merry christmas and happy early new year to you someone who is reading this post :)
well i dont really know what to say. anyway, right now's 2am 27th of Dec 2011. so its not really christmas haha this christmas was....... pretty cool. i gave no one my heart last year. but i guess im kinda in the process of doing that thing this year. i dont really have too much faith but i still have some remaining haha.
by the waaay i was just having a little bbm chat with one of my best friends. this guy, well i did think he wasnt that good, well you know, ive had these negative thoughts about him. haha but it turns out that those neg thoughts werent necessary! he was still a good friend and i think he'll always be! haha thankyou jeemz! you really opened my mind by saying those things :) wish you luck with everything you're going through these days. all you need to do is sit tight and let the christmas miracle works its magic :)
anddddddd to this particular guy who is currently having his holiday pretty far away from me, merry christmas :). i've forgiven you for everything you did or will do like you wished. im a good person after all! confession! i miss our earlier holiday, you know, the idulfitri holiday?;) and i miss that afternoon. if youre thinking of that time you accompanied me to school, all the way across the busy street, youre right. haha. well theres no point writing for you anyway since you probably dont know this blog exists.
aaaaand for these lovable peopleeeeeeeeeee : CINDYYUWONO IVANNA ANAS ICON STEVAN ANGGA YOI ANDREWCHRIST! merry christmasssssssss! keep rocking my rockable world! you guys are the best mornight mate! i will never forget that conference call we had! haha since im the one who called;) wish you all a peaceful holiday! really looking forward to our next phone call! stay up late very soon guyss! :hugs
thenthenthen! to these guys over hereeeee ANGELAKRISTOFANI, VANESSADUBAI ELISHASENTOSO! have merry christmas to you threeeeeeeeee! you are my best girlfriends! thankyou for listenin to every unimportant story i've told you! i know i can count on you like you should know you all can count on me :)
ummmmmm and to my best smuki buddiesssss SUSAN GLENDA MERRY! happy christmas yaaaaaaaaaaaa! its fun having crosspresents with you guys! really dying for our next event together! without any disturb from iaman! hahaha i love youyouyouuuuuu:):):):):))
and to my smuki classmates, have an enjoyable peaceful christmas to all of you:) may His blessings fill your heart!
last but not least, to my beloved family. have a merry little christmas. sorry for the nasty acts of mine. i just couldnt help it. but still ilove you:D
fyi, you are the
Monday, December 26, 2011
Friday, December 2, 2011
HARD TO LOVE YOU
I dont understand
why i am so attend in love with you
lying alone in bed
got pictures in my head what you might do
you dont need to fly escape but why are you always late?
It's hard to love you
why do you treat me like you do
the stress you put me through
you drive me crazy
leaving me weak and checking, too
all i want is you
it's hard to love you
you, day another fight
patchy bags and everythigs alright again
can you walk the line
am i the only one who song, your mine
but when you are here
my doubts will disappear..
it's hard to love you, but it's harder not to
Saturday, November 12, 2011
:D
found this on tumblr :)
my answer's in italic!
my answer's in italic!
Invade my privacy. Anon or not.
- 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? - well i hope so
- 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? - yes :). im 15 btw
- 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? - ummm, right now.
- 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? - haha yes i would. i have done such things anyway.
- 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? - hah?
- 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? - yeeeeeeep :S
- 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? - my favorite tshirt and shorts <3
- 8. How often do you listen to music? - like SO OFTEN often :)
- 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? - jeans. definitely.
- 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012? - no idea.
- 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? - social haha, but i can be antisocial when i want to.
- 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? - nope.
- 13. What about ‘R’? - naaah.
- 14. Can you drive a stick shift? - whats a stick shift? :/
- 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? - in fact..... i do care.
- 16. Are you going out of town soon? - no im not :)
- 17. When was the last time you cried? - yesterday :(
- 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? - yes i have.
- 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? - maybe. but i still like it the way it is
- 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? - ..... yes there is haha
- 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. - THE WAY MY SISTER KEEPS DISTURBING ME!
- 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? - yes it issssssss!
- 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? - the last person i talked to is my driver. THINK.
- 24. What are you sitting on right now? - what kinda question is this? haha on a chair btw
- 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? - haha not recently.
- 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? - in fact i have.
- 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? - him <3
- 28. Do you get a lot of colds? - nope . haha
- 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? - BALI!
- 30. Does anyone hate you? - maybe, i dunno.
- 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? - im proudly saying NO I DONT HAVE ANY EMPTY ALCOHOL BOTTLE HIDDEN SOMEWHERE IN MY ROOM!.
- 32. Do you like watching scary movies? - sometimes haha
- 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? - NO. YUCK
- 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? - when i was in my 3rd grade.
- 35. Did you have a dream last night? - dont really remember haha
- 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? - quite a long time ago.
- 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? - hahaha no i dont
- 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? - haha yea i do.
- 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? - i hope so.
- 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? - not so. but pretty good.
- 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? - nope.
- 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? - maybe.. im a girl myself so i hang out with tons of girls haha
- 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? - hmmmm
- 44. What’s the best part about school? - RECESS!
- 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? - SUREEEE
- 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? - yesssss its fun!
- 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? - sometimes
- 48. Were you single over the last summer? - yes i was
- 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? - some things changed, but overall, quite the same.
- 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? - studying. sleeping. maybe.
- 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? - nope. i actually kinda like him.
- 52. Are you nice to everyone? - i think i am.
- 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? - yes. a lot.
- 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? - yes i can!
- 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? - too good to be true haha
- 56. Do you think you like someone? - yes indeed iam liking someone
- 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? - nahh
- 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? - both are cool.
- 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? - yesss
- 60. Do you hate anyone? - not currently
- 61. How’s your heart? - about to break
- 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? - yes there is.
- 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? - patheticly, yes i have
- 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? - hahahaai dont know.
- 65. Are your toenails painted pink? - nope.
- 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? - it wont. hopefully.
- 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? - hahhaa no! well it depends on their reasons.
- 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? - nope.
- 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? - my crush <3
- 70. How do you look right now? - glasses. unfairly tanned.
- 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? - yes haha
- 72. Can you commit to one person? - maybe
- 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? - yepp
- 74. Have you ever felt replaced? - yeaaaaa!
- 75. Did you wake up cranky? - no i didnt
- 76. Are you a jealous person? - i can be a super jealous person.
- 77. Are relationships ever worth it? - sometimes
- 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? - theres this someone im about to give up on
- 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? - yeaah
- 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? - study biology!
- 81. Last person you cried in front of? - iiii forgot.
- 82. Is there someone you will never forget? - yeaa
- 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? - i dont know.
- 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? - trying to never let that person go.
- 85. Are you over your past? - not really
- 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? - hahhaa yes.
- 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? - nope.
- 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? - depends on the presents! HHAHAHAHA
- 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? - i wont wake up anyway.
- 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? - yesss
- 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? - im not a fortuneteller.
- 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? - yep hhaha
- 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? - nope-__-
- 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? - what sort of relationship? friendshp? i was. it was awesome, in fact, it's still going on today.
- 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? - not really.
- 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? - shes my sister. so, yea shes attractive!haha
- 97. Who do you have texts from? - i dont know. a lot. but i use bbm more often
- 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? - i'll say congratulations and walk away.
- 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? - yes, my parents.
- 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? - by bestest buddy ever, ANGELA :)
- 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? - NO.
- 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? - in the stomach? YEP <3
6 and 7.
6th November 2011
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRAMMAAAAAAAAAAAA
stay the best and have a long happy life here with your sons and daughter, and your son and daughters in law. and of course, with your indescribably lovely grandsons-and-daughtersssssss! :D:D i love you! Godbless :)
7th November 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUUUUUU :)
you don't know anything about everything.
but happy birthday anyway may God grant you all your wishes. Godblessya!
ps : sorry for the late birthday greetings!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRAMMAAAAAAAAAAAA
stay the best and have a long happy life here with your sons and daughter, and your son and daughters in law. and of course, with your indescribably lovely grandsons-and-daughtersssssss! :D:D i love you! Godbless :)
7th November 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUUUUUU :)
you don't know anything about everything.
but happy birthday anyway may God grant you all your wishes. Godblessya!
ps : sorry for the late birthday greetings!
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Muka Musang
Geeeeeeeeeeez gue item bangeet! Gimana yah, anak sporty baru pulang character camp. Gehla pas disana kan gue pake sunblock bejibun, jadi gue merasa putih. Terus 3 hari gak ketemu kaca, gue masih merasa putih, hari ketiga siang gue ngaca disalah satu mobil tentara, cuma mau ngecek muka gue kayak apa kalo pake topi tentara super gahols aja gak pake banget. Kaca mobilnya juga pake film so i didnt really care about the colour of my skin. Gue cuma merasa yaaaaa gak aneh2 banget lah ya gue pake topi kayak gitu. Jedinggggg nyampe rumah!
Kena lampu terang, tuing kok kayaknya gue menghitam. Masih mikir 'eh gue pake sunblock, dahlah perasaan doang' naik ke atas. Masuk kamar mandi. Tooeeengggggg MAMPUS GUE BELANG MAKSIMAAAAAAAL.
Buka kacamata! Anjriiiittt muka guueeeee! Belang mampus.
Mendekat ke kaca! MATI GUE ITEM BANGET SUMPAH DEKIL
Gue merasa kayak pembantu. Literally. Embak gue aja cakep loh. Oiya no offense btw. Gue benar2 malu kalo jalan sama nyokap gue haha. Apalagi kemaren gue ke mall gitu. Gue ngerasa semua orang ngeliatin gue sambil mikir ' ini item banget loh. Anaknya bukan ya. Eh kayaknya enggak deh pembantu kali ya. Baik banget nih ibu, ngajakin pembantunya jalan2'
Babiiiiiiiiiiiiiii gue kira gak seitem ini :(
Anwsebelum character camp gue deg2an, trauma cc kelas 9. Gue masih kebayang disuruh jongkok berjam2, disuruh sit up push up dan tiduran ditanah basah. Di bentak2 kakak pembina. Sempet kepikiran mau bikin badan gue sakit jadi gausah pergi. Sempet mikir 'elaaah makalah doang wooy kalo ga ikut' tapi akhirnya gue tetep ikut, karena gue memikirkan kemungkinan bakal sama kayak cc anak2 ags. Ternyata....... Lebih parah.
Udahlah yaa gapenting gue ceritain haha. Fyiiiii! Kan pas ujan gue sama temen2 gue ngobrol sama salah satu TNI disanaa, ternyata gaji TNI AU 1,5 juta aja. Itu masih harus bayar uang sekolah anak. Setelah gue pikir mateng2, makan di kantin smuki aja masih kurang:S. Kan itu kerjaan secara gak langsung mewajibkan membunuh orang. Latihannya berat. Dsbdsbdsb jorok lagi. Tp gaji cuman segitu. Pasti tentara jiwa nasionalismenya tinggi maksimal loh haha, keren yah! Eh tapi sekalipun keren gue gak mau jadi tentaraaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
WISH YOU TONS OF LUCK KAKAK KAKAK PASKHAS BATALYON 461. SEMOGA KAGAK CEPET TUA KEMAREN MARAH MARAHIN KITA. SEMOGA SUATU SAAT NANTI DAPET KENAIKAN GAJI! MERDEKAAAAAAAAAA HHOHOHOHO
Kena lampu terang, tuing kok kayaknya gue menghitam. Masih mikir 'eh gue pake sunblock, dahlah perasaan doang' naik ke atas. Masuk kamar mandi. Tooeeengggggg MAMPUS GUE BELANG MAKSIMAAAAAAAL.
Buka kacamata! Anjriiiittt muka guueeeee! Belang mampus.
Mendekat ke kaca! MATI GUE ITEM BANGET SUMPAH DEKIL
Gue merasa kayak pembantu. Literally. Embak gue aja cakep loh. Oiya no offense btw. Gue benar2 malu kalo jalan sama nyokap gue haha. Apalagi kemaren gue ke mall gitu. Gue ngerasa semua orang ngeliatin gue sambil mikir ' ini item banget loh. Anaknya bukan ya. Eh kayaknya enggak deh pembantu kali ya. Baik banget nih ibu, ngajakin pembantunya jalan2'
Babiiiiiiiiiiiiiii gue kira gak seitem ini :(
Anwsebelum character camp gue deg2an, trauma cc kelas 9. Gue masih kebayang disuruh jongkok berjam2, disuruh sit up push up dan tiduran ditanah basah. Di bentak2 kakak pembina. Sempet kepikiran mau bikin badan gue sakit jadi gausah pergi. Sempet mikir 'elaaah makalah doang wooy kalo ga ikut' tapi akhirnya gue tetep ikut, karena gue memikirkan kemungkinan bakal sama kayak cc anak2 ags. Ternyata....... Lebih parah.
Udahlah yaa gapenting gue ceritain haha. Fyiiiii! Kan pas ujan gue sama temen2 gue ngobrol sama salah satu TNI disanaa, ternyata gaji TNI AU 1,5 juta aja. Itu masih harus bayar uang sekolah anak. Setelah gue pikir mateng2, makan di kantin smuki aja masih kurang:S. Kan itu kerjaan secara gak langsung mewajibkan membunuh orang. Latihannya berat. Dsbdsbdsb jorok lagi. Tp gaji cuman segitu. Pasti tentara jiwa nasionalismenya tinggi maksimal loh haha, keren yah! Eh tapi sekalipun keren gue gak mau jadi tentaraaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
WISH YOU TONS OF LUCK KAKAK KAKAK PASKHAS BATALYON 461. SEMOGA KAGAK CEPET TUA KEMAREN MARAH MARAHIN KITA. SEMOGA SUATU SAAT NANTI DAPET KENAIKAN GAJI! MERDEKAAAAAAAAAA HHOHOHOHO
Saturday, September 10, 2011
hm.
heyyowwww :D id gone to school for two days and those two days were..... ummmmmmm pretty nice. haha. i was told something excitingly lovely. well i kinda hoped this thing i was told is true! *crossing my pointer and fvck fingers*
HOWEVER! that thing isnt the thing imma tell ya! so recently a random thought of hatred and jealousy were running around my mind. well, they didnt pop out randomly. they came out right after i saw a retweet from a friend which was saying : "Dear Haters, i like your perfume. sincerely, is it the smell of jealousy and ...?" (i forgot the ...).
well here's what i think. haters dont hate you just because they envy you. well maybe it takes quite an amount of percentage but there is/are always another reason(s). they maybe hate you for the way you act. for us girls, maybe our haters hate us for being bitchy? or flirtatious? or whatever. but there must be something wrong in the way youre behaving that annoys them and makes them dislike you a. lot.
next! still about hatred. another retweet showed up on my twitter timeline saying : "no matter how kind and lovely you treat other people. there'll always be persons disliking you." well honestly, i forgot the real tweet but that's kind of the point haha. soooooo this is what i think::
DANG! SO TRUE! i think ive treated people as nice as i could. but oyeeeaaaa therere still people disliking me. well i dont know who they are but im sure there they are. err okay im a bit lost.
and i care! SO PEOPLE OUT THERE IM SO SO SO SO SO SORRY IF I DID YOU WRONG!
hahaha that's all about hatred. well at least thats all the thigs about hatred that popped out of my mind.
anyway
REST IN PEACE : CI CYNTHIA RATULANGI. May you grant the peaceful place by the right hand of God :)
GET WELL SOON. ANTHONY ADIKUSUMO! cepet balik ke sekolah terus bantuin gua kerjain logaritmaaaaaaaaa! :D
HOWEVER! that thing isnt the thing imma tell ya! so recently a random thought of hatred and jealousy were running around my mind. well, they didnt pop out randomly. they came out right after i saw a retweet from a friend which was saying : "Dear Haters, i like your perfume. sincerely, is it the smell of jealousy and ...?" (i forgot the ...).
well here's what i think. haters dont hate you just because they envy you. well maybe it takes quite an amount of percentage but there is/are always another reason(s). they maybe hate you for the way you act. for us girls, maybe our haters hate us for being bitchy? or flirtatious? or whatever. but there must be something wrong in the way youre behaving that annoys them and makes them dislike you a. lot.
next! still about hatred. another retweet showed up on my twitter timeline saying : "no matter how kind and lovely you treat other people. there'll always be persons disliking you." well honestly, i forgot the real tweet but that's kind of the point haha. soooooo this is what i think::
DANG! SO TRUE! i think ive treated people as nice as i could. but oyeeeaaaa therere still people disliking me. well i dont know who they are but im sure there they are. err okay im a bit lost.
and i care! SO PEOPLE OUT THERE IM SO SO SO SO SO SORRY IF I DID YOU WRONG!
hahaha that's all about hatred. well at least thats all the thigs about hatred that popped out of my mind.
anyway
REST IN PEACE : CI CYNTHIA RATULANGI. May you grant the peaceful place by the right hand of God :)
GET WELL SOON. ANTHONY ADIKUSUMO! cepet balik ke sekolah terus bantuin gua kerjain logaritmaaaaaaaaa! :D
Sunday, September 4, 2011
h-4.
any idea why i wrote that title? if youre a highschool student you must know it has a strong relationship with ejh ow el ai di ey way! yeeeep HOLIDAY! my 2 weeks holiday's gonna end in four days! ohmy, seems lyk it started yesterday. feels lyk i was just having a great time in sms with my best buds. i thought i was just watching the super scary horror movie of the dead silece at ivannas. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
males banget deh ya sekolah lagi. uda tugas bertubi tubi kagak abis abis, ga ada instruksi yg jelas juga. gatau deh nih kalo ada salah apa gimana bakal diapain! grgrgrrrrrr. wish me luck!
happy eid mubarakh anw!
males banget deh ya sekolah lagi. uda tugas bertubi tubi kagak abis abis, ga ada instruksi yg jelas juga. gatau deh nih kalo ada salah apa gimana bakal diapain! grgrgrrrrrr. wish me luck!
happy eid mubarakh anw!
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Saturday, August 13, 2011
[almost] EVERYTHING!
haaaallloooooowh! hahah sekarang GUA UDAH SMA LOH! anjrit annoying banget ya gua dikit dikit bilang gua udah sma haha, like being a high school girl is something to be proud of haha well it honestly is for me. it somehow means i'm "growing". haha
my highschool classmates are nothing but THE BEST! they rock my first weeks! lu bayangin! gua ama temen temen gua kompak abis kalo ngerjain tugas kelompok haha, 2 kelompok kerja barengan di tempat langganan, seven eleven ohoho. yaah sekalipun ujung ujungnya jadi ngobrol dan ngakak ngakak tapi tetep aja weeh komfak! hahhaa
anywaaaaay i'm starting to feel stressful! ulangan ulangan udah mulai weeeh setres weeeh, pr banyak banget weeeehhh! OIYAAAAA kelas gua lagi demam WAWEWAWE hahaha! kocak abis!
itu dulu lah! ntar lagi! hahaa pas kan sama judulnya almost everything
jadi belom everything ya, baru ALMOST HHOHOHOHOHO
PS: since i study at smakone, i feel like im banned from this addictive virtual world of the world wide web. should i be considered as a lucky or unlucky girl? YOU THINK!
my highschool classmates are nothing but THE BEST! they rock my first weeks! lu bayangin! gua ama temen temen gua kompak abis kalo ngerjain tugas kelompok haha, 2 kelompok kerja barengan di tempat langganan, seven eleven ohoho. yaah sekalipun ujung ujungnya jadi ngobrol dan ngakak ngakak tapi tetep aja weeh komfak! hahhaa
anywaaaaay i'm starting to feel stressful! ulangan ulangan udah mulai weeeh setres weeeh, pr banyak banget weeeehhh! OIYAAAAA kelas gua lagi demam WAWEWAWE hahaha! kocak abis!
itu dulu lah! ntar lagi! hahaa pas kan sama judulnya almost everything
jadi belom everything ya, baru ALMOST HHOHOHOHOHO
PS: since i study at smakone, i feel like im banned from this addictive virtual world of the world wide web. should i be considered as a lucky or unlucky girl? YOU THINK!
Friday, August 5, 2011
the first two weeks.
greetings! how's everything going? how good is life treating you?
my life, i mean high school life has just begun. and imma tell ya what happened in my first two weeks of school :)
so, as yall have known, i have been going to SMAK 1, and just like any other schools around Indonesia, we , the freshmen, had to get through a process called MOS aka masa orientasi siswa :)
jadiiiiii mos di smuki ini asik beud. haha, hari pertama, aduh males-___- soalnya nametagnya uda super rebek lah gua bikin 3 hari kaga bener2, senennya masih salah pula x_x. terus udah kan pulangny nguuulang lg haha, terus pas pulang itu gue mampir ke gs. hebat kan gue masih inget B). terus udah kan abis itu di gs ketemu brandon triadi evan ivan lg pada nyari karton semua haha kita kompak sekali ya :3. terus gua ga dapet sendiri huhuhu, terus ke sms kan, terus nyari lagi di gramed, gramed kaga ada, ke paperclip, ketemu kaaan uda ambil. gua uda balik tiba-tiba si brandon bbm katanya mereka ganti karton! waaaaa dalem hati udah memaki maki si brandon, tp untung mereka baik dan kompak akhirnya gua dibagi juga :D kamsiah ya semua! esp ivan zulakzono haha
day two? okelaaaaah hahaaha, kalo mau liat cerita lengkapnya baca diary gua aja tuh, yg uda di mozaik bungkus makanan warna pink super unyu dan imudh :3. hahha, day three til four were just the same, nothing special happened. but in day 5, the last day of wearing my beloved junior high uniform, something awesome happened!
jadi hari terakhir itu buat Cross Country ke Melrimba Garden hehehhee, terus gue duduk di bus di belakang ama grace gracenidy nicoline. terus si gracenid tiduuur, jd gue grace nicole ngobrol2 gitu haha, terus pas keluar bus seriusaaan dingin banget! terus udah kan, kita kesitu disuruh duduk di tanah basah yg dingin juga, that time i was thinking of being tortured. terus pengumuman renungan dsbdsb kita mulai main! :D pas itu kelompok gue anaknya asikasik ttm! game pertama disuruh ngangkat baskom isi tanah pake kaki. ini kelompok gue cepet banget gil aselesainya hahaha
terus game kedua lupa ketiga lupa sampai terakhir main basah basahan hahahaa, kocak bgt, asik lah pokoknya CC :). apalagi pas di bus pulang, pas pulang................ konyol2an di bus. i didnt have any words come out of my mouth. i just typed and read, and waited. HEAVEN!
terus hari pertama pake seragam SMA! horehore yaah sekalipun seragam agak gombrong dan menyebabkan gua kelihatan layaknya wanita obesitas *maaf*. terus talent show! we, ZORRRO KIDS (re: anak x5) did stomp for our talent show. dapet giliran ke 2, seru abis, semua orang masih pada merhatiin hahaa, okelah pokoe (y)
abis itu hari kedua mulai belajar, asik sihhhhh hahhaa sampe hari ini juga masih asik! tapi bayangin yaaaa baru seminggu belajar pr uda bejibun. ga yg tugas kelompok atau yg sendiri2, semuaaanya banyak maunya apaaa? tapi gua yakin lah nantinya bakalan berguna! HUHAHUHA!
cheers!
my life, i mean high school life has just begun. and imma tell ya what happened in my first two weeks of school :)
so, as yall have known, i have been going to SMAK 1, and just like any other schools around Indonesia, we , the freshmen, had to get through a process called MOS aka masa orientasi siswa :)
jadiiiiii mos di smuki ini asik beud. haha, hari pertama, aduh males-___- soalnya nametagnya uda super rebek lah gua bikin 3 hari kaga bener2, senennya masih salah pula x_x. terus udah kan pulangny nguuulang lg haha, terus pas pulang itu gue mampir ke gs. hebat kan gue masih inget B). terus udah kan abis itu di gs ketemu brandon triadi evan ivan lg pada nyari karton semua haha kita kompak sekali ya :3. terus gua ga dapet sendiri huhuhu, terus ke sms kan, terus nyari lagi di gramed, gramed kaga ada, ke paperclip, ketemu kaaan uda ambil. gua uda balik tiba-tiba si brandon bbm katanya mereka ganti karton! waaaaa dalem hati udah memaki maki si brandon, tp untung mereka baik dan kompak akhirnya gua dibagi juga :D kamsiah ya semua! esp ivan zulakzono haha
day two? okelaaaaah hahaaha, kalo mau liat cerita lengkapnya baca diary gua aja tuh, yg uda di mozaik bungkus makanan warna pink super unyu dan imudh :3. hahha, day three til four were just the same, nothing special happened. but in day 5, the last day of wearing my beloved junior high uniform, something awesome happened!
jadi hari terakhir itu buat Cross Country ke Melrimba Garden hehehhee, terus gue duduk di bus di belakang ama grace gracenidy nicoline. terus si gracenid tiduuur, jd gue grace nicole ngobrol2 gitu haha, terus pas keluar bus seriusaaan dingin banget! terus udah kan, kita kesitu disuruh duduk di tanah basah yg dingin juga, that time i was thinking of being tortured. terus pengumuman renungan dsbdsb kita mulai main! :D pas itu kelompok gue anaknya asikasik ttm! game pertama disuruh ngangkat baskom isi tanah pake kaki. ini kelompok gue cepet banget gil aselesainya hahaha
terus game kedua lupa ketiga lupa sampai terakhir main basah basahan hahahaa, kocak bgt, asik lah pokoknya CC :). apalagi pas di bus pulang, pas pulang................ konyol2an di bus. i didnt have any words come out of my mouth. i just typed and read, and waited. HEAVEN!
terus hari pertama pake seragam SMA! horehore yaah sekalipun seragam agak gombrong dan menyebabkan gua kelihatan layaknya wanita obesitas *maaf*. terus talent show! we, ZORRRO KIDS (re: anak x5) did stomp for our talent show. dapet giliran ke 2, seru abis, semua orang masih pada merhatiin hahaa, okelah pokoe (y)
abis itu hari kedua mulai belajar, asik sihhhhh hahhaa sampe hari ini juga masih asik! tapi bayangin yaaaa baru seminggu belajar pr uda bejibun. ga yg tugas kelompok atau yg sendiri2, semuaaanya banyak maunya apaaa? tapi gua yakin lah nantinya bakalan berguna! HUHAHUHA!
cheers!
Monday, July 11, 2011
GO JULIANA RAMOS!
haaaaaalo! hehehe gue masih kebayang bayang semalem deh haha hape rame, senyum terus2an... sampe pas maleeeeeeeem bgt ada satu temen gua yg hobi galau ngechat, terus gua ngobrol ngobrol cerita2 banyak sampe gua lupa apaan aja haha sampe gua dengerin lagunya Chris Medina yg What Are Words. i've heard this song for a few times and im still and will always be amazed by the words sung by him. pokoknya romantis tis tis banget ini si abang! terus gua kasih ke si oji -- who happens to be this galau guy -- ya maksud gua kan rada2 cocok gitu sama dia sama cewenya yang super duper hyper baaiiiiiiiiiiik bngttttt! haha
anywaaaay emang beda sih ceritanya mas medi sama oji hehe kalo si medi kan cewenya sakit gitu :( terus dia tetep ada di samping cewenya. mana yg lebih tragis! they were just gotten engaged before she (medi's gf) had the accident. hhuhu
nah kalo si oji dia sama cewenya pindah sekolaaaaah, terus semalem itu gua blg ssuatu gitu lah ke oji gua lupa gua ngomong apa tp gua sambung2in gitu hahah emg semalem gua lg gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa bgt-__- mungkin kalo semalem grup kelas gua rame pasti gua makin gila deh haha, sayang gaada ivanna :(
anywaaaaay medi's gf is called Juliana Ramos. dan sampe sekarang dia masih sakit. sakitnya ini yg bikin gua gimanaaa gitu, dia kena brain disorder. terus gabisa ngapa2in. bayangin! kalo lo gabisa ngomong gitu sama cowo looooo, gabisa gandeng2an gimana rasanya?! GIMANAAAAAA? aaaaaaaaaaaaa
mkaanya pas kemaren gua brosing kaaaaan nyari tentang si juli sm medi, gua benar2 tersentuh.
ya okelah gua lebay abis gua grogi + gua masih dalam pemulihan dari mornight madness yg baru menyerang gua tadi pagi hahaha
hmmmm intinyaaaa i'm wishing nothing but the best for this couple. and i know Juli's gonna recover very very very very soon! idontknow why i'm so sure about this but whatever, she's gonna be fine and a second :) GO JULI! :D
anywaaaay emang beda sih ceritanya mas medi sama oji hehe kalo si medi kan cewenya sakit gitu :( terus dia tetep ada di samping cewenya. mana yg lebih tragis! they were just gotten engaged before she (medi's gf) had the accident. hhuhu
nah kalo si oji dia sama cewenya pindah sekolaaaaah, terus semalem itu gua blg ssuatu gitu lah ke oji gua lupa gua ngomong apa tp gua sambung2in gitu hahah emg semalem gua lg gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa bgt-__- mungkin kalo semalem grup kelas gua rame pasti gua makin gila deh haha, sayang gaada ivanna :(
anywaaaaay medi's gf is called Juliana Ramos. dan sampe sekarang dia masih sakit. sakitnya ini yg bikin gua gimanaaa gitu, dia kena brain disorder. terus gabisa ngapa2in. bayangin! kalo lo gabisa ngomong gitu sama cowo looooo, gabisa gandeng2an gimana rasanya?! GIMANAAAAAA? aaaaaaaaaaaaa
mkaanya pas kemaren gua brosing kaaaaan nyari tentang si juli sm medi, gua benar2 tersentuh.
ya okelah gua lebay abis gua grogi + gua masih dalam pemulihan dari mornight madness yg baru menyerang gua tadi pagi hahaha
hmmmm intinyaaaa i'm wishing nothing but the best for this couple. and i know Juli's gonna recover very very very very soon! idontknow why i'm so sure about this but whatever, she's gonna be fine and a second :) GO JULI! :D
Friday, July 8, 2011
screwed!
heyya! sorry for the the long pause of posting._. i've been suffering this kind of lackness of idea disease hehe.
soooo i've just opened Tavi Gevinson's blog! and it. was. awesome! this girl writes everything, and her thought are nice. open open! :D haha
anywaaaaaay there is something wrong with my laptop. idk what that is but im quite sure the damage is pretty big. well for me. whyyyyyy? BECAUSE I CANT DOWNLOAD MOVIES ANYMOORREEEEE! GAH!
i've just installed the torrent application a few days ago and i've only watched 2 movies and they both are played by my lovely handsome boyfriend Alex Pettyfer. haha. well they were such good awesome movies!
And for your information *which i dont think you need*, The Phantom Of The Opera movie which was played in 2004 by Gerrard Butler and Emmy Rossum, WAS IN PROGRESS-____________-
sweet isnt it?
and another pissing thing (idk if there's a word pissing in the dictionary of oxford or webster or wahtever, but for me, it means 'annoying'), the damage was done in my sister's private user. grgrgrgrgrgrgrgrrrrrrrrrrr!
so sorry for spoiling this post with anger but i gotta go!
cheers, nadine!
ps : IS THERE ANYONE WHO CAN BUY ME A MACBOOK AIR? OR MACBOOK PRO? OR A MACBOOK? IF THERE IS, FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER AND MENTION OR SEND ME A DM!
soooo i've just opened Tavi Gevinson's blog! and it. was. awesome! this girl writes everything, and her thought are nice. open open! :D haha
anywaaaaaay there is something wrong with my laptop. idk what that is but im quite sure the damage is pretty big. well for me. whyyyyyy? BECAUSE I CANT DOWNLOAD MOVIES ANYMOORREEEEE! GAH!
i've just installed the torrent application a few days ago and i've only watched 2 movies and they both are played by my lovely handsome boyfriend Alex Pettyfer. haha. well they were such good awesome movies!
And for your information *which i dont think you need*, The Phantom Of The Opera movie which was played in 2004 by Gerrard Butler and Emmy Rossum, WAS IN PROGRESS-____________-
sweet isnt it?
and another pissing thing (idk if there's a word pissing in the dictionary of oxford or webster or wahtever, but for me, it means 'annoying'), the damage was done in my sister's private user. grgrgrgrgrgrgrgrrrrrrrrrrr!
so sorry for spoiling this post with anger but i gotta go!
cheers, nadine!
ps : IS THERE ANYONE WHO CAN BUY ME A MACBOOK AIR? OR MACBOOK PRO? OR A MACBOOK? IF THERE IS, FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER AND MENTION OR SEND ME A DM!
Friday, July 1, 2011
random!
heyya :) i've been having this trouble of sleeping lately. well it doesnt really matter during holidays like this one, but when it comes to school days, i am in a huge trouble.
anywaaaay, i've just made a new skype account. this is for your information, my third account. maybe you're wondering what happened to the first two. and the answer would be, they both are abandoned, forgotten, and unused. why? because i stupidly forgot their passwords and usernames. but what's gone is gone right? so let's move on and add my third account! nadine.ayudiani :)
sooooo, ive been thinking about what my future would be like lately. i've always wanted to have a huge house made by 70% glass, with a swimming pool. and having at least 2 dogs. and a huge garden filled with flowers, and a big tree. and im hoping for it to really happen. yeayea i know in order to make this dream come true i have to work my ass off. i've always told my friends this "someday im gonna be a super rich person, and im gonna marry a hyper rich good looking nice loving guy and have a huge house with a huge garden" hahaha and believe me, when i say it, it sounds like im joking -well i do love to joke around and uhm yes it was a joke- yet it was also a dream :)
i've also been dreaming about being a professional psychologist. i just checked on google about where is the best university that has a department of psychology (this is a broken english, dont try this at home, thank you). and some results came out and of course, as a human, a lazy human, i picked the first link that popped out on my window.
well this link only provides the best in the united states when i was so alarmed i typed the word "WORLD" in the search engine. but well, whatever. so the best univ was STANFORD UNIVERSITY. yeaaaa another dream! ive always wanted to study here, however, a great amount of money has to be involved.
geez, why does it have to be so hard just to get a proper education? yes babies, life's a bitch. -yet the view is beautiful!-
anywaaay, this post is posted on the first of July which is the birth day of my chairmate, BIANDA. i've congratulate her via twitter but imma say it here anyway!
dear bianda,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! wish you the very best. and wish you an awesome year ahead! God bless ya in everything you do. and please please please be nice to me! :D
well bianda and i will be going to separate schools :( i think we were pretty awesome together in junior high. too bad we had a not so good relationship in grade nine :(. i'm not gonna lie, i still feel "gimanaaaaa gitu" about her, but im sure im gonna miss her. she has been a great and supportive best friend in the past two years and i hope she will always be one :). today's your day, bi! haha
well it's night already and my mom and dad has been way too talkative in telling me to hit the bed. so vous voyez quand je te vois people! :)
bonne nuit! :)
anywaaaay, i've just made a new skype account. this is for your information, my third account. maybe you're wondering what happened to the first two. and the answer would be, they both are abandoned, forgotten, and unused. why? because i stupidly forgot their passwords and usernames. but what's gone is gone right? so let's move on and add my third account! nadine.ayudiani :)
sooooo, ive been thinking about what my future would be like lately. i've always wanted to have a huge house made by 70% glass, with a swimming pool. and having at least 2 dogs. and a huge garden filled with flowers, and a big tree. and im hoping for it to really happen. yeayea i know in order to make this dream come true i have to work my ass off. i've always told my friends this "someday im gonna be a super rich person, and im gonna marry a hyper rich good looking nice loving guy and have a huge house with a huge garden" hahaha and believe me, when i say it, it sounds like im joking -well i do love to joke around and uhm yes it was a joke- yet it was also a dream :)
i've also been dreaming about being a professional psychologist. i just checked on google about where is the best university that has a department of psychology (this is a broken english, dont try this at home, thank you). and some results came out and of course, as a human, a lazy human, i picked the first link that popped out on my window.
well this link only provides the best in the united states when i was so alarmed i typed the word "WORLD" in the search engine. but well, whatever. so the best univ was STANFORD UNIVERSITY. yeaaaa another dream! ive always wanted to study here, however, a great amount of money has to be involved.
geez, why does it have to be so hard just to get a proper education? yes babies, life's a bitch. -yet the view is beautiful!-
anywaaay, this post is posted on the first of July which is the birth day of my chairmate, BIANDA. i've congratulate her via twitter but imma say it here anyway!
dear bianda,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! wish you the very best. and wish you an awesome year ahead! God bless ya in everything you do. and please please please be nice to me! :D
well bianda and i will be going to separate schools :( i think we were pretty awesome together in junior high. too bad we had a not so good relationship in grade nine :(. i'm not gonna lie, i still feel "gimanaaaaa gitu" about her, but im sure im gonna miss her. she has been a great and supportive best friend in the past two years and i hope she will always be one :). today's your day, bi! haha
well it's night already and my mom and dad has been way too talkative in telling me to hit the bed. so vous voyez quand je te vois people! :)
bonne nuit! :)
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
ALEX PETTYFER!
heyya!!!!! oh my God. i've just realized someone awesome. he is ALEX PETTYFER. he's no one i know in person, he's just a person i kinda like. well he's a grown-up and he lives across the globe, so there will be no way i could you know, date him HAHAHA.
first time i saw him was when he played a role in wild child with emma roberts. he was stunningly awesome. then i saw him in BEASTLY. and again, even when he's a beast in there, he stays awesome. and just now i saw i am number four, he succeeded his role in becoming an alien.
it's too bad he broke up with diana agron earlier since they both are a match. they're blonde and sexy in their own ways. and when they're together, whether in our out the movie, they stun everyone. well except for their haters i guess. but they stun me!
the two of them -alex and diana- are my idols! this is the second time i'm crazy about a person who has tons of twitter followers haha. (the first one's for mario maurer)
and guess what! alex's twitter profile is protected, and i decided to follow him, well at first i thought of the impossibility to get accepted by him. but you know whaaat! at 12am that night, ALEX. PETTYFER. IS. ON. MY. FOLLOWING. LIST. HURRAAAAAH!
well i know this sounds crazy. but it freaked me out! in a good way, of course. this means he noticed me! and now im just hoping that the account i follow is his real account hosh fingers crossed!
cheers!
nadinePETTYFER hahahaa
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