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ERRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGH. i'm sooooo mad at my classmate! biar lebih afdol gue ngomel pake bahasa ibu yah hehe

jaaadiii! Kan sekolah gue bentar lg ada ujian praktek, terus ada yaaaa anak kelompok gue yg sumpedeh gatau diri abis ngeselin sumpah minta di jitak jotos tampar tampol tojos gila.
Pertama itu, dia ngomong TEMEN TEMEN, GUE AKAN BERBUAT APAPUN UTK MENYUKSESKAN KLMPK INI. GUE GAPEDULI SAMA NILAI GW, YG PENTING NILAI LU PADA BAGUS2. Man, i need proof. Oopps i dont think you're a real man cos men keep their words and wbu? Errrrrr. NOPE.
Udah gituu, kan disuruh bikin lagu sendiri kan tiap kelompok, nah dia gabisa bikinlagu, akhirnya lu tau siapa yg bikin lagu? Anak drama sama anak drawing, dan dia ga nanya sama sekali. Yg butuh nilai siapa blok? Hish.

Kedua! Sok cemburuan bgt jd orang! Sok overprotektif sm cewenya! Kepo pula. Mas lu kira urusan semua orang mesti lu tau? Muka lu pas minta dikasih tau juga gausah sok sok melas gitu kali. Orang bukanya kasian malah geli.

Ketiga! Ngatain orang gapernah pake otak! Emang sih anaknya pinter ya. Cuman entah kenapa setiap mau ngejek orang gapernah pake otak. Ga mikirinperasaan orang. Padahal, giliran dia di katain? Tampangnya langsung berubah jd kaya kucing laper!

Keempat! Ngga tau trima kasih! Gue harus stuck sama dia. Weh kalo temen cewe lu sebel ama lu bukan slaah gua dong. Itu anak yg tdnya bakal bareng ama gua jd sakit ati grgr lu! Lu minta maaf juga nggak! Aplg bilang makasih. Malah malemnya lo sok sok ngambek. Bukannya apa apa ya makin geli gua.

Kelima! Pas lo ada masalah ama wali kelas kita. Gausah nyuruh nyuruh anak sekelas ngebela lu ya. Gausah bawa bawa solider. Kita ga ngapa2in, kita ngerjain kok. Kalo lu salah yaudah salah aja, ga usah nyuruh nyuruh kita ikutan dong. Kaya cewe aja lo di marahin ngajak ngajak. Cewe aja ga sampe gitu gitu amat.

Btw kalo lu mau marah pas baca terserah deh. Gw juga udah marah2 kan, ini juga baru gue ketik ya belomgue keluarin ke lo beneran.
Ohiya satu lg, coba lu tes kecil2an deh, cuman utk buktiin lu itu cowo apa bukan. Setau gue yaaaaa
cowo itu gak OMDO.

in the beginning of the year, i read a magazine which i've forgotten the name. and i got the the zodiac section. then i went directly to the LIBRA part. and the things written there was :: 'THIS YEAR'S GONNA BE A TOUGH YEAR FOR YOU. EVEN THE PROBLEMS WONT BE AS HARD AS YOU THINK, IT'S STILL GOING TO BE A PRETTY TOUGH YEAR."

i didnt believe it at first as i'm not that kind of girl. yaaah i believe it for 5% lah, but i only considered it as a fun reading. but now, everything is changing. this year is tough. i dont mean to believe the zodiac thingy for 100%. but i really think that the year's going to be difficult.

well there's no road without pebbles, no matter how small the pebble is.

and a life without problems is not a "life".

i now know that God give me problems so i can be a tough human being. so i can stand in the middle of a hurricane. so i can still be alive even when i'm deep down under the deepest ocean. so i can climb the highest mountain with no one's help but His. so i can survive in this cruel cruel world no matter how old i am.

OKAY i'm getting a little bit disgusting.

anywaaaaaay, although i know God give me my personal "pebbles" to "decorate" my imperfect road, i sometimes feel like can i survive? i'm walking on a road full of pebbles, how could i keep walking with blood under my feet? i wont be dead by bleeding under the feet, but i can still feel the pain, cant i? i guess that's why God gives me my shoes that comfort my feet, just like my friends comfort me. wait. what if your shoes get broken just like a friend who stabs you at your back? well, you can always leave your shoes behind you and find for another one, ryte? and that's what you do with your friend who backstabs you. leave them behind, but put an effort to pray for them no matter how deep they stabbed you. yep i know it's hard, but fyi, i'm walking on my private road of super sharp pebbles too here!

the thing is, i need a friend. and i know you need one too :D

'seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniakuuu.
Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungkuuu wuo o o o ;)
kau membuatku merasakan indahnya jatuh cinta, indahnya dicintai saat kau jadi milikku oh takkan kulepaskan dirimu oh cintakuuuu teruslah kau bersemi di dalam lubuk hatikyuuu ;p'


ahooy indonesians! kalo lu orang indo sejateh pasti tau lah itu lirik lagu apaaaa!
Yeeep it's tompi's menghujam jantungq hehe
i'm not falling in love with anybody, i just love the song!
The music is great and awesome.
Yah asik deeyyyy uhuuhuyy ~

tERUSLAH KAU BERSEMI DI DALAM LUBUK HATIKUUUUU~

'You can count on me like onetwothree i'll be there, and i know wheni need it i can count on you like fourthreetwo and you'll be there. Cos that's what friends are supposed to do ouyeaaaaa :)'

setiap ngeliat berita tentang jb kok jantung sama otak gue langsung betingkah kaya bedug dah yah ngejedag jedug jeder dagdigdugdegdog errrrr.
it may sound disgusting but that's thetruth.
i'm a fan of justin bieber but i'm only a fan and not a huge one. i want to be followed back and i want to be mentioned. i like him idk if i love him
ah bieber, why do u have to be a superstar?
why dont u just be an ordinary boy who loves to sing?
cos if you had been that way, my heart wont pound this fast everytime i heard your name being called or even mentioned.

however, being a fan of an artist makes me feel normal even when i'm not.
but that's life.


fyi i was a bieber hater before i heard and saw his baby vid clip
if you're a belieber and you came across my blog and read this post, pla dont hate me for being an ex-hater!

hello:) well idk what to post actually but since i'm alreay here, let's roll ;)

so today's sunday and that means tomorrow's monday and that means a new week ia about to start. so, should i be jumping and yay-ing or should i be locking myself up in my bedroom and start to cry? err i prefer the first options of jumpandyaying.
well i'm in the middle of preparing myself to stay quiet tomorrow. i'm not very hyperactive bu i'm having trouble of shutting my mouth up. and my maths teacher was mad and she said that she would throw me out of the class if i cant be able to sit still and pay attention fully. i'm not scared but i still think it's best to stay calm i. class and change hehe man, i want to be better! yahuu :D

by the way, i want to apologize to my moraled presentation group for being such a passive member and not helping at all. i'm feeling a little bit down lately and i dont really wAnt to be active. sorry :(
well i used to be active but since i was being overactive, now i'm feeling tired hehe i know i'm being a real jerk right now so i'm sorry, trying to chNge here :D

awkaay, i dont know what else i should say so maybe be for now? yep i think it's best :/.

sooo, farfarren!

saturday report ;)

hellooooo :) i've just arrived home and yeeerp i'm so damn tired. maybe you're wondering where i was from or maybe you're not. well i admit i'm not that kind of popular girl everyone asks for. and i also admit i sometimes want to be a little more famous than i am right now, but i'm still grateful for who i currently am :)
anyway, i'm here to tell you about my super broken saturday instead of having a confession hehe so here we go.

to begin with, i woke up at 6.30 am and my sister woke me up by yelling my name. her scream wasnt really loud but still i'm annoyed. i dont really remember abt what i dreamt of but maybe it's quite important and fun that i still feel a lil bit disturbed if i remember all the things happened in the morning. -__-
then i cleaned my body which was supposed to be clean since i was only sleeping, and i walked around my house, wandering around and i wasnt really sure what i was doing at that moment. but at 7 am sharp i drove to school and there were only few of my friends at school and i took my maths book from my locker then i did nothing.

i dont think i need to tell you what happened at school as i was having a badmood.
after school i went to st ignatius and studied english and maths. well i only studied english actually since we were only discussing the tryouts for maths. i got 62 for my english tryout and take a guess for my maths' tryout mark! i didnt get any 40s or 50s. i didnt even get 30. i got 26 -______- i dont mean to be snobbish or what, but it's creepy when you never got 26 during your junior highschool times of studying then suddenly, you got your first 26 mark in the last 3 years. i'm stressed out. when the questions are so hard, i dont care. but these questions were so easy and my mistakes were all silly. and the teacher refused to give any marks for my super long handwriting. if you want to know how silly my mistakes are, here comes an example ::

you know lah the formula of ro = m/v! i've got the v and it's 291000 m3. and the ro is 1,26 kg/m3.
then,  we were told to find the mass. i had got the right moves, but then when the results were delivered back, here was what i wrote ::

1.26 = m : 219000.

first word in my head ::: DAAAAAAAAMN!




GAH BYEBYE LAH I'M HAVING MY WORST MOOD !