live without

That's you, that's you

You're my special little cool man

The one that makes me crazy

Of all the boy I've ever known

It's you, it's you

My prize possession, one and only

Adore you boy, I want you

The one I can't live without

That's you, that's you

You're my special little cool man

The one that makes me crazy

Of all the boy I've ever known

It's you, it's you

You're my favorite boy

(My favorite, my favorite)

Favorite boy, favorite boy, favorite boy

(My favorite, my favorite boy, my favorite boy)

Favorite boy, favorite boy, favorite boy

(My favorite, my favorite, my favorite)

(My favorite boy, my favorite boy)

Favorite boy

adapted from @justinbieber's song, FAVORITE GIRL :))