ola :) aaah mood gue indah :) can barely explain what its like but world, i feel GOOD.
my heart pounds all the time to respond the excitement.
cant explain the thing that's happening ryte now.
hmmmmmm maybe that's all i can say for now.
nanti malem lagi lahhh see u real soon!!
p.s : lg ga niat bljr sejarah tibatiba eva braun jd trending. ckck is it a sign? well idk yet. but lets just make it a sign then.
fyi, you are the
visitor :)Thursday, March 10, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
quick revvvvviu.
quick review just to kill this boring moment hmmmm.
so i'm facing some tests called midterm tests. however the "kop-soal" is saying that these tests are tryouts, and one of the question paper says "latihan soal". those things doesnt really matter anyway so lets get back to topic!
yep i'm planning to make a quick review of all the tests i have done so far. and so far, so good. well not so good.
First day!
- bahasa indonesia : essay.
done pretty good in the beginning, next part? uhoh i am so dead. mistakes all over the paper.
- UPI test.
was divided into three parts.
1. Listening : the speakers can barely speak!!
2. Multiple choice : passed these questions pretty easily.
3. Writing : whatever.
Second day!!
- Bahasa indonesia.
did pretty well. the questions were not so hard. i concentrated fully in doing this test. still praying to get a little high score!
Third day!!
- Mathematics
the questions were honestly werent as hard as i thought they would be. has got 2 mistakes already. gah i'mfeeling disappointed right now. i dont mean to be snobbish but getting an imperfect score isnt really statisfying for me. hrrrrr i feel stupid.
- religion.
Struggled a bit in the second part. the question-maker asked us to make a story of 600words -..-
so far......... so good. B|
so i'm facing some tests called midterm tests. however the "kop-soal" is saying that these tests are tryouts, and one of the question paper says "latihan soal". those things doesnt really matter anyway so lets get back to topic!
yep i'm planning to make a quick review of all the tests i have done so far. and so far, so good. well not so good.
First day!
- bahasa indonesia : essay.
done pretty good in the beginning, next part? uhoh i am so dead. mistakes all over the paper.
- UPI test.
was divided into three parts.
1. Listening : the speakers can barely speak!!
2. Multiple choice : passed these questions pretty easily.
3. Writing : whatever.
Second day!!
- Bahasa indonesia.
did pretty well. the questions were not so hard. i concentrated fully in doing this test. still praying to get a little high score!
Third day!!
- Mathematics
the questions were honestly werent as hard as i thought they would be. has got 2 mistakes already. gah i'mfeeling disappointed right now. i dont mean to be snobbish but getting an imperfect score isnt really statisfying for me. hrrrrr i feel stupid.
- religion.
Struggled a bit in the second part. the question-maker asked us to make a story of 600words -..-
so far......... so good. B|
Saturday, March 5, 2011
ten things i know about you:
10 things i know about you:
1. you're a selfish girl who doesnt care about anything going on around you.
2. you hate the fact that you're invisible to everyone and you're tryig so hard to blend in even when you know you cant.
3. you're a backstabber. you've known all your friends' crushes and you flirt with them right away.
4. you always want to have people's attention when you know you're invisible to them.
5. you're rude. you punch people, you scratch people, you pull people's hair, you hit people, you pinch people. people who dont fulfill your wishes to be exact.
6. you're a copycat. you make everyone a trendsetter in a very irritating way.
7. your words are full of sarcasm. even when you know you're pale enough you still call yourself black to a black-skinned person.
8. you always want to win in every challenge you're having. and when you lose, you'll find a way to get the winner fall out of their throne.
9. you take advantages on people. and when you think they're not useful enough for you, you leave them like trash.
and the tenth thing i know about you is that :
YOU ARE NOT A FRIEND TO ANYONE.
1. you're a selfish girl who doesnt care about anything going on around you.
2. you hate the fact that you're invisible to everyone and you're tryig so hard to blend in even when you know you cant.
3. you're a backstabber. you've known all your friends' crushes and you flirt with them right away.
4. you always want to have people's attention when you know you're invisible to them.
5. you're rude. you punch people, you scratch people, you pull people's hair, you hit people, you pinch people. people who dont fulfill your wishes to be exact.
6. you're a copycat. you make everyone a trendsetter in a very irritating way.
7. your words are full of sarcasm. even when you know you're pale enough you still call yourself black to a black-skinned person.
8. you always want to win in every challenge you're having. and when you lose, you'll find a way to get the winner fall out of their throne.
9. you take advantages on people. and when you think they're not useful enough for you, you leave them like trash.
and the tenth thing i know about you is that :
YOU ARE NOT A FRIEND TO ANYONE.
copied right from tumblr :)
i'm the one who :
- try my hardest to be good enough for everyone
- spend hours scrolling through posts on tumblr just to find the right one to describe my mood.
- wait online for that one certain person to sign on, just to gather up the nerve to say hello.
- listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot and with the words, a memory plays in their minds.
- deserve so much more than i get, and am willing to fight for it.
- and i'm also the one who
WISH UPON A SHOOTING STAR OR 11:11 WAS WASTED ON SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER CARE. .___.
Friday, March 4, 2011
eight!
selamat malaaaaaam :) mood gue lg lumayan oke nih. yaah di tengah2 gitu deh, di tengah galau sama seneng ahha. kalo lg begini biasanya gue keinget masa-masa kelas 8. ini yah gue ceritain lah haha
awal-awal kelas lapan itu gue anak penyakitan. hari pertama sekolah aja gamasuk gara gara masuk ruma sakt. terus pas tau gue sekelas sama elisha gue lgsung telponan. udah gitu tnya tanya. pertanyaan yg paling gue inget ::
gue : "ada anak baru ga el?"
el: "ada, namanya zefanya"
pertama kali ngira itu zefanya cewek. yah berhubung temen gue yg namanya zefanya cewe dan pada waktu itu gue belom pernah liat cowo namanya zefanya haha
gue : "wee cakep gak? kalo cakep gue mau temenan smaa dia, tp kalo jelek ogah. gua bully abis-abisan nnti hehehe"
el : "lumayan sih nad, cakep gitu terus dia kepilih jd ketua kelas jg loh'
pikiran gue pas itu 'sip lah besok gue duduk sama dia aja sksd'
pas besoknya gue dtg ke sekolah, gue lgsung tnya el, "mana anaknya?" di tunjuk anak cowok rambut klimis batok batok gajelas ngeliat gua tampang nyolot. first impression? ini anak kok mirip temen sekelas gua ygganaek yah? nyuooolot bgt tampangnya pdhal kenal gua jg kagak haha yaudah gua bales nyolot lg haha. udah itu awal awal kls 8 gue ngarep setengah mampus ga deket2 dia kalo apapa.
eh besokannya, pelajaran bi kan. eh diatur sama mis nurma duduknya. tau gak seh looo dia di tempatin disebelah gua! hayaaaaaa -_- udah lah gapeduli kan kita main kacang2an dulu haha. dah gitu yg kocakk:
kan si mis nurma kaya punya papan prestasi geje gitu. udahgtu dia nanya di kelas gua ada ga yg bisa "menulis indah" eh ga ada yg maju. tiba tiba si timy maju! hahahaha gue sambil nyengir nyengir ini skrg hahaa. dia nulis indah bentuk tulisan ikal huahahahahaa ngakaaaaaak!! gila gua udah ga gitu inget detailnya tp sampe skrg gue masih inget persis dia nulis papan prestasi kaya gimana terus skrg juga gue lg ngakak hahahha timy timy..
udah kan udah gitu yg gue inget lg itu gue kesel sama juan. berisik bacot banget anaknya. belom smggu sekolah pas bi udah bacot2an ama cindy klo gasalah. pokoknya si cindy ngebentak sapaaaa gitu terus si juan ngomong 'bentakan sayang itu ...' dulu gua mikirnya, idih sapelo suara bindeng bindeng gajelas gitu maen bacot ajeee. haha tp dulu gue masih pendam.
udah gitu dulu gue mainnya sama angel elisha sama ivanna kan udahgitu masa smaa mam indri kita berempat di blg penguasa kelas? pdhal kga haha. udah gtu dulu gue anak yg agak bejat yah. tukang ngobrol, gitu lah haha. cuman sejak semester 2 gue berubah pas musuhan sama kawan-kawan sekelompok dan sebangku gua haha.
terus pas musuhan ini gue jd berkawan sama juan yg pas itu lg berantem sama angel. gue setiap hari kerjaannya ngatain si angeeeel mulu. smpe kalo org ngeselin pasti gue bilangnya 'apasih lu angel banget sih!' haha tp sekarang si angel ini adalah sahabatkyuuu B) yegak jel? kita setiap hari kan main bareng yah jel? huahua udah ah .
udah gtu pas gue dimusuhin kan pertamanya gue sama anas. soalnya lagitu temen sebangkunya anas yng sekarang jd teman setia sebangku gua, bianda lg terserang penyakit dbd! terus gue cerita2 ketawa2 sama anas. dan pada wktu bianda uda sehat, gue jd duduk sama benita hehe. udah gtu ga lama kmudian si bianda sama anas perng dingin! jd gue brakhir sma bianda sampe skrg :)
terus pas itu gue berteman baik dgn semua anak 9e, tp teman terbaik gw dulu itu cuman juan sama andrew. tp yg paling gw percaya dulu itu si juan huahua. terus enaknya dulu itu gue masih jd anak yg hm gimana yah stay cool? yah gitu lah. dan gue pngen balik kaya dulu lg.
terus pas kelas 8 itu temen smsan yg paling asik sedunia itu zefanya. kan dia anaknya jayus2 geje gitu kan, terus dia kalo bales sms pjg2, udah gitu rame. udah gitu skalipun ga byk nanya tp kalo smsan sm dia itu kaya lg ngobrol gitu. sampe malem jg di jabanin. terus pasti kalo abis smsan masih gabisa tidur ujung2nya gue telponan entah sama juan atau andrew. dulu itu sekalipun gue dimusuhin sama njel el iv tp hidup gue bahagia :)
pas liburan aja gue masih jalan2 terus. hampir tiap minggu malah.
temen temen jalan jalan yg udah pasti itu :::::
CINDY JUAN JORDY ANDREW STEVAN ZEFANYA.
terus prrnah pas nonton theA team kangue sama mereka smua tp ga sama stevan. si andrew uda ntn ateam terus kta semua siapin alesan buat ngibulin nyokapnya andrew. udah gitu krn kita smua lg kesel sm stevan dia jd ga diajak. tp pas selesai ntn kan cindy sama andrew uda pulang duluan, gue juan jordy zefanya ngeliAtin stevan yg lagi makan sama 3 cewek haha kita liatin sambil ketawain dari jauh bilang2 dia raja miyak hahaa. ters pas dah puas ngejek, turun ke wendys . yg bertiga pada laper. sbetulnya gue jg laper pas itu, tp gue boong blg galaaper berhbung duit ga memadai. jd gue cuman ngeliatin mereka makan sambil nahan iler hh. udah gitu ga lama si zefanya pulang kan. sisanya tinggal gue jordy juan. terus kita ngedem di wendys ngobrol2. nah pas itu kan lg piala dunia, jd ngomongin piala dunia, terus ngomogin cowo yg pernah gue suka, sama yg pernah mrk suka. udah gitu pas gue blg mau pulang mrk kek ga ngasih gitu, ktnya masi betah di sms. tapi akhirnya gue pulang jg kan.
udah gitu pas kelas lapan nilai jelek jga gapeduli. tugas ngumpul telat jg gapeduli. sekarang? di buru-buru waktu, harus mikirin sma, un, up blablabla. temen-temen gue yg skrg juga sekalipun sama tp semuanya ga asik. hh.
POKOKNYA GUE MAU BANGET BALIK KE KELAS LAPAN. PAS MASIH BISA NYANTAI, MASALAH DIKIT, BERTEMEN SAMA SMUA ORG, GAK MAIN EJEK2AN KAYK SEKARANG, GAK SAKIT HATI PAS DIEJEKIN KARNA TEMEN TEMEN BAIK GUE TAU WAKTU! ah i miss those times. but the past is the past and it can never be the future. and i hate it.
awal-awal kelas lapan itu gue anak penyakitan. hari pertama sekolah aja gamasuk gara gara masuk ruma sakt. terus pas tau gue sekelas sama elisha gue lgsung telponan. udah gitu tnya tanya. pertanyaan yg paling gue inget ::
gue : "ada anak baru ga el?"
el: "ada, namanya zefanya"
pertama kali ngira itu zefanya cewek. yah berhubung temen gue yg namanya zefanya cewe dan pada waktu itu gue belom pernah liat cowo namanya zefanya haha
gue : "wee cakep gak? kalo cakep gue mau temenan smaa dia, tp kalo jelek ogah. gua bully abis-abisan nnti hehehe"
el : "lumayan sih nad, cakep gitu terus dia kepilih jd ketua kelas jg loh'
pikiran gue pas itu 'sip lah besok gue duduk sama dia aja sksd'
pas besoknya gue dtg ke sekolah, gue lgsung tnya el, "mana anaknya?" di tunjuk anak cowok rambut klimis batok batok gajelas ngeliat gua tampang nyolot. first impression? ini anak kok mirip temen sekelas gua ygganaek yah? nyuooolot bgt tampangnya pdhal kenal gua jg kagak haha yaudah gua bales nyolot lg haha. udah itu awal awal kls 8 gue ngarep setengah mampus ga deket2 dia kalo apapa.
eh besokannya, pelajaran bi kan. eh diatur sama mis nurma duduknya. tau gak seh looo dia di tempatin disebelah gua! hayaaaaaa -_- udah lah gapeduli kan kita main kacang2an dulu haha. dah gitu yg kocakk:
kan si mis nurma kaya punya papan prestasi geje gitu. udahgtu dia nanya di kelas gua ada ga yg bisa "menulis indah" eh ga ada yg maju. tiba tiba si timy maju! hahahaha gue sambil nyengir nyengir ini skrg hahaa. dia nulis indah bentuk tulisan ikal huahahahahaa ngakaaaaaak!! gila gua udah ga gitu inget detailnya tp sampe skrg gue masih inget persis dia nulis papan prestasi kaya gimana terus skrg juga gue lg ngakak hahahha timy timy..
udah kan udah gitu yg gue inget lg itu gue kesel sama juan. berisik bacot banget anaknya. belom smggu sekolah pas bi udah bacot2an ama cindy klo gasalah. pokoknya si cindy ngebentak sapaaaa gitu terus si juan ngomong 'bentakan sayang itu ...' dulu gua mikirnya, idih sapelo suara bindeng bindeng gajelas gitu maen bacot ajeee. haha tp dulu gue masih pendam.
udah gitu dulu gue mainnya sama angel elisha sama ivanna kan udahgitu masa smaa mam indri kita berempat di blg penguasa kelas? pdhal kga haha. udah gtu dulu gue anak yg agak bejat yah. tukang ngobrol, gitu lah haha. cuman sejak semester 2 gue berubah pas musuhan sama kawan-kawan sekelompok dan sebangku gua haha.
terus pas musuhan ini gue jd berkawan sama juan yg pas itu lg berantem sama angel. gue setiap hari kerjaannya ngatain si angeeeel mulu. smpe kalo org ngeselin pasti gue bilangnya 'apasih lu angel banget sih!' haha tp sekarang si angel ini adalah sahabatkyuuu B) yegak jel? kita setiap hari kan main bareng yah jel? huahua udah ah .
udah gtu pas gue dimusuhin kan pertamanya gue sama anas. soalnya lagitu temen sebangkunya anas yng sekarang jd teman setia sebangku gua, bianda lg terserang penyakit dbd! terus gue cerita2 ketawa2 sama anas. dan pada wktu bianda uda sehat, gue jd duduk sama benita hehe. udah gtu ga lama kmudian si bianda sama anas perng dingin! jd gue brakhir sma bianda sampe skrg :)
terus pas itu gue berteman baik dgn semua anak 9e, tp teman terbaik gw dulu itu cuman juan sama andrew. tp yg paling gw percaya dulu itu si juan huahua. terus enaknya dulu itu gue masih jd anak yg hm gimana yah stay cool? yah gitu lah. dan gue pngen balik kaya dulu lg.
terus pas kelas 8 itu temen smsan yg paling asik sedunia itu zefanya. kan dia anaknya jayus2 geje gitu kan, terus dia kalo bales sms pjg2, udah gitu rame. udah gitu skalipun ga byk nanya tp kalo smsan sm dia itu kaya lg ngobrol gitu. sampe malem jg di jabanin. terus pasti kalo abis smsan masih gabisa tidur ujung2nya gue telponan entah sama juan atau andrew. dulu itu sekalipun gue dimusuhin sama njel el iv tp hidup gue bahagia :)
pas liburan aja gue masih jalan2 terus. hampir tiap minggu malah.
temen temen jalan jalan yg udah pasti itu :::::
CINDY JUAN JORDY ANDREW STEVAN ZEFANYA.
terus prrnah pas nonton theA team kangue sama mereka smua tp ga sama stevan. si andrew uda ntn ateam terus kta semua siapin alesan buat ngibulin nyokapnya andrew. udah gitu krn kita smua lg kesel sm stevan dia jd ga diajak. tp pas selesai ntn kan cindy sama andrew uda pulang duluan, gue juan jordy zefanya ngeliAtin stevan yg lagi makan sama 3 cewek haha kita liatin sambil ketawain dari jauh bilang2 dia raja miyak hahaa. ters pas dah puas ngejek, turun ke wendys . yg bertiga pada laper. sbetulnya gue jg laper pas itu, tp gue boong blg galaaper berhbung duit ga memadai. jd gue cuman ngeliatin mereka makan sambil nahan iler hh. udah gitu ga lama si zefanya pulang kan. sisanya tinggal gue jordy juan. terus kita ngedem di wendys ngobrol2. nah pas itu kan lg piala dunia, jd ngomongin piala dunia, terus ngomogin cowo yg pernah gue suka, sama yg pernah mrk suka. udah gitu pas gue blg mau pulang mrk kek ga ngasih gitu, ktnya masi betah di sms. tapi akhirnya gue pulang jg kan.
udah gitu pas kelas lapan nilai jelek jga gapeduli. tugas ngumpul telat jg gapeduli. sekarang? di buru-buru waktu, harus mikirin sma, un, up blablabla. temen-temen gue yg skrg juga sekalipun sama tp semuanya ga asik. hh.
POKOKNYA GUE MAU BANGET BALIK KE KELAS LAPAN. PAS MASIH BISA NYANTAI, MASALAH DIKIT, BERTEMEN SAMA SMUA ORG, GAK MAIN EJEK2AN KAYK SEKARANG, GAK SAKIT HATI PAS DIEJEKIN KARNA TEMEN TEMEN BAIK GUE TAU WAKTU! ah i miss those times. but the past is the past and it can never be the future. and i hate it.
your two classic excuses.
HER two classic and SUPER REALISTIC excuses ::
my comments ::
for number 1.
i know tomorrow's supposed to be our relaxing day since we have too many tiring things to do. but hell-o? this is your mark being bet on and you dont care at all? do you think i'm your maid who will always do everything for you? if you're paying me with some cash, then i am your maid. but since you're not paying me, then i. am. not.
for number 2.
I AM NOT YOUR DRIVER AND MY DRIVER'S NOT YOURS. i know i'm not the one who pays his salary but his job is to take me home, not take YOU home. if you do it once, i can still stay cool. twice? cool enough. three times? a little bit hotter but still ok. but you are doing it EVERYTIME. and that is what makes me mad.
one thing you need to know : I FEEL SOOOOOO LUCKY FOR NOT BEING IN THE SAME GROUP WITH YOU. B)
- "aaah sorry but i cant go tomorrow. my parents taking me somewhere.." "where?" "I DONT KNOW YET"
- "i cant. nobody's taking me there. if you want to work this out, take me home later."
my comments ::
for number 1.
i know tomorrow's supposed to be our relaxing day since we have too many tiring things to do. but hell-o? this is your mark being bet on and you dont care at all? do you think i'm your maid who will always do everything for you? if you're paying me with some cash, then i am your maid. but since you're not paying me, then i. am. not.
for number 2.
I AM NOT YOUR DRIVER AND MY DRIVER'S NOT YOURS. i know i'm not the one who pays his salary but his job is to take me home, not take YOU home. if you do it once, i can still stay cool. twice? cool enough. three times? a little bit hotter but still ok. but you are doing it EVERYTIME. and that is what makes me mad.
one thing you need to know : I FEEL SOOOOOO LUCKY FOR NOT BEING IN THE SAME GROUP WITH YOU. B)
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
night-not-preach
"i know that good byes means nothing at all."
hell - o :) know where those words up there come from? halah. i dont think there's any needs to make u answer the question when we cant even go in a four-eyed conversation. so those words are taken from maroon5's she will be loved.
i personally DISAGRE abt the statement that goodbye means nothing at all! it surely means something. everything actually.
my thought : when someone says gbye, it means that he/she thinks that he/she has to go for a particular reason. i know i'm being very weird and unclear by saying these things. but fyi, there is a thing in my mind which i cant easily explain. and i'm being honest, super honest. the one thing i know for sure is that there's at least a good thing in goodbye. for instance! meeting that someone who says good bye is a good thing as he/she had given you so mich memories you can barely forget. and another good thing is that being goodbyed makes you get stronger and stronger everyday. yep it's painful when the one who says bye bye is the one u love but as times go by, you will say byebye tothe pain!
soo, GOOD bye :D
read:see u later!
hell - o :) know where those words up there come from? halah. i dont think there's any needs to make u answer the question when we cant even go in a four-eyed conversation. so those words are taken from maroon5's she will be loved.
i personally DISAGRE abt the statement that goodbye means nothing at all! it surely means something. everything actually.
my thought : when someone says gbye, it means that he/she thinks that he/she has to go for a particular reason. i know i'm being very weird and unclear by saying these things. but fyi, there is a thing in my mind which i cant easily explain. and i'm being honest, super honest. the one thing i know for sure is that there's at least a good thing in goodbye. for instance! meeting that someone who says good bye is a good thing as he/she had given you so mich memories you can barely forget. and another good thing is that being goodbyed makes you get stronger and stronger everyday. yep it's painful when the one who says bye bye is the one u love but as times go by, you will say byebye tothe pain!
soo, GOOD bye :D
read:see u later!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)