this two-third part of the month had been super rocky for me. i cheered, i grieved, and i exploded.
have you ever missed someone that they got into your dreams? have you ever felt like you've been stabbed? have you ever felt butterflies flying in your tummy? have you ever had your tears run down your eyes? have you ever sobbed so hard that you just want to hide under the earth and never pop your head back up again? have you ever felt like something's been put inside your throat but you never managed to get it out? have you ever missed someone so bad? have you ever had the desire to hug someone that doesn't even want to be a part of your life? honestly, i've never felt any of those things till now.
since the day i decided not to have anything to do with this particular person, i feel like i don't deserve to go to my current school. it's like something's pulling me out of there. i've always thought i belong there for the people are so nice, well some of them. and i thought i'd fit in perfectly which i kinda did. haha, well not perfectly but pretty well. but then i started having a crush on this person. and he is PRRFFFTTHHHH <-- fart sound. well he's not that bad actually. but he's keeping me on the hook!
wtfffff-___________- and im having this conflict with a teacher who i used to like A LOT! but something went wrong, and i regreted it. but what can i do now? she keeps sarcastically talking about me in front of the whole class. i know i was wrong. but is there any point in humiliating me? firetruck-_-
But still, i thank God for giving me such friends. who are understanding, cooperative, caring, affectionate, kind, and loving and supportive! i love you:):):):).
fyi, you are the
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