CONGRATULATE ME BUDDIES, I AM NOT AN ELEVENTH GRADER.
NOT AN ORDINARY ELEVENTH GRADER, BUT A SMAK1 PENABUR JAKARTA 11TH GRADER! hahahhaaha not that special actually. but to prove every non-sense comments that came out of my aunts and uncles' mouth, see? i passed BOOOYAAAAAA!
and just to add a piece of information, SAYA ANAK IPA! MEIEHEHEHEHHHEHEHEHE!
that kinda proves that in whenever you put God in your plans and steps, you're going to succeed!
next years gonna be tough i can assure you. but with Him, i can be invincible MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!
fyi, you are the
visitor :)Friday, June 22, 2012
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Trusting people is hard. But somehow trusting a person is harder. You never know what could happen in this world. The moment you decided to trust someone, the moment you started opening your mouth and tell stories, the moment when you tell them they couldnt tell anyone else, is the moment when they feel like they need to spill your stories out. Luckily ive got these 2 bestfriends i can always lean on. :).
Expectations are the most uncontrollable things ever! When you started expecting high, something bitchy makes you lower your expectation. And at the moment you dont expect much, you get something youve never thoughts gonna happen. And that something is the most extraordinary awesome thing. So people, be neutral!
Expectations are the most uncontrollable things ever! When you started expecting high, something bitchy makes you lower your expectation. And at the moment you dont expect much, you get something youve never thoughts gonna happen. And that something is the most extraordinary awesome thing. So people, be neutral!
Sunday, April 1, 2012
grown-ups.
1. They ruin goodmoods.
2. They never listen.
3. They care less.
4. They act like they know everything.
5. They act like they are always right.
6. They do not practice what they preached.
7. They act like they are kings&queens.
8. They say everything they want to, without thinking.
9. They can be angry anytime they want.
10. They make promises but never keep them.
11. They insist that everything must be done their way.
12. They are annoying.
13. They always act like they are saints.
14. They can not differentiate between being feared of and being respected.
15. They always get mad at everything even when the right things are the ones we made
2. They never listen.
3. They care less.
4. They act like they know everything.
5. They act like they are always right.
6. They do not practice what they preached.
7. They act like they are kings&queens.
8. They say everything they want to, without thinking.
9. They can be angry anytime they want.
10. They make promises but never keep them.
11. They insist that everything must be done their way.
12. They are annoying.
13. They always act like they are saints.
14. They can not differentiate between being feared of and being respected.
15. They always get mad at everything even when the right things are the ones we made
Monday, March 19, 2012
grrrrrr.
heyowwwww! you know whaaat i was just on omegle and who did i meet? an indonesian! i introduced myself as a 18 year old male who lived in indonesia but wasnt actually an indonesian, you know like a foreigner who followed his parents who were working in indonesia. haha i didnt actually tell her that but at least that was what i had in mind. anywaaaaaaay she replied 'so?' for golden retriever's sake SO?! couldnt she just think of something else? like longer words or whatever instead of so?!
i was humiliated! my pride was.................stomped! haha i know it wasnt such a big of a deal but still! shes supposed to be nice! at least nice attitude is what we can show the world you know since we indonesians dont have much to be shown off. well we actually have a lot of things to be presented but since bali bombing, nazarudin, angelina sondakh, and that smoking little boy news came up to the whole world to see..........well you fill in the dots.
i know i was wrong by lying to that girl but you knooooooooow since i told her im not a native, she should be more polite! she shouldve realized that im a priority! hahha but whatever, to someone out there whos reading this post, BE NICE! TO ANYONE, ESPECIALLY ONES WHO ARE NOT YOUR FELLOW COUNTRY MAN.
i was humiliated! my pride was.................stomped! haha i know it wasnt such a big of a deal but still! shes supposed to be nice! at least nice attitude is what we can show the world you know since we indonesians dont have much to be shown off. well we actually have a lot of things to be presented but since bali bombing, nazarudin, angelina sondakh, and that smoking little boy news came up to the whole world to see..........well you fill in the dots.
i know i was wrong by lying to that girl but you knooooooooow since i told her im not a native, she should be more polite! she shouldve realized that im a priority! hahha but whatever, to someone out there whos reading this post, BE NICE! TO ANYONE, ESPECIALLY ONES WHO ARE NOT YOUR FELLOW COUNTRY MAN.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
no one can keep a secret.
semua orang itu bocor. gue juga, lo juga, semua pasti bocor. kenapa gue tibatiba bisa bilang begini? karena gue baru ngalamin-_- gak penting deh masalahnya apa, yg penting ini kenapa gua berani bilang kita semua bocor :
oiya, buat temen baik guaaaaa, gua minta maaf kalo gua ember. tp jujur gua nggak maksud kayak gitu, gua cuman nggak mau elu dibilang ngelakuin sesuatu yg nggak pernah lu lakuin. gua tau harusnya gua pulang aja, tp gua malah tetep disitu. sorry yah.
- semua orang punya temen. mau temen baik mau temen biasa, mau temen yang nggak gitu deket, semua orang punya temen dan orang itu enggak bisa disuruh nyimpen rahasia orang apalagi pas orang yg share rahasia itu ngomong kalo yang tau tentang hal itu cuman 2 orang, orang itu sendiri dan lo. pasti lo share sama orang lain. ada yang share sama temen ada yg share sama siapapun. jujur, gue juga cerita ke satu orang lg, supaya bebannya nggak cuma numpuk di gua. tp gua nggak cerita ke temen, gue selalu ceritanya ke nyokap gua. atau cici gua yang sama sekali enggak ada hubungan sama orang yang ngasih tau ke gua haha. tapi ada orang yg langsung cerita ke sahabatnya dia. dan seringkali, sahabatnya itu kepo tai babi, cerita lagi ke orang lain dan nyebaaar deh tuh-_-. emang rasanya kalo orang yang begini begini ini nih yang babi banget minta dicabik.
- semua orang itu kepo. gak usah munafik, gue ngaku gue kepo. tingkat akut. haha, tapi ada yang lebih kepo daripada gua, kepo tingkat lebih akut. dan bahkan ada yg suuuuuuper kepo, kepo tingkat sangat amat akut. kalo yg udah master level ngepo, sekali lo salah ngomong keceplosan cuman dua kata GUE TAU, lo bakal dicecer, dipojokin sampe lo ngember. ngeselin emang, tapi nggak bisa nyalahin itu orang juga, karena nggak usah muna lagi, lo juga pasti kalo ngepo kayak gitu. unless lo bisa nahan, itu lain cerita. jujur gua agak kesel kalo dikepoin, jadi gua usaha banget untuk nahan ngepo, tapi susah baaaanget. jadi, orang kepo hampir selalu berhasil dapetin rahasia orang dengan embel2 'GUA NGGAK AKAN KASIH TAU SIAPA SIAPA! JANJI!' naaah kalo misalnya lu ngepo langsung ke orang yang punya rahasia, ya enggak masalah kalo dia ngasih tau, tapi lo harus pegang janji lo. yah ini mah nggak penting, kan balik lagi ke yg alesan pertama, lo akan merasa terbebani, dan otomatis pasti lo langsung nanya 'siapa aja yang tau selain gue?' dan kalo dia bilang ada si a dan b dan c dan lalalla, lo hoki, bisa ngobrolin sama mereka. tapi kalo dia bilang enggak ada yg tau selain lo? nggak tau deh ya HAHA. dan kalo lo ngepoin orang yang tau rahasianya, yg bukan pemilik, dan itu orang ngasih tau? mati aja itu orang kentut ketek abis.
- semua orang yang kepepet pasti bocor. lo juga pasti gitu, gue juga. yah mungkin kalo diluar lo bisa ngomong macem2 tentang ngebela temen lah lalala, tp faktanya kan lo nggak pernah ngerasain gimana rasanya dipojokin. kecuali kalo lo bener bener loyal dan lo jago bohong. itu lain cerita. tapi! sebenernya lo bisa nyiasatin dong supaya lo nggak bocor gimana! ya cari aja katakata lain yg punya unsur yg tersirat! bilang aja nggak tau terus terusan. gua beteeeeeee.
- ini yang paling ngeselin. dan nggak dimiliki semua orang. ORANG YANG LAGI SEBEL SAMA TEMENNYA PASTI BOCORIN RAHASIA TEMEN YG DISEBELIN! private experience. gua benciiiiiiiiii banget sama yg model begini. ketek siaaal-_- bahkan yang waktu itu gua alamin gua belom deket sama sekali sama dia, dan rahasia yang gua kasih tau bahkan bukan rahasia beneran. dulu gua sempet punya crush abal abal. terus gua ceritalah ke dia, enggak cerita bahkan, cuma nyebut! terus dia sebarin deh tuh ke sahabatnya yg skrg udahnggak jadi sahabatnya lagi-_-
oiya, buat temen baik guaaaaa, gua minta maaf kalo gua ember. tp jujur gua nggak maksud kayak gitu, gua cuman nggak mau elu dibilang ngelakuin sesuatu yg nggak pernah lu lakuin. gua tau harusnya gua pulang aja, tp gua malah tetep disitu. sorry yah.
Saturday, February 11, 2012
ONE DIRECTION
GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
I DONT I DONT DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS
I NEED THAT ONE THING, YOUVE GOT THAT ONE THING! :D
i've been easily depressed lately.and i kinda blamed the word period for this. you know, some say that when a girl is having her monthly problem, she gets super annoying. and i think i was that annoying thing back then. i somehow thought that every person i know's a b*tch.
well some of them are. but some of them arent. i just blame everyone for my dropping mood. haaha but this group of singing guys boost it upppp!!!!!!!!!!! yea right, the group ive written as the title of this post!
I DONT I DONT DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS
I NEED THAT ONE THING, YOUVE GOT THAT ONE THING! :D
i've been easily depressed lately.and i kinda blamed the word period for this. you know, some say that when a girl is having her monthly problem, she gets super annoying. and i think i was that annoying thing back then. i somehow thought that every person i know's a b*tch.
well some of them are. but some of them arent. i just blame everyone for my dropping mood. haaha but this group of singing guys boost it upppp!!!!!!!!!!! yea right, the group ive written as the title of this post!
Friday, February 10, 2012
KEKI
kenapa didunia ini harus ada kata centil dan sifat centil?
centil itu kan cuman bikin orang lain tepatnya cewek lain naik darah. gua lagi sebel baaaaaanget sama anak centil. sok kecakepan flirting sama semua cowok. bukannya gua merasa cakep apa gimana cuman lu tau diri dikit lah wooooy nggak gitu cakep tapi ngedeketin semua cowok, ah ah ih ih sana sini. geli woooy geli
nimbrung nimbrung, sok ngepege. lu gila kali-_- sumpasumpaaa gua sebel bangettttttt mending kalo misalnya yang centil cuman seorang, lah ini satu geng. mo mati siaaaal-_- kalo cakep centil mending, lah elu. terjun sana
centil itu kan cuman bikin orang lain tepatnya cewek lain naik darah. gua lagi sebel baaaaaanget sama anak centil. sok kecakepan flirting sama semua cowok. bukannya gua merasa cakep apa gimana cuman lu tau diri dikit lah wooooy nggak gitu cakep tapi ngedeketin semua cowok, ah ah ih ih sana sini. geli woooy geli
nimbrung nimbrung, sok ngepege. lu gila kali-_- sumpasumpaaa gua sebel bangettttttt mending kalo misalnya yang centil cuman seorang, lah ini satu geng. mo mati siaaaal-_- kalo cakep centil mending, lah elu. terjun sana
Friday, January 20, 2012
Chapter 1, Page 20 of 366.
this two-third part of the month had been super rocky for me. i cheered, i grieved, and i exploded.
have you ever missed someone that they got into your dreams? have you ever felt like you've been stabbed? have you ever felt butterflies flying in your tummy? have you ever had your tears run down your eyes? have you ever sobbed so hard that you just want to hide under the earth and never pop your head back up again? have you ever felt like something's been put inside your throat but you never managed to get it out? have you ever missed someone so bad? have you ever had the desire to hug someone that doesn't even want to be a part of your life? honestly, i've never felt any of those things till now.
since the day i decided not to have anything to do with this particular person, i feel like i don't deserve to go to my current school. it's like something's pulling me out of there. i've always thought i belong there for the people are so nice, well some of them. and i thought i'd fit in perfectly which i kinda did. haha, well not perfectly but pretty well. but then i started having a crush on this person. and he is PRRFFFTTHHHH <-- fart sound. well he's not that bad actually. but he's keeping me on the hook!
wtfffff-___________- and im having this conflict with a teacher who i used to like A LOT! but something went wrong, and i regreted it. but what can i do now? she keeps sarcastically talking about me in front of the whole class. i know i was wrong. but is there any point in humiliating me? firetruck-_-
But still, i thank God for giving me such friends. who are understanding, cooperative, caring, affectionate, kind, and loving and supportive! i love you:):):):).
have you ever missed someone that they got into your dreams? have you ever felt like you've been stabbed? have you ever felt butterflies flying in your tummy? have you ever had your tears run down your eyes? have you ever sobbed so hard that you just want to hide under the earth and never pop your head back up again? have you ever felt like something's been put inside your throat but you never managed to get it out? have you ever missed someone so bad? have you ever had the desire to hug someone that doesn't even want to be a part of your life? honestly, i've never felt any of those things till now.
since the day i decided not to have anything to do with this particular person, i feel like i don't deserve to go to my current school. it's like something's pulling me out of there. i've always thought i belong there for the people are so nice, well some of them. and i thought i'd fit in perfectly which i kinda did. haha, well not perfectly but pretty well. but then i started having a crush on this person. and he is PRRFFFTTHHHH <-- fart sound. well he's not that bad actually. but he's keeping me on the hook!
wtfffff-___________- and im having this conflict with a teacher who i used to like A LOT! but something went wrong, and i regreted it. but what can i do now? she keeps sarcastically talking about me in front of the whole class. i know i was wrong. but is there any point in humiliating me? firetruck-_-
But still, i thank God for giving me such friends. who are understanding, cooperative, caring, affectionate, kind, and loving and supportive! i love you:):):):).
Friday, January 6, 2012
Thankyou yang terlupa;)
I've been making friends with these two guys who actually went to the same junior high as i did. I was pretty close with the first guy as we were in the same homeroom during our seventh grade, haha he was my laughing mate with another friend which is my current best guyfriend. Haha, and the other one, i never had the chance to you know like be close? Idk, i hated him for looking so.... Snobbish? Idk. But turns out he was pretty cool. Words coming from his mouth are full of sarcasm, somehow those words are comfortable at the same time. They both have lighten up pretty much each nights since the day i enter this school of.... judgement? Haha whatever.
They make me laugh and smile every time i read their chats. We do conference chat everyday. It's fun! Haha i can always talk about anything, they will not judge, they'll make fun of me instead and it's nice in some ways haha, i do the same to them too. When one of us starts to speak nonsense, we'll just ignore it. But the chat continues anyway! I don't know if its too early to call them my best buddies, but they're the best so far.. They stay true to themselves and that's comforting!
Even when talking about our crushes, we're not being serious, we just have fun with it. And sometimes, i need those fun stuffs. Most of my girlfriends say these things about the chance of my crush likes me too, when they don't even know them. They just do this to comfort me and give me hope, well what they do is kinda nice, but i sometimes am tired of hoping to high, and these talks make me you knowwwww sick. Haha but when i tell the two guys, they just tell me not to dream too high and have fun with life. Haha that's not exactly what they told me, they speak sarcasm in a funny way, but that pretty much is the point haha
I haven't thanked them in my previous post, cos honestly, i forgot. Hahahahahahahaha
Sooooo, sorry for the late post even when you two dont read or even know my blog ahaha
Dear triadi&brandon,
Happy new year sobats!! Semoga kita menjadi yang terbaik di smak1! Banggain pgs eaaa, haha semoga makin rajin + makin deket sama Tuhan!
Dan skrg tgl 6, kebetulan sekali.
Happy birthday brandon freak. Tambah yang baik2, jgn ngefreak lg, salam super \m/ haha
They make me laugh and smile every time i read their chats. We do conference chat everyday. It's fun! Haha i can always talk about anything, they will not judge, they'll make fun of me instead and it's nice in some ways haha, i do the same to them too. When one of us starts to speak nonsense, we'll just ignore it. But the chat continues anyway! I don't know if its too early to call them my best buddies, but they're the best so far.. They stay true to themselves and that's comforting!
Even when talking about our crushes, we're not being serious, we just have fun with it. And sometimes, i need those fun stuffs. Most of my girlfriends say these things about the chance of my crush likes me too, when they don't even know them. They just do this to comfort me and give me hope, well what they do is kinda nice, but i sometimes am tired of hoping to high, and these talks make me you knowwwww sick. Haha but when i tell the two guys, they just tell me not to dream too high and have fun with life. Haha that's not exactly what they told me, they speak sarcasm in a funny way, but that pretty much is the point haha
I haven't thanked them in my previous post, cos honestly, i forgot. Hahahahahahahaha
Sooooo, sorry for the late post even when you two dont read or even know my blog ahaha
Dear triadi&brandon,
Happy new year sobats!! Semoga kita menjadi yang terbaik di smak1! Banggain pgs eaaa, haha semoga makin rajin + makin deket sama Tuhan!
Dan skrg tgl 6, kebetulan sekali.
Happy birthday brandon freak. Tambah yang baik2, jgn ngefreak lg, salam super \m/ haha
Monday, December 26, 2011
merry christmas! :)
merry christmas and happy early new year to you someone who is reading this post :)
well i dont really know what to say. anyway, right now's 2am 27th of Dec 2011. so its not really christmas haha this christmas was....... pretty cool. i gave no one my heart last year. but i guess im kinda in the process of doing that thing this year. i dont really have too much faith but i still have some remaining haha.
by the waaay i was just having a little bbm chat with one of my best friends. this guy, well i did think he wasnt that good, well you know, ive had these negative thoughts about him. haha but it turns out that those neg thoughts werent necessary! he was still a good friend and i think he'll always be! haha thankyou jeemz! you really opened my mind by saying those things :) wish you luck with everything you're going through these days. all you need to do is sit tight and let the christmas miracle works its magic :)
anddddddd to this particular guy who is currently having his holiday pretty far away from me, merry christmas :). i've forgiven you for everything you did or will do like you wished. im a good person after all! confession! i miss our earlier holiday, you know, the idulfitri holiday?;) and i miss that afternoon. if youre thinking of that time you accompanied me to school, all the way across the busy street, youre right. haha. well theres no point writing for you anyway since you probably dont know this blog exists.
aaaaand for these lovable peopleeeeeeeeeee : CINDYYUWONO IVANNA ANAS ICON STEVAN ANGGA YOI ANDREWCHRIST! merry christmasssssssss! keep rocking my rockable world! you guys are the best mornight mate! i will never forget that conference call we had! haha since im the one who called;) wish you all a peaceful holiday! really looking forward to our next phone call! stay up late very soon guyss! :hugs
thenthenthen! to these guys over hereeeee ANGELAKRISTOFANI, VANESSADUBAI ELISHASENTOSO! have merry christmas to you threeeeeeeeee! you are my best girlfriends! thankyou for listenin to every unimportant story i've told you! i know i can count on you like you should know you all can count on me :)
ummmmmm and to my best smuki buddiesssss SUSAN GLENDA MERRY! happy christmas yaaaaaaaaaaaa! its fun having crosspresents with you guys! really dying for our next event together! without any disturb from iaman! hahaha i love youyouyouuuuuu:):):):):))
and to my smuki classmates, have an enjoyable peaceful christmas to all of you:) may His blessings fill your heart!
last but not least, to my beloved family. have a merry little christmas. sorry for the nasty acts of mine. i just couldnt help it. but still ilove you:D
well i dont really know what to say. anyway, right now's 2am 27th of Dec 2011. so its not really christmas haha this christmas was....... pretty cool. i gave no one my heart last year. but i guess im kinda in the process of doing that thing this year. i dont really have too much faith but i still have some remaining haha.
by the waaay i was just having a little bbm chat with one of my best friends. this guy, well i did think he wasnt that good, well you know, ive had these negative thoughts about him. haha but it turns out that those neg thoughts werent necessary! he was still a good friend and i think he'll always be! haha thankyou jeemz! you really opened my mind by saying those things :) wish you luck with everything you're going through these days. all you need to do is sit tight and let the christmas miracle works its magic :)
anddddddd to this particular guy who is currently having his holiday pretty far away from me, merry christmas :). i've forgiven you for everything you did or will do like you wished. im a good person after all! confession! i miss our earlier holiday, you know, the idulfitri holiday?;) and i miss that afternoon. if youre thinking of that time you accompanied me to school, all the way across the busy street, youre right. haha. well theres no point writing for you anyway since you probably dont know this blog exists.
aaaaand for these lovable peopleeeeeeeeeee : CINDYYUWONO IVANNA ANAS ICON STEVAN ANGGA YOI ANDREWCHRIST! merry christmasssssssss! keep rocking my rockable world! you guys are the best mornight mate! i will never forget that conference call we had! haha since im the one who called;) wish you all a peaceful holiday! really looking forward to our next phone call! stay up late very soon guyss! :hugs
thenthenthen! to these guys over hereeeee ANGELAKRISTOFANI, VANESSADUBAI ELISHASENTOSO! have merry christmas to you threeeeeeeeee! you are my best girlfriends! thankyou for listenin to every unimportant story i've told you! i know i can count on you like you should know you all can count on me :)
ummmmmm and to my best smuki buddiesssss SUSAN GLENDA MERRY! happy christmas yaaaaaaaaaaaa! its fun having crosspresents with you guys! really dying for our next event together! without any disturb from iaman! hahaha i love youyouyouuuuuu:):):):):))
and to my smuki classmates, have an enjoyable peaceful christmas to all of you:) may His blessings fill your heart!
last but not least, to my beloved family. have a merry little christmas. sorry for the nasty acts of mine. i just couldnt help it. but still ilove you:D
Friday, December 2, 2011
HARD TO LOVE YOU
I dont understand
why i am so attend in love with you
lying alone in bed
got pictures in my head what you might do
you dont need to fly escape but why are you always late?
It's hard to love you
why do you treat me like you do
the stress you put me through
you drive me crazy
leaving me weak and checking, too
all i want is you
it's hard to love you
you, day another fight
patchy bags and everythigs alright again
can you walk the line
am i the only one who song, your mine
but when you are here
my doubts will disappear..
it's hard to love you, but it's harder not to
Saturday, November 12, 2011
:D
found this on tumblr :)
my answer's in italic!
my answer's in italic!
Invade my privacy. Anon or not.
- 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? - well i hope so
- 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? - yes :). im 15 btw
- 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? - ummm, right now.
- 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? - haha yes i would. i have done such things anyway.
- 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? - hah?
- 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? - yeeeeeeep :S
- 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? - my favorite tshirt and shorts <3
- 8. How often do you listen to music? - like SO OFTEN often :)
- 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? - jeans. definitely.
- 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012? - no idea.
- 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? - social haha, but i can be antisocial when i want to.
- 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? - nope.
- 13. What about ‘R’? - naaah.
- 14. Can you drive a stick shift? - whats a stick shift? :/
- 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? - in fact..... i do care.
- 16. Are you going out of town soon? - no im not :)
- 17. When was the last time you cried? - yesterday :(
- 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? - yes i have.
- 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? - maybe. but i still like it the way it is
- 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? - ..... yes there is haha
- 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. - THE WAY MY SISTER KEEPS DISTURBING ME!
- 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? - yes it issssssss!
- 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? - the last person i talked to is my driver. THINK.
- 24. What are you sitting on right now? - what kinda question is this? haha on a chair btw
- 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? - haha not recently.
- 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? - in fact i have.
- 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? - him <3
- 28. Do you get a lot of colds? - nope . haha
- 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? - BALI!
- 30. Does anyone hate you? - maybe, i dunno.
- 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? - im proudly saying NO I DONT HAVE ANY EMPTY ALCOHOL BOTTLE HIDDEN SOMEWHERE IN MY ROOM!.
- 32. Do you like watching scary movies? - sometimes haha
- 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? - NO. YUCK
- 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? - when i was in my 3rd grade.
- 35. Did you have a dream last night? - dont really remember haha
- 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? - quite a long time ago.
- 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? - hahaha no i dont
- 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? - haha yea i do.
- 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? - i hope so.
- 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? - not so. but pretty good.
- 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? - nope.
- 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? - maybe.. im a girl myself so i hang out with tons of girls haha
- 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? - hmmmm
- 44. What’s the best part about school? - RECESS!
- 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? - SUREEEE
- 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? - yesssss its fun!
- 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? - sometimes
- 48. Were you single over the last summer? - yes i was
- 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? - some things changed, but overall, quite the same.
- 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? - studying. sleeping. maybe.
- 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? - nope. i actually kinda like him.
- 52. Are you nice to everyone? - i think i am.
- 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? - yes. a lot.
- 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? - yes i can!
- 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? - too good to be true haha
- 56. Do you think you like someone? - yes indeed iam liking someone
- 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? - nahh
- 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? - both are cool.
- 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? - yesss
- 60. Do you hate anyone? - not currently
- 61. How’s your heart? - about to break
- 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? - yes there is.
- 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? - patheticly, yes i have
- 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? - hahahaai dont know.
- 65. Are your toenails painted pink? - nope.
- 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? - it wont. hopefully.
- 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? - hahhaa no! well it depends on their reasons.
- 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? - nope.
- 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? - my crush <3
- 70. How do you look right now? - glasses. unfairly tanned.
- 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? - yes haha
- 72. Can you commit to one person? - maybe
- 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? - yepp
- 74. Have you ever felt replaced? - yeaaaaa!
- 75. Did you wake up cranky? - no i didnt
- 76. Are you a jealous person? - i can be a super jealous person.
- 77. Are relationships ever worth it? - sometimes
- 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? - theres this someone im about to give up on
- 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? - yeaah
- 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? - study biology!
- 81. Last person you cried in front of? - iiii forgot.
- 82. Is there someone you will never forget? - yeaa
- 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? - i dont know.
- 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? - trying to never let that person go.
- 85. Are you over your past? - not really
- 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? - hahhaa yes.
- 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? - nope.
- 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? - depends on the presents! HHAHAHAHA
- 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? - i wont wake up anyway.
- 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? - yesss
- 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? - im not a fortuneteller.
- 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? - yep hhaha
- 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? - nope-__-
- 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? - what sort of relationship? friendshp? i was. it was awesome, in fact, it's still going on today.
- 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? - not really.
- 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? - shes my sister. so, yea shes attractive!haha
- 97. Who do you have texts from? - i dont know. a lot. but i use bbm more often
- 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? - i'll say congratulations and walk away.
- 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? - yes, my parents.
- 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? - by bestest buddy ever, ANGELA :)
- 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? - NO.
- 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? - in the stomach? YEP <3
6 and 7.
6th November 2011
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRAMMAAAAAAAAAAAA
stay the best and have a long happy life here with your sons and daughter, and your son and daughters in law. and of course, with your indescribably lovely grandsons-and-daughtersssssss! :D:D i love you! Godbless :)
7th November 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUUUUUU :)
you don't know anything about everything.
but happy birthday anyway may God grant you all your wishes. Godblessya!
ps : sorry for the late birthday greetings!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRAMMAAAAAAAAAAAA
stay the best and have a long happy life here with your sons and daughter, and your son and daughters in law. and of course, with your indescribably lovely grandsons-and-daughtersssssss! :D:D i love you! Godbless :)
7th November 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUUUUUU :)
you don't know anything about everything.
but happy birthday anyway may God grant you all your wishes. Godblessya!
ps : sorry for the late birthday greetings!
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Muka Musang
Geeeeeeeeeeez gue item bangeet! Gimana yah, anak sporty baru pulang character camp. Gehla pas disana kan gue pake sunblock bejibun, jadi gue merasa putih. Terus 3 hari gak ketemu kaca, gue masih merasa putih, hari ketiga siang gue ngaca disalah satu mobil tentara, cuma mau ngecek muka gue kayak apa kalo pake topi tentara super gahols aja gak pake banget. Kaca mobilnya juga pake film so i didnt really care about the colour of my skin. Gue cuma merasa yaaaaa gak aneh2 banget lah ya gue pake topi kayak gitu. Jedinggggg nyampe rumah!
Kena lampu terang, tuing kok kayaknya gue menghitam. Masih mikir 'eh gue pake sunblock, dahlah perasaan doang' naik ke atas. Masuk kamar mandi. Tooeeengggggg MAMPUS GUE BELANG MAKSIMAAAAAAAL.
Buka kacamata! Anjriiiittt muka guueeeee! Belang mampus.
Mendekat ke kaca! MATI GUE ITEM BANGET SUMPAH DEKIL
Gue merasa kayak pembantu. Literally. Embak gue aja cakep loh. Oiya no offense btw. Gue benar2 malu kalo jalan sama nyokap gue haha. Apalagi kemaren gue ke mall gitu. Gue ngerasa semua orang ngeliatin gue sambil mikir ' ini item banget loh. Anaknya bukan ya. Eh kayaknya enggak deh pembantu kali ya. Baik banget nih ibu, ngajakin pembantunya jalan2'
Babiiiiiiiiiiiiiii gue kira gak seitem ini :(
Anwsebelum character camp gue deg2an, trauma cc kelas 9. Gue masih kebayang disuruh jongkok berjam2, disuruh sit up push up dan tiduran ditanah basah. Di bentak2 kakak pembina. Sempet kepikiran mau bikin badan gue sakit jadi gausah pergi. Sempet mikir 'elaaah makalah doang wooy kalo ga ikut' tapi akhirnya gue tetep ikut, karena gue memikirkan kemungkinan bakal sama kayak cc anak2 ags. Ternyata....... Lebih parah.
Udahlah yaa gapenting gue ceritain haha. Fyiiiii! Kan pas ujan gue sama temen2 gue ngobrol sama salah satu TNI disanaa, ternyata gaji TNI AU 1,5 juta aja. Itu masih harus bayar uang sekolah anak. Setelah gue pikir mateng2, makan di kantin smuki aja masih kurang:S. Kan itu kerjaan secara gak langsung mewajibkan membunuh orang. Latihannya berat. Dsbdsbdsb jorok lagi. Tp gaji cuman segitu. Pasti tentara jiwa nasionalismenya tinggi maksimal loh haha, keren yah! Eh tapi sekalipun keren gue gak mau jadi tentaraaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
WISH YOU TONS OF LUCK KAKAK KAKAK PASKHAS BATALYON 461. SEMOGA KAGAK CEPET TUA KEMAREN MARAH MARAHIN KITA. SEMOGA SUATU SAAT NANTI DAPET KENAIKAN GAJI! MERDEKAAAAAAAAAA HHOHOHOHO
Kena lampu terang, tuing kok kayaknya gue menghitam. Masih mikir 'eh gue pake sunblock, dahlah perasaan doang' naik ke atas. Masuk kamar mandi. Tooeeengggggg MAMPUS GUE BELANG MAKSIMAAAAAAAL.
Buka kacamata! Anjriiiittt muka guueeeee! Belang mampus.
Mendekat ke kaca! MATI GUE ITEM BANGET SUMPAH DEKIL
Gue merasa kayak pembantu. Literally. Embak gue aja cakep loh. Oiya no offense btw. Gue benar2 malu kalo jalan sama nyokap gue haha. Apalagi kemaren gue ke mall gitu. Gue ngerasa semua orang ngeliatin gue sambil mikir ' ini item banget loh. Anaknya bukan ya. Eh kayaknya enggak deh pembantu kali ya. Baik banget nih ibu, ngajakin pembantunya jalan2'
Babiiiiiiiiiiiiiii gue kira gak seitem ini :(
Anwsebelum character camp gue deg2an, trauma cc kelas 9. Gue masih kebayang disuruh jongkok berjam2, disuruh sit up push up dan tiduran ditanah basah. Di bentak2 kakak pembina. Sempet kepikiran mau bikin badan gue sakit jadi gausah pergi. Sempet mikir 'elaaah makalah doang wooy kalo ga ikut' tapi akhirnya gue tetep ikut, karena gue memikirkan kemungkinan bakal sama kayak cc anak2 ags. Ternyata....... Lebih parah.
Udahlah yaa gapenting gue ceritain haha. Fyiiiii! Kan pas ujan gue sama temen2 gue ngobrol sama salah satu TNI disanaa, ternyata gaji TNI AU 1,5 juta aja. Itu masih harus bayar uang sekolah anak. Setelah gue pikir mateng2, makan di kantin smuki aja masih kurang:S. Kan itu kerjaan secara gak langsung mewajibkan membunuh orang. Latihannya berat. Dsbdsbdsb jorok lagi. Tp gaji cuman segitu. Pasti tentara jiwa nasionalismenya tinggi maksimal loh haha, keren yah! Eh tapi sekalipun keren gue gak mau jadi tentaraaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
WISH YOU TONS OF LUCK KAKAK KAKAK PASKHAS BATALYON 461. SEMOGA KAGAK CEPET TUA KEMAREN MARAH MARAHIN KITA. SEMOGA SUATU SAAT NANTI DAPET KENAIKAN GAJI! MERDEKAAAAAAAAAA HHOHOHOHO
Saturday, September 10, 2011
hm.
heyyowwww :D id gone to school for two days and those two days were..... ummmmmmm pretty nice. haha. i was told something excitingly lovely. well i kinda hoped this thing i was told is true! *crossing my pointer and fvck fingers*
HOWEVER! that thing isnt the thing imma tell ya! so recently a random thought of hatred and jealousy were running around my mind. well, they didnt pop out randomly. they came out right after i saw a retweet from a friend which was saying : "Dear Haters, i like your perfume. sincerely, is it the smell of jealousy and ...?" (i forgot the ...).
well here's what i think. haters dont hate you just because they envy you. well maybe it takes quite an amount of percentage but there is/are always another reason(s). they maybe hate you for the way you act. for us girls, maybe our haters hate us for being bitchy? or flirtatious? or whatever. but there must be something wrong in the way youre behaving that annoys them and makes them dislike you a. lot.
next! still about hatred. another retweet showed up on my twitter timeline saying : "no matter how kind and lovely you treat other people. there'll always be persons disliking you." well honestly, i forgot the real tweet but that's kind of the point haha. soooooo this is what i think::
DANG! SO TRUE! i think ive treated people as nice as i could. but oyeeeaaaa therere still people disliking me. well i dont know who they are but im sure there they are. err okay im a bit lost.
and i care! SO PEOPLE OUT THERE IM SO SO SO SO SO SORRY IF I DID YOU WRONG!
hahaha that's all about hatred. well at least thats all the thigs about hatred that popped out of my mind.
anyway
REST IN PEACE : CI CYNTHIA RATULANGI. May you grant the peaceful place by the right hand of God :)
GET WELL SOON. ANTHONY ADIKUSUMO! cepet balik ke sekolah terus bantuin gua kerjain logaritmaaaaaaaaa! :D
HOWEVER! that thing isnt the thing imma tell ya! so recently a random thought of hatred and jealousy were running around my mind. well, they didnt pop out randomly. they came out right after i saw a retweet from a friend which was saying : "Dear Haters, i like your perfume. sincerely, is it the smell of jealousy and ...?" (i forgot the ...).
well here's what i think. haters dont hate you just because they envy you. well maybe it takes quite an amount of percentage but there is/are always another reason(s). they maybe hate you for the way you act. for us girls, maybe our haters hate us for being bitchy? or flirtatious? or whatever. but there must be something wrong in the way youre behaving that annoys them and makes them dislike you a. lot.
next! still about hatred. another retweet showed up on my twitter timeline saying : "no matter how kind and lovely you treat other people. there'll always be persons disliking you." well honestly, i forgot the real tweet but that's kind of the point haha. soooooo this is what i think::
DANG! SO TRUE! i think ive treated people as nice as i could. but oyeeeaaaa therere still people disliking me. well i dont know who they are but im sure there they are. err okay im a bit lost.
and i care! SO PEOPLE OUT THERE IM SO SO SO SO SO SORRY IF I DID YOU WRONG!
hahaha that's all about hatred. well at least thats all the thigs about hatred that popped out of my mind.
anyway
REST IN PEACE : CI CYNTHIA RATULANGI. May you grant the peaceful place by the right hand of God :)
GET WELL SOON. ANTHONY ADIKUSUMO! cepet balik ke sekolah terus bantuin gua kerjain logaritmaaaaaaaaa! :D
Sunday, September 4, 2011
h-4.
any idea why i wrote that title? if youre a highschool student you must know it has a strong relationship with ejh ow el ai di ey way! yeeeep HOLIDAY! my 2 weeks holiday's gonna end in four days! ohmy, seems lyk it started yesterday. feels lyk i was just having a great time in sms with my best buds. i thought i was just watching the super scary horror movie of the dead silece at ivannas. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
males banget deh ya sekolah lagi. uda tugas bertubi tubi kagak abis abis, ga ada instruksi yg jelas juga. gatau deh nih kalo ada salah apa gimana bakal diapain! grgrgrrrrrr. wish me luck!
happy eid mubarakh anw!
males banget deh ya sekolah lagi. uda tugas bertubi tubi kagak abis abis, ga ada instruksi yg jelas juga. gatau deh nih kalo ada salah apa gimana bakal diapain! grgrgrrrrrr. wish me luck!
happy eid mubarakh anw!
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