"stand up little girl, broken heart cant be that bad :) so come on baby, come on over, let me be the one to show and hold you. i'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside i hope you feel it too.We can be together baby, you can make my heart worth while, i can be the one who makes you smile :)." - to be with you.


i'm wishing for someone who will sing those words to me hihihi

everything happens for a reason.
we live for something we've been longing to achieve.
we always make reasons.
reasons to do something and even reasons to lie.
reasons are giving both good and bad feedbacks for us.
so, think before you speak a word that starts your reason,
as that first word controls what will happen then. :):)

#random

hey, i'm listening to some songs right now. i'm bored, but i want to post something. then this idea of posting lyrics popped into my head. and i'm going to do it :) here are some lyrics of songs i love the most, some of them also suit me. hmmmm cekdemaut aja lah :)

Song For A Friend

jason mraz

Well you're magic he said
But don't let it all go to your head
Well I bet if you all had it all figured out
Then you'd never get out of bed
No doubt
All the thing's that I've read what he wrote me
Is now sounding like the man I was hoping
To be
Keep on keeping it real
Cause it keeps getting easier indeed
He's the reason that I'm laughing
Even if there's no one else
He said, you've got to love yourself

You say, you shouldn't mumble when you speak
But keep your tongue up in your cheek
And if you stumble on to
You better remember that it's humble that you seek
You got all the skill you need,
Individuality
You got something
Call it gumption
Call it anything you want
Because when you play the fool now
You're only fooling everyone else
You're learning to love yourself

Yes you are

There's no price to pay
When you give and what you take,
That's why it's easy to thank you
You...

Let's say take a break from the day
And get back to the old garage
Because life's too short anyway
But at least it's better then average
As long as you got me
And I got you
You know we'll got a lot to go around
I'll be your friend
Your other brother
Another love to come and comfort you
And I'll keep reminding
If it's the only thing I ever do
I will always love
I will always love you
Yes you
I will always, always, always, always love
I will always, always love
I will always, always love, love

Climb up over the top.
Survey the state of the soul.
You've got to find out for yourself whether or not you're truly trying.
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up
Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside of you.

When We Say

AJ Rafael

Somethin bout the way
Somethin in the way you look
In my eyes
You make everything so damn easy
So easy that I don't got to worry bout a thing

And baby when we touch
All I can see is the image of us
Sitting by the ocean
Just before the dusk
Sippin on a juice box and
Sand between our toes

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

Just tell me you don't love me
Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do
Tell me I don't make you smile
Like I do when you walk in the room
You're so hard to let go

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we say it's forever
But this ain't a fantasy
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

This hurts so much to know that you're
With someone else when you should be with me
It's just hard to accept that I can't be around
He better be treatin you good
I'm no Einstein but I know a sign
When I see one
And I know you love me too
I know you love me too

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you good
So good
You got your life
He better be treatin you right 

TO BE WITH YOU

mr. big 

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

TONG HUA (English Translation)

guang liang

I've forgotten how long it has been
since I've never again...
listened to you telling your beloved fairytale
I've thought for a long time
I start to panic
have I done something wrong?

You said to me with full of tears
Inside the fairytale are all lies
I can't possibly be your prince
Maybe you can ever understand
You said I love you ever after
The stars in my sky has lightened up

I'm willing to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending

You said to me with full of tears
Inside the fairytale are all lies
I can't possibly be your prince
Maybe you can ever understand
You said I love you ever after
The stars in my sky has lightened up

I'm willing to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending

I want to be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending

I will be
that angel you love inside the fairytale
Spread up my hands
become the wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
prosperity and happiness is the ending

Let's write our ending together 

OUR SONG

david choi

Here's a song that i wrote for us

it's simple, so we both can remember

i'll sing this when i am feeling alone

and you do the same

when i sing this song

i'll be thinking of you

i'll be thinking of you

when i sing this song

know that anywhere you are

you're really not that far

when you're singing our song

even as days go and disappear

i'll still hold your hand and i'll say

forever and ever, we'll be here together

and nothing can take that away

when i sing this song

i'll be thinking of you

i'll be thinking of you

when i sing this song

know that anywhere you are

you're really not that far

when you're singing our song

when i sing this song,

i'll be thinking of you

i'll be thinking of you

when i sing this song

know that anywhere you are

you're really not that far

when you're singing our song

OUR song, OUR song.

movie-marathon-ing

halohalohaihai :) gue lg ngepost di rumah oji looooooooooooooooooh huahuahuahuahua
niatnya sih mau ke mcd, mau karoke, mau ngapa ngapain tapi ujung ujungnya balik ke rencana awal yakni, nonton  dvd wekeke terus nontonnya di rumah oji deh hehe
tadinya mau nonton rame" ber13. tapi jadinya cman ber9. gak pake jordy, stevan, yoi, ericko. huhu padahal kalo ada mereka pasti lebih gaul. jadi yang pergi itu, gue, ivanna, sharon, cindy, kenny, zefanya, oji, evan, jm.
pertama tama dari sekolah naek angkot ke pangkalan becak abis itu beli film, paranormal activity, black swan sama 30 days of night.

pas naek becak gue sama sharon kan satu becak, terus depan gua becaknya si zefanya sendirian. tiba-tiba dari becaknya dia ada lagu lagu alay gitu dah terus kita tanya kan "Zef zef lu setel lagu ya?!" "kaga, orang gua ga bawa hape" tiba tiba dengan begonya si abang becak zefanya nengok ke belakang mengatakan kalo daritadi dia yang setel lagu -____- sip dah bang udah terbukti dah lu gahool \m/ wkkw

yuk mari kita bahas satu satu felemnya lahhhh heheh

• PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 2. kalo ini gue udah pengen nonton dari laammaaaaaaaaa banget tapi gak jadi jadi. akhirnya hari ini kesampean.. bareng temen temen baik pula astaga asik bener daaah. pertamanya sih gak jelas gitu lah udah gitu kitanya juga ga gitu nyimak, tapi tengahnya? kaget kagetan tothemeks. terus orang orangnya pada mati gituuu anaknya yang super lucu ilang hhhh terus ternyata emang dari awalnya itu yang sialan itu si cathy yang di PA1!
• Black Swan. ini juga bagus. akhirannya juga si natalie portman mati -_- baletnya gauuul, tapi joo? rok. terus pas nonton ini juga gue bantuin cindy bikin depe yang ujung"nya gajadi juga haha. pas nonton ini juga awalnya gak jelas, tapi pas dia performnya keren abis lah. dia pas jadi white swan gitu dia baguus banget terus pas dia jadi black swan gitu ada dia menghayal dia jadi angsa beneraaan, keren lah. pas udah mau abis gue baru tau kalo itu ceritanya itu intinya si Natalie Portman mau jadi penari yang perfect, terus dia mungkin butuh penghayatan atau gimana dia jadi berilusi gituu, jadi pas dia dituntut untuk berperan sebagai orang jahat, dia bener bener jadi jahat sampe dia ngayal dia bunuh orang gituu. giliran dia dituntut untuk jadi baik, saking dia mau jadi sempurna itu dia sampe dia nusuk dirinya gituuuuu. haaah kalo ga jorok bagus beneran dah itu felem.
• 30 days of night. ah gakpeduli, gak jelas felemnya gue udh males nonton lah tentang zombie sama vampir dracula gituuu gakjelaaaas!

udahlah yaaaaa udahan dulu ada maknya oji baru pulang gue jd pengen keluar dari kamar oji dah.

ps:

buat temen yang kemaren, kalo mau ngatain atau nyindir, jangan di bbm. kalo niat frontal ya udah mention kek, sms kek, ngomong langsung aja. nanti gue jg bilang deh lu kenapa hehehehe 

the-day-before-the-last-day!

ola! soi dora! eh geblek salah. maaf gak jelas. maklum lah yaa gue lg setres gilak ini lg ujian praktek haha.
like what the title had spoken! today is the day before the last day of this hell-look-alike exam!
gue sudah melewati ujian-ujian yang membuat pening kepala, yakni, apres, agama, biologi, dan fisika. tinggal satu lagi! OLAH RAGA.

halaah sudahlah gue pasrah. tapi gue juga mau lulus! tapi gimana dong? kayaknya Tuhan tidak memberikan gue talenta di bidang ini. tapi gak papa, kan Tuhan itu adil, pasti gue dikasih kelebihan yang lain yang menurut gue udah sempet gue lakuin sekalipun gue juga gak tau apa itu kelebihan yang dikasih. karena gue merasa gue cuman anak cewek biasa yang bisa ngelakuin yang biasa biasa B)

jadiiii besok itu OR ada 4 tes: lari, basket, voli, senam pramuka. yuk mari kita review ::

• lari! MUATI AJEEEE lari gue lelet. ya memang memalukan tapi gue emang dari kelas satu sd larinya lelet. tapi yang anehnyaaa, kalo lagi tes doang gue lelet, kalo gak lagi tes gue cepet. kaya kalo di rumah gitu yaaa gue maen apa kek gitu sama ade gua lari"an di luar, cepet gila lari gua kayak kijang wkwk
• basket : i've got a little tiny hope in this thing :) gue bisa dribble, gue bisa ngelangkah pas lay up, tapi gue gak bisa menentukan masuknya bola ke keranjang wkkw. gue hanya berharap, hoki yang orang cina punya dateng ke gue besok. paling nggak, besok sincia lagi dong @@
• voli? pasrah tothemeks. ngeserve hoki"an, secara teori? oke laaah. praktek? BLAH. ini juga mengandalkan hoki. terus tadi sore pas gue latihan skerg tangan gue memar. kecil sih, gak sakit juga sih, tapi tetep aja memar! wkwk
• senam pramuka? ini lah yang pling gue niatin untuk belajarin hehee. oke bahasa indonesia gua gak karuan lah berantakannya. tapi gakpeduli deh.

yasudah yaaaaaah gue belajar senam duuuulu! see you when i see you! ;)


pesan untuk SAHABAT:
sadar diri wey, lu kira kalo lu mainin dia gitu dia bakal tetep suka sama lu? nyuruh nyuruh orang ngaca lu sendiri gak pernah ngaca. terus kalo abis ngatain gak usah baikin, munafiknya makin keliatan itu! #nooffense *padahal #OFFENSIVE*

first day-__-

wan an ;) hah gila banget ini gue frustasi to the max. kenapa? ujian praktek komputer laah. halah tapi gak mau ceritain udah berpasrah kepada Tuhan. tadi baru baca tweetnya @TeensOfChrist yang bilang kalo kita harus pasrah sama Tuhan, kalo kita udah merasa ngerjain yang terbaik, yaudah kita minta aja anugrah dari Tuhan. Tuhan kan baik, jadi pasti nolongin kita asalkan kita percaya! :)

jadiiii abis upra gue sama klompok inggris langsung kerja. yaah sebetulnya juga gue gak kerja sih, abis bingung juga mau kerja apa, gambar gak bisa, spidol gak punya, cutter gak punya juga. yasudah liatin ngakak ngakak deh haha gaul gila dramanya si cindy. tentang Ayub. si jordy yang jadi Ayub ebuset ngakak geelaks! hahah

udah gitu pas udah mereka selesai gue, cindy, monic dan bbrpa anak cowok ke lapangan mau latian voli hehe, pertama kali mukul? gue udah dapet nilai 8! gila hoki abis! haha selanjutnya? 6,6,6,6,6,6,6,6,6,6,5,5,5,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,6,6 -__- akhirnya capek udah lah ke summapao ehehe cuman bertiga kan gue sharon cindy terus makan deeh terus cerita cerita. topiknya apaa? ya ITU lah apa lagi. sbeetulnnya pengen cerita disini cuman males juga lah. pengen sih bikin orangnya nyadar, tapi masalanyaaaa dia itu muka badak badan gajah kulit tembok -___-
terus pas cerita cerita tibatiba evan dateng! yasudah di ajak lah dia ikutan cerita! terus kita ngobrol ngobrol tuh berempat si evan kaget gitu pas tau dia juga sering dikatain di belakang sama si ORANG beraneka kulit ini! terus ada yang jordy jm gitu gitu juga dateng. terus kita masih ngomongin orang yang sama! padahal ada 2 dari mereka yang super lengket sama si orang ini! tapi sudahlah lanjjjot haha. terus pas mereka pergi gue shar cin ev ngomongin muacem muacem. cicak lah, serangga lah, fisika lah, ... lah, buanyak lah. tapi teteep topik utama? manusiabadakgajahtembok haha. yaah memang gue jahat. tapi udah kesel banget deh. serius yaaa kalo lu jadi guue jg pasti kesel!

udah dulu lah yaaaah capek nih hehehe byebye have a nice day/night ah whatever

if it kills me.

this is a boy song but it just fits me :/. check the lyrics out!

IF IT KILLS ME

Jason Mraz

hello, tell me you know

yeah, you figured me out

something gave it away

it would be such a beautiful moment

to see the look on your face

to know that i know that you know now

and baby that's a case of my wishful thinking

you know nothing

well you and i

why, we go carrying on for hours on end

we get along much better

than you and your boyfriend

Well i really wanna do is love you

A kind much closer than friends use

But i still cant say it after all we've been through

and all i really want from you is to feel me

as the feeling inside keeps building

and i will find a way to you if it kills me

if it kills me

how long, can i go on like this

wishing to kiss you

before i rightly explode?

this double life i lead isnt healthy for me

in fact it makes me nervous

if i get caught i could be risking it all

cause maybe there's a lot that i miss

in case i'm wrong

 Well all really wanna do is love you

a ind much closer than friends use

but i still cant say it after all we've been through

and all i really want from you is to feel me

as the feeling inside keeps building

and i will find a way to you if it kills me

if it kills me

if i should be so bold

i'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand

i'd tell you from the start how i've longed to be your man

but i never said a word

i guess i'm gonna miss my chance again

all i really wanna do is love you

a kind much closer than friends use

but i still cant say it after all we've been through

and all i really want from you is to feel me

as the feeling inside keeps building

and i will find a way to you if it kills me

if it kills me

If it kills me

I THINK IT MIGHT KILL ME

AND ALL I REALLY WANT FROM YOU IS TO FEEL ME
YEAH, THE FEELING INSIDE KEEPS BUILDING

I'LL FIND A WAY TO YOU IF IT KILLS MEif it kills me

IT MIGHT KILL ME..

chuchuchuddaay B)

hellohello :):) hari ini gaul deh. pertama dtg ke sekolah ngbrol sm andrew. udah gt nyuruh evan fotokopi naskah ing. udah giiitu kan gw udah ngitung harganya 3rb, gw kasi duit noban. tbtb si evan anak gila kepinteran ngasih kembalian cuman noceng! tp ujng2nya dy kasih tjuh blas rb jg sh hehe
yaudah kan abis it ke atas latian drama apres gila dah gua ngkak" terus wkw
terus native. ah gak jels tekateki gitu hehe udah gt dg.
cuman bahas upra terus ujng"nya gue cerita cerita sama irisha. yaah sebenernya sih dia yg crita, abis gw anak yg miskin cerita haha.
udah gt sejarah. eeh pas masuk kls sejarah udah ada sharon ivanna jm. yasud gw cerita" lg. masa ada yaaah temen gw muuunnnuuaaffiiikk buuaanngget. gila d depan kita semua sok baik sok imut sok gt lah. eeh d blkg? ckckc no komen dah gua. pokoknya gila bgt dah it anak kelewatan bgt serius deh. dia JAHAT. skrg sih banyak yang kasihtau rahasia" gt ke dia, hmpir smua org yg agak deket sm gue kasih tau rahasia mrk ke dia. tp kalo pada tau aslinya? beh. emang gak ember sih anaknya, cuman jahatnya stengah mampus. di depan baek di blkg ngomongin. halah udahlah jahat pokoknya.

terus pas ham bta gue latian komputer halah sudahlah gakpenting

intinya, hari ini gaaaul
eh udah dulu yah gue latian kpmuter dulu susah gila besok up byebye :))

why cant people figure out what she truly is? hhhhh._.

today? sucks.
why?
i had a group work today and i didnt manage my time efficiently. well i did actually. but this team mate who's having a real trouble with body scent really made me gone mad. he showed up late, then he messed up all the things we, my other group and i, had done and he went playing football and he made all the boys played with him. and what did he put on his face? HE PUT AN ANNOYINGLY INNOCENT LOOK. dude your face is full of pimples which is annoying already and you seasoned it with that look? you're dumb.
then? he kept talking about everything we had done which we thought was well. he messed around with his dirty ball. i hate him.
well these things are a bit personal but here i go anyway.
he's an enormous guy who is scared of cocroaches and he's also a real big guy who doesnt want to have dirty hands. dude, hm sorry for being a bully for calling you DUDE since you are not a boy. but "dude" you're girly. even the girls were having dirts all over their body. and you? srry but i'm thinking you'd better go take a look on the middle of your thighs, see if there's the thing that describes a guy the most!



in conclusion, I. HATE. YOU.

a letter to the rain.

dear rain,
thanks for falling everytime i want you to fall.
thanks for giving me this chill when i feel hot.
thanks for giving me the time to rest when i'm supposed to do something i dislike.
thanks for giving me this calming aura everytime you fall down.
thanks for making this kind of moist air everytime you're about to come.
the point is, thanks for being my friend! :)

the lutungzzzzz

"nguk, ngukk.. haloooo ngukngukk"
hahaa ok gue tau pikiran lu pasti :: FREAK. haha itu gue ambil dari naskah drama apres gue yang berjudul LUTUNG KASARUNG B) gue jadi kakaknya looh yang jahat ituuu hhaha
tadi kan kelompok gue latihan apres kaaan, udah gitu gue dateng telat hehe eh nyampe sekolah udah dikasih tontonan homo josep ama zefanya rebutan hape. yasud gue ngibrit lah purapura ga liat padahal . . .

eeh pas nyampe sekolah ada fanny smaa benita hehe, yaudah pas gue dtg ngobrol bentar abis itu si fany ngelanjutin gambar latar. karena ga ada kerjaan jd gue monolog deh hahha, udah gitu diitung waktunya ternyata sebelas menit-________- harus dikurangin lagi dah huah.
udah kaaan akhirnya pada dateng kan, terus emang dasar anak kepo pengangguran, gue coba-cobain sendal-sendal temen temen gue satu persatu. haha udah gitu kalo yg sendal cewe-cewe kakinya semua pas di gue, eeh giliran coba yg punya anak cowo? kelelep kaki gua haha. yg paling gaul sepatu jordy ada haknya kayak wedges hahahaa .udah deh abis itu gue ke lapangan sma-smp ngecet latar. tangan kaki kotor semua banyak angin kain terbang-terbang gauuul. haha terus setiap kali kita angkat bendera pasti bilang "BENDERA SIAP!" hahaa udah lah gaul kelompok gua.

terus pas lagi bikin tiba-tiba cowo-cowonya pada main basket -__- akhirnya di kejer kejeeer akhirnya semua buat terus gue dengerin yoi stevan main gitar kan. itu gila banget dah mereka hampir semua bisa. si stevan maen lagu indo, si yoi maen lagu bule. terus gue ngeliatin cengo cengo gakjelas mupeng hhh. udah kan akhirnya si jeem sama icon latian drama udah gitu si datuk cupau gak bisa ekting-_______- hayaaaah udah gitu ga lama kemudian yg cowo cowo pada main basket lg kaaan, udah gitu si fanny sama gaby marah!
udah gitu ga lama kmudian dikasih waktu istirahat, terus gue sama jonwil jajan kaan, tapi emang dasar bocah kurangajar gue ditinggalin-__-. jadi gue jalan sama andrew deeh ke sumapau. beli lemonade ada jonwil! terus abis jajan gue sama jonwil berpisah dgn andrew. terus kita berdua ke sd mau nyamperin yg cowo-cowo itu kann. udah gitu kita ekting cupu gitu deh sok sok ngos-ngosan bilang fany marah wey fany maraah! tp mereka ga percaya. alhasil sia sialah kita berdua lari lari kayak anak tilil haha.
udah gitu gue sama jonwil balik kan, eh pas balik ternyata si jonwil cuman mau duduk ngeliatin anak kucing ahhahaha gayanya? beh. BOLANG ABIS hhahha. udah gitu ngejer ngejer kucingnyaa sampe akhirnya kabur. hahah gila kocak banget. udah gitu balik beneran, terus gue jadinya keliling sama jeem. niatnya mau ke sma, tapi lupa arah jadi ujung-ujungnya ke smp juga. terus gue ngikut kelompok inggrisnya ivanna. eeeh ada stephan tuua! hehe terus masa gue dibilang cocok sama jm?! -____- terus nyolot-nyolotn dah gua sm jem.

terus gue minjem hapenya tua! ngeliatin foto dan ada wujud seorang cewek rambut pendek kriwil kriwil pake kacamata putih tebal. HUAHAHAHAHHAHA GUA LANGSUNG NGAKAK. terus ngasih hape ke ivanna eeeh ivanna jg ngakak, akhirnya fotonya di sebar dan yaaak kita semua ngakak on the floor. huahahaha gue gak mau ngomong ah itu siapa takut dituntut hiahahaha pokoknya bikin ngakak ttm.
abis itu karena gue capek di ejekejekin terus jadi gue pergi! hahaa udah gitu ngobrol ngbrol lg kaan ngeliatin si yoi stevan evan main gitar. hayaa mereka mah -__- udah gitu akhirnya gue latihan drama kan sama yoi sama zefanya.

pokoknya adegan gak jelas gitu laah gue sama yoi kaan, udah gitu si yoi perannya jadi banci hahaha cuman dia ga bisa! terus gue ga bisa nahan ketawa jadi kita ketawa ketawa terus sampe zefnya ngomel haha. udah gitu tibatiba si yoi ngamuk! sumpah serem banget. gue cuman ngakak ngakak ngeliatin si zefanya di omelin yoi. terus pas udah selesai tibatiba si yoi ketawa hahhahaha gaul gila lah mukanya sampe merah matanya melotot teriak teriak ternyata.... cuman bercanda.
terus udah kan latihan latihan tiba tiba si stephan sama cindy dateng jd gue ngakak ngakak sma mereka. udah gituuu mereka bilang salah satu dari kita bau. krna gue gapernah cium, gue deketin orangnya, terus gue endus. eeh gak bau. tbtb pas dia bangun gue di suruh berdiri di samping dia KERASA BAUNYA. ckck ahhah tapi yasudahlah.


udah gitu gue ngakak ngakak laah sama semuanya sampai akhirnya gue udah di jemput ehehe

ps: every guy looks cool when they play guitar. well except one -__-

lippo!

halohalo :)
mood : pretty excited :)

well if you read my blog you'll know i was having some midtests. but ouyea i am free now. and i'm putting a little pressure in the word NOW since i'm not a thousand percent free.
however, i dont care B)

so, on monday i've arranged a plan to have a movie marathon with angela. we were planning to have it in elisha's. i told elisha on wednesday and she said she could make it. but since a friend said i had to make the scooby doo script for english upra, i told the two besties of mine that i couldnt join them -__-

and this afternoon, there was a change of plan so! we, angel elisha and i, headed to lippo right away B)
uhm i felt bad to my group mates but i've promised angel and el before i promised them.

so we got to the mall by angkot. and when we walked past the smak gs building, i saw somebody was sitting there!! ah forget it. by the way i'm tired of using english. jadi kita pake bahasa indonesia aja lah yah hehe.

nah pas di pertigaan yg depan penabur itu yang tempat pangkalan ojek, ada angkot yang kalo gue liat sih penuh. abang-abangnya kaya manggil-manggil gitu ngajakin naik. tadinya gue sama el udah melambai-lambaikan tangan bilang kita gamau naik yang itu. terus si angel bilang 'udah woy diemin aja! kacangin!' yasud kita kacangin, terus ga lama ada angkot laen hehe, tadinya kirain itu angkot bakalan kosong, ternyata ada anak kelas lapan sama tuju gitu deh ngikut hehe, terus akhirnya mereka turun di tengah jalan digantiin sama mbak-mbak hehe. udahlah di angkot itu kita bertiga ngegosip terus ngatain si angel. cuman gara-gara ga ada ivanna ngebullynya ga gitu asik hahaa. udah gitu di lippo makan dulu. ah makanannya enak lah pokoknya. cuman gue merasa rugi. gue kan pesen sapi lada item, dikasihnya malah BAWANG BOMBAY LADA ITEM. errrr mas? -____-. yah tapi enak lah haha.

udah gitu abis makan ke bioskop kan beli tiket, terus nonton No Strings Attached yang natalie portman sama ashton kutcher main ituuu hehe. pertamanya udah males nonton dah ini gua felemnya jorok-jorok gitu kan depannya. tapi yaudahlah, mumpung si el punya vocer jadi itung itung gue nonton harusnya noban jadi cuman ceban B) cuman gara-gara mulainya masih lama felemnya jadi gue nemenin si el sama angel beli dvd dulu. sebenernya gue mau beli juga, cuman gara-gara dvd gue di rumah rusak jadi percuma gua beli jg ga bisa ditonton-__- jadinya gue cuman bantuiin milih-milih heheh

udah gitu ke bioskop lg kan, udah gitu ternyata trailer-trailernya udah mulai. terus ada felem indonesia kaaaan, awalnya kaya gaul-gaul gitu tentang pemburu-pemburu. gue sama el udah blg "ah ini felem lumayan niih ga serem" eeeeh tengah tengahnya? tiba-tiba anaknya mati! abis itu ada bapaknya di pletek palanya terus ada org gantung diri. kata yang ada di otak gue :: BUSET.
yaah tidak lama kemudian, mulai dah itu felem. pertama-tamanya biasa aja kaaaan, terus ada wujud cowo sama cewe dua-duanya cakep gitu lg ngobrol. aaah terus udah dehh.
terus ga lama ga lama ga lama tengah-tengahnya udah mulai jorok. gue udah mulai ga enak neh, eh ternyata sama abang-abang operatornya udah di potong-potong yg jorok-joroknya B). maklum yah kita nonton di 21 bukan XXI behehhehhee.
udah gitu masa kan ada kan yang ceritanya si natalie portmannya kaya putus-putus gituuu udah gitu si angel NANGIS! huahahahhaa gue sama elisa udah ngakak ngakak gila itu. hahaha udah lah kocak lah hhahaha. udah gitu satu bioskop kan sepi, yg berisik cuman kita bertiga. ckck memang yah kita ini anak-anak brutal. hahaha

1 thing i learnt from the movie!

ASHTON KUTCHER WAS SOOOOOOOO HOT!



ah thanks for today guys! you are the best lah!

"We don't pick the one we want to love."

ola :) aaah mood gue indah :) can barely explain what its like but world, i feel GOOD.
my heart pounds all the time to respond the excitement.
cant explain the thing that's happening ryte now.
hmmmmmm maybe that's all i can say for now.
nanti malem lagi lahhh see u real soon!!


p.s : lg ga niat bljr sejarah tibatiba eva braun jd trending. ckck is it a sign? well idk yet. but lets just make it a sign then.

quick revvvvviu.

quick review just to kill this boring moment hmmmm.

so i'm facing some tests called midterm tests. however the "kop-soal" is saying that these tests are tryouts, and one of the question paper says "latihan soal". those things doesnt really matter anyway so lets get back to topic!
yep i'm planning to make a quick review of all the tests i have done so far. and so far, so good. well not so good.


First day!
- bahasa indonesia : essay.
done pretty good in the beginning, next part? uhoh i am so dead. mistakes all over the paper.

- UPI test.
was divided into three parts.
1. Listening : the speakers can barely speak!!

2. Multiple choice : passed these questions pretty easily.

3. Writing : whatever.


Second day!!
- Bahasa indonesia.
did pretty well. the questions were not so hard. i concentrated fully in doing this test. still praying to get a little high score!


Third day!!
- Mathematics
the questions were honestly werent as hard as i thought they would be. has got 2 mistakes already. gah i'mfeeling disappointed right now. i dont mean to be snobbish but getting an imperfect score isnt really statisfying for me. hrrrrr i feel stupid.

- religion.
Struggled a bit in the second part. the question-maker asked us to make a story of 600words -..-




so far......... so good. B|

ten things i know about you:

10 things i know about you:
1. you're a selfish girl who doesnt care about anything going on around you.

2. you hate the fact that you're invisible to everyone and you're tryig so hard to blend in even when you know you cant.

3. you're a backstabber. you've known all your friends' crushes and you flirt with them right away.

4. you always want to have people's attention when you know you're invisible to them.

5. you're rude. you punch people, you scratch people, you pull people's hair, you hit people, you pinch people. people who dont fulfill your wishes to be exact.

6. you're a copycat. you make everyone a trendsetter in a very irritating way.

7. your words are full of sarcasm. even when you know you're pale enough you still call yourself black to a black-skinned person.

8. you always want to win in every challenge you're having. and when you lose, you'll find a way to get the winner fall out of their throne.

9. you take advantages on people. and when you think they're not useful enough for you, you leave them like trash.

and the tenth thing i know about you is that :

YOU ARE NOT A FRIEND TO ANYONE.

copied right from tumblr :)

i'm the one who :

1. try my hardest to be good enough for everyone
2. spend hours scrolling through posts on tumblr just to find the right one to describe my mood.
3. wait online for that one certain person to sign on, just to gather up the nerve to say hello.
4. listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot and with the words, a memory plays in their minds.
5. deserve so much more than i get, and am willing to fight for it.
6. and i'm also the one who

WISH UPON A SHOOTING STAR OR 11:11 WAS WASTED ON SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER CARE. .___.

eight!

selamat malaaaaaam :) mood gue lg lumayan oke nih. yaah di tengah2 gitu deh, di tengah galau sama seneng ahha.  kalo lg begini biasanya gue keinget masa-masa kelas 8. ini yah gue ceritain lah haha

awal-awal kelas lapan itu gue anak penyakitan. hari pertama sekolah aja gamasuk gara gara masuk ruma sakt. terus pas tau gue sekelas sama elisha gue lgsung telponan. udah gitu tnya tanya. pertanyaan yg paling gue inget ::
gue : "ada anak baru ga el?"
el: "ada, namanya zefanya"

pertama kali ngira itu zefanya cewek. yah berhubung temen gue yg namanya zefanya cewe dan pada waktu itu gue belom pernah liat cowo namanya zefanya haha

gue : "wee cakep gak? kalo cakep  gue mau temenan smaa dia, tp kalo jelek ogah. gua bully abis-abisan nnti hehehe"
el : "lumayan sih nad, cakep gitu terus dia kepilih jd ketua kelas jg loh'

pikiran gue pas itu 'sip lah besok gue duduk sama dia aja sksd'

pas besoknya gue dtg ke sekolah, gue lgsung tnya el, "mana anaknya?" di tunjuk anak cowok rambut klimis batok batok gajelas ngeliat gua tampang nyolot. first impression? ini anak kok mirip temen sekelas gua ygganaek yah? nyuooolot bgt tampangnya pdhal kenal gua jg kagak haha yaudah gua bales nyolot lg haha. udah itu awal awal kls 8 gue ngarep setengah mampus ga deket2 dia kalo apapa.
eh besokannya, pelajaran bi kan. eh diatur sama mis nurma duduknya. tau gak seh looo dia di tempatin disebelah gua! hayaaaaaa -_- udah lah gapeduli kan kita main kacang2an dulu haha. dah gitu yg kocakk:

kan si mis nurma kaya punya papan prestasi geje gitu. udahgtu dia nanya di kelas gua ada ga yg bisa "menulis indah" eh ga ada yg maju. tiba tiba si timy maju! hahahaha gue sambil nyengir nyengir ini skrg hahaa. dia nulis indah bentuk tulisan ikal huahahahahaa ngakaaaaaak!! gila gua udah ga gitu inget detailnya tp sampe skrg gue masih inget persis dia nulis papan prestasi kaya gimana terus skrg juga gue lg ngakak hahahha timy timy..

udah kan udah gitu yg gue inget lg itu gue kesel sama juan. berisik bacot banget anaknya. belom smggu sekolah pas bi udah bacot2an ama cindy klo gasalah. pokoknya si cindy ngebentak sapaaaa gitu terus si juan ngomong 'bentakan sayang itu ...' dulu gua mikirnya, idih sapelo suara bindeng bindeng gajelas gitu maen bacot ajeee. haha tp dulu gue masih pendam.

udah gitu dulu gue mainnya sama angel elisha sama ivanna kan udahgitu masa smaa mam indri kita berempat di blg penguasa kelas? pdhal kga haha. udah gtu dulu gue anak yg agak bejat yah. tukang ngobrol, gitu lah haha. cuman sejak semester 2 gue berubah pas musuhan sama kawan-kawan sekelompok dan sebangku gua haha.

terus pas musuhan ini gue jd berkawan sama juan yg pas itu lg berantem sama angel. gue setiap hari kerjaannya ngatain si angeeeel mulu. smpe kalo org ngeselin pasti gue bilangnya 'apasih lu angel banget sih!' haha tp sekarang si angel ini adalah sahabatkyuuu B) yegak jel? kita setiap hari kan main bareng yah jel? huahua udah ah .

udah gtu pas gue dimusuhin kan pertamanya gue sama anas. soalnya lagitu temen sebangkunya anas yng sekarang jd teman setia sebangku gua, bianda lg terserang penyakit dbd! terus gue cerita2 ketawa2 sama anas. dan pada wktu bianda uda sehat, gue jd duduk sama benita hehe. udah gtu ga lama kmudian si bianda sama anas perng dingin!  jd gue brakhir sma bianda sampe skrg :)

terus pas itu gue berteman baik dgn semua anak 9e, tp teman terbaik gw dulu itu cuman juan sama andrew. tp yg paling gw percaya dulu itu si juan huahua. terus enaknya dulu itu gue masih jd anak yg hm gimana yah stay cool? yah gitu lah. dan gue pngen balik kaya dulu lg.

terus pas kelas 8 itu temen smsan yg paling asik sedunia itu zefanya. kan dia anaknya jayus2 geje gitu kan, terus dia kalo bales sms pjg2, udah gitu rame. udah gitu skalipun ga byk nanya tp kalo smsan sm dia itu kaya lg ngobrol gitu. sampe malem jg di jabanin. terus pasti kalo abis smsan masih gabisa tidur ujung2nya gue telponan entah sama juan atau andrew. dulu itu sekalipun gue dimusuhin sama njel el iv tp hidup gue bahagia :) 
pas liburan aja gue masih jalan2 terus. hampir tiap minggu malah.
temen temen jalan jalan yg udah pasti itu :::::

CINDY JUAN JORDY ANDREW STEVAN ZEFANYA. 
terus prrnah pas nonton theA team kangue sama mereka smua tp ga sama stevan. si andrew uda ntn ateam terus kta semua siapin alesan buat ngibulin nyokapnya andrew. udah gitu krn kita smua lg kesel sm stevan dia jd ga diajak. tp pas selesai ntn kan cindy sama andrew uda pulang duluan, gue juan jordy zefanya ngeliAtin stevan yg lagi makan sama 3 cewek haha kita liatin sambil ketawain dari jauh bilang2 dia raja miyak hahaa. ters pas dah puas ngejek, turun ke wendys . yg bertiga pada laper. sbetulnya gue jg laper pas itu, tp gue boong blg galaaper berhbung duit ga memadai. jd gue cuman ngeliatin mereka makan sambil nahan iler hh. udah gitu ga lama si zefanya pulang kan. sisanya tinggal gue jordy juan. terus kita ngedem di wendys ngobrol2. nah pas itu kan lg piala dunia, jd ngomongin piala dunia, terus ngomogin cowo yg pernah gue suka, sama yg pernah mrk suka. udah gitu pas gue blg mau pulang mrk kek ga ngasih gitu, ktnya masi betah di sms. tapi akhirnya gue pulang jg kan. 

udah gitu pas kelas lapan nilai jelek jga gapeduli. tugas ngumpul telat jg gapeduli. sekarang? di buru-buru waktu, harus mikirin sma, un, up blablabla. temen-temen gue yg skrg juga sekalipun sama tp semuanya ga asik. hh.

POKOKNYA GUE MAU BANGET BALIK KE KELAS LAPAN. PAS MASIH BISA NYANTAI, MASALAH DIKIT, BERTEMEN SAMA SMUA ORG, GAK MAIN EJEK2AN KAYK SEKARANG, GAK SAKIT HATI PAS DIEJEKIN KARNA TEMEN TEMEN BAIK GUE TAU WAKTU! ah i miss those times. but the past is the past and it can never be the future. and i hate it.

your two classic excuses.

HER two classic and SUPER REALISTIC excuses ::

1. "aaah sorry but i cant go tomorrow. my parents taking me somewhere.." "where?" "I DONT KNOW YET"
2. "i cant. nobody's taking me there. if you want to work this out, take me home later."

my comments ::

for number 1.

i know tomorrow's supposed to be our relaxing day since we have too many tiring things to do. but hell-o? this is your mark being bet on and you dont care at all? do you think i'm your maid who will always do everything for you? if you're paying me with some cash, then i am your maid. but since you're not paying me, then i. am. not.

for number 2.

I AM NOT YOUR DRIVER AND MY DRIVER'S NOT YOURS. i know i'm not the one who pays his salary but his job is to take me home, not take YOU home. if you do it once, i can still stay cool. twice? cool enough. three times? a little bit hotter but still ok. but you are doing it EVERYTIME. and that is what makes me mad.


one thing you need to know : I FEEL SOOOOOO LUCKY FOR NOT BEING IN THE SAME GROUP WITH YOU. B)

night-not-preach

"i know that good byes means nothing at all."

hell - o :) know where those words up there come from? halah. i dont think there's any needs to make u answer the question when we cant even go in a four-eyed conversation. so those words are taken from maroon5's she will be loved.
i personally DISAGRE abt the statement that goodbye means nothing at all! it surely means something. everything actually.
my thought : when someone says gbye, it means that he/she thinks that he/she has to go for a particular reason. i know i'm being very weird and unclear by saying these things. but fyi, there is a thing in my mind which i cant easily explain. and i'm being honest, super honest. the one thing i know for sure is that there's at least a good thing in goodbye. for instance! meeting that someone who says good bye is a good thing as he/she had given you so mich memories you can barely forget. and another good thing is that being goodbyed makes you get stronger and stronger everyday. yep it's painful when the one who says bye bye is the one u love but as times go by, you will say byebye tothe pain!


soo, GOOD bye :D
read:see u later!