merry christmas! :)

merry christmas and happy early new year to you someone who is reading this post :)

well i dont really know what to say. anyway, right now's 2am 27th  of Dec 2011. so its not really christmas haha this christmas was....... pretty cool. i gave no one my heart last year. but i guess im kinda in the process of doing that thing this year. i dont really have too much faith but i still have some remaining haha.

by the waaay i was just having a little bbm chat with one of my best friends. this guy, well i did think he wasnt that good, well you know, ive had these negative thoughts about him. haha but it turns out that those neg thoughts werent necessary! he was still a good friend and i think he'll always be! haha thankyou jeemz! you really opened my mind by saying those things :) wish you luck with everything you're going through these days. all you need to do is sit tight and let the christmas miracle works its magic :)

anddddddd to this particular guy who is currently having his holiday pretty far away from me, merry christmas :). i've forgiven you for everything you did or will do like you wished. im a good person after all! confession! i miss our earlier holiday, you know, the idulfitri holiday?;) and i miss that afternoon. if youre thinking of that time you accompanied me to school, all the way across the busy street, youre right. haha. well theres no point writing for you anyway since you probably dont know this blog exists.

aaaaand for these lovable peopleeeeeeeeeee : CINDYYUWONO IVANNA ANAS ICON STEVAN ANGGA YOI ANDREWCHRIST! merry christmasssssssss! keep rocking my rockable world! you guys are the best mornight mate! i will never forget that conference call we had! haha since im the one who called;) wish you all a peaceful holiday! really looking forward to our next phone call! stay up late very soon guyss! :hugs

thenthenthen! to these guys over hereeeee ANGELAKRISTOFANI, VANESSADUBAI  ELISHASENTOSO! have merry  christmas to you threeeeeeeeee! you are my best girlfriends! thankyou for listenin to every unimportant story i've told you! i know i can count on you like you should know you all can count on me :)

ummmmmm and to my best smuki buddiesssss SUSAN GLENDA MERRY! happy christmas yaaaaaaaaaaaa! its fun having crosspresents with you guys! really dying for our next event together! without any disturb from iaman! hahaha i love youyouyouuuuuu:):):):):))

and to my smuki classmates, have an enjoyable peaceful christmas to all of you:) may His blessings fill your heart! 


last but not least, to my beloved family. have a merry little christmas. sorry for the nasty acts of mine. i just couldnt help it. but still ilove you:D

HARD TO LOVE YOU

I dont understand

why i am so attend in love with you

lying alone in bed

got pictures in my head what you might do

you dont need to fly escape but why are you always late?

It's hard to love you

why do you treat me like you do

the stress you put me through

you drive me crazy

leaving me weak and checking, too

all i want is you

it's hard to love you 

you, day another fight

patchy bags and everythigs alright again

can you walk the line

am i the only one who song, your mine

but when you are here

my doubts will disappear..

it's hard to love you, but it's harder not to