Thursday, October 28, 2010
haters, ily :p
'never care of people who hate you for who you are cos you dont need them. There are hundreds of thousands of millions of billions of people in this big big world who wants to befriend with you. Besides, you've got Jesus by your side! Dont even bother your haters!'
i often well infact i always think about those words as they're running in my mind. But i just cant ignore someone who hates me, i'll start questioning him/her bout my mistakes and i'll begin the process of saying sorry for thousands of times. Haters, yall're who i'm thinking of, be proud! Hahahhaaaaa ;))
limbah ikanQ :p
kita ceritanya bikin minyak bumi minyak bumian gitu dari limbah ikan, terus semua bawa limbahnya ehehe gila dah itu isi perut si ikan wangi beeeegete! Ngalahin parfum ivanna yg lagitu gue pake pas abis or! Ngalahin parfum nike valie! Beeddeeeehhhhhh gue ampe ketagihan! Sawreeh jw, lu cuman ngelem, gue? Ngelimbah ikan. *siplah gue geje* hhaa
udah gitu jadi minyaknyaaa hehe jujur, gue ga kerja apa apa sih, gue minta maaf ya temen temen kalo cuman numpang nama.. Gue bikin deh laaporannya :))
hari ini pelajaran favorit gue itu nativeeeee :D jadi kaya drama drama halloween gituuuuu hehehe seru looh :) kelompok gue ber9, ada ivanna, sharon, cindy, angga, jordy, icon, andrew, andrew hehee pas itu kita ga tau mau drama apaan, udah gitu cepet cepet deeehh bikin ceritanya eheh jadi begini ceritanya errhhhm erhhm!
Jadi ada seorg cewek namanya sharon, dia itu punya pacar namanya jordy. Pada suatu haarriii, si jordy ini mutusin si sharon, terus sharonnya depresi gitu deeh ehehe. Besokanya itu si sharon ultaah! Di kerjain sama temen temenyaa jadi kaya mau di kasih surprise gituu. Jadi rencananyaa, temen temennya pada mau dorong sharon ke jordy supaya nanti mereka kaya pelukan gituuu. Tapi kecelakaan terjadi! Secara ga sengaja, temen temenya dorong sharon kekencengan terus kepalanya kebentur meja dan dia meninggal.
Karna takut, temen temenya nyembunyiin mayatnya si sharon! Tapi arwah sharon ga tenang. Dia mulai bunuh bunuhin temen temenya satu per satu untuk bales dendam! Giliran pertama adalah IVANNA.
Pas malem malem di rumah ivanna, si ivanna denger suara suara sharon gitu deeh, terus dia telpon temenya si nadine. Bilang kalo dia denger suara sharon. Tapi temennya ga percaya, sampe di tengah tengah, tbtb si ivanna teriak dan telepon terputus! Pas itu, arwah sharon dateng ke ivanna terus bunuh si ivanna.
Karna panik, si nadine telpon cindy ceritain tentang ivanna yg tbtb mutusin telponnya. Dan hal yg sama terjadi pada cindy! Arwah sharon masuk ke dalem tubuh cindy, dan bikin cindy motong urat nadinya sendiri. Dan ouyeah, cindy mati.
Besokannya, si nadine cerita ke temen temennya soal kejadian aneh itu! Dan guru bilang kalo cindy sama ivanna meninggal semalem. Kawanan itu panik! Dan mereka memutuskan utk ke paranormal andrew w.
Si paranormal bilang, kalo dia harus ngomong ke sharon. Dan cara biar sharon dateng itu, harus pake umpan. Mereka smua pun memutuskan, kalo jordylah yg bakalan jadi umpan!
Tetaaappii! Ga berhasil! Sharon jadi bunuh jordy deeehh, dan pas paranormalnya mau ngomong ke sharon, udah terlambat! Sharon juga membunuh si paranormal. Tiba tiba, pas sharon nengok ke kelompok temen temen itu, andrew c. Org yang paling geje itu meninggal secara tdk jelas. Sisanya tinggal 3, yaitu angga, icon, dan nadine. Mereka buat kesepakatan sama si sharon, dan ternyata, sharon cuman ingin mayatnya di kuburkan secara formal. Jadi mereka kubur deh si sharon. THE END.
Gauuuull kkaaaaaaannn? Kwkwkw
improv tuuh gapake naskah!
Udah gitu selesai native sih ga ada yg spesial, cuman gitu gitu aja hehe
anywaaaayyy, gue mandi duluu yyaaahh :)
seeyourealsoon ;)
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
*sigh*
Things i love about my phone! :
1. It's chubby
2. It's grreey
3. It's cute
4. It's MINE :D
fine it's crazy but ouyyeea ilaffit :))
soooo, my brain's giving me some kinds of negative aura. Well that makes me wanna shut up for a while even when i cant and it makes me wanna puke, and it makes me hate everybody without any particular reasons. I'm being over sensitive and stuffs and i hate that -,-
i was just telling my bestest friend about something pretty bad that i've done then he told me not to stop doing it. I will. Not because i love that friend or what, it's just bcos i know it's bad and i'm tired of living in that kind of situation of hating somebody. I dont mean to be religious but i sometimes think : if Jesus can forgive, why cant i? Theeeenn maybe i'll try :)
forgiving's waaaayyy harder than saying i love you to someone we like.and i often find some people who 'dont know themselves' *gatau diri*, who never say sorry even when they know they're wrong and even whey i've told them i hate them and in the end, i'm the one who apologized to end the super duper complicated-almost-endless problems even when we both know i'm not gulty. But, yeeeaaah problems solved :)
lemme be honest with you,
i'm one of the kinds who swallow problems and angers, i'm not the one who speaks right to the point when i hate or love someone. I maybe act like a magpie but believe me, i'm not a professional magpie. And that sucks.
Anywaaaaaaaaaaays, troubles seem to be liking to come and visit me. I think they're loving me :3 unfortunately, i'm not loving them back huhuu and in between my hard times, some of my bestfriends are telling them their problems to me, and i dont know why but i feel a kinda guilt when i dont respond them and that makes my troubles' height = the height of mount everest.
Today's wednesday and i'm in a super badmood. Something made me. And i dont think i would tell yall what it was. But the truth is, i hate theeeeem! Huhu well they didnt even know what my problem was but still i hate them all huhu
enough of the sarcastic typed-texts, let's move into another thing :) i dont wanna be a liar or whatever inhonest. But the truth is, i dont know what else to be written so BFN buddies :D
Saturday, October 23, 2010
MidTerm report card
Soo, my marks werent bad in fact for mee, it was pretty nice. Even i've got two stupid stabiloed numbers symbolizing i've got 2 grades below standards. They are biology and theatre. Both of them are tasks scores and that make them suck deeper. Based on that bio score, i conclude something : I WONT LOOK AT ANY OF KEVIN CHILWIN'S HOMEWORKS ANYMORE.
Some things that surprised me was i got a few 100s typed and printed there on that silly but quite important paper. Helll yyeeeeaaaahh that makes me proud if you're asking in 'BANGGA?' in your hearts and minds while reading this post :)
Anywwaaayys i gotta go. I promise i'll write again later!
P.s :
1. I'm lovin 9e more and moreeeee! You guys are the best. Proven today morning :D
2. For you who thinks your marks are not that good, you'd better think this way : I WAS JUST NOT LUCKY THIS HALF SEMESTER, BUT I'LL BE ON THE NEXT HALF ;D
Friday, October 22, 2010
feelings?
Saturday, October 16, 2010
boredom effect --->
001. Real name → nadine bieber lol *nadine ayudiani*
002. Nickname(s)→ nadine, dine, nad, ui, oy *okaay it's gettin kinda stupid.*
003. Zodiac sign → libra
004. Male or female → betweener *female*
005. Elementary → harvard elementary school a.k.a sdk penabur gs
006. Middle School → SMPK Penabur GS
007. High School → hmmmmm still confused.
008. Hair color → blonde lol black.
009. Long or short →medium
010. Loud or Quiet → can be both!
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → Phone (it must!)
013. Health freak → mmm dont think i have one
016. Eat or Drink → definitely drink!
017. Piercings → nope
018. Tattoos → not into one
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → suree
020. Been in a relationship → what if i say yes?
021. Been in a car accident → gratefully, nope.
022. Been in a fist fight → neveer, maybe someday i will :D
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → when i was a kid
024. First best friend → tasyaa.
025. First award → 3rd place in the eloquence *how pathetic*
026. First crush → YOU <---- who reads this first, that's my first crush!
027. First pet→ FISH
028. First big vacation → bali? big is relative i suppose
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → my mommah
030. Last person you texted → zefanya the crazy batakkss *no offense*
031. Last person you watched a movie with → if the question was personS, it would be :: angel, cindy, and andrew
033. Last movie you watched → legend of the fist :: chinese geje filmmm!
034. Last song you listened to → somebody to love - @justinbieber!
035. Last thing you bought → S U S H I :D
036. Last person you hugged → my bolster. if it's counted.
FAVES:
037. Food → s u s h i ;D
038. Drinks → orange juice ;D
039. Clothing → T-shirt, jeans, sneakers :)
040. Flower → tulip
041. Books → novels : twilight saga ; emily the strange series ; etc.
042. Color → depends on my mood :: today? B L U E.
043. Movies → hmm all genres. but now's fave :: Nanny McPhee 1 & 2 :)
044. Subjects → maths and english :D
IN 2010..... I
045. [V] kissed someone > yeeepp :: my parents
046. [] celebrated halloween> not yet
047. [V] had your heart broken> sadly yees huhuhu
048. [V] went over the minutes on your cell phone> not in the mood for that thing :(
049. [] questioned someone's sexual orientation> i have hahha
050. [V] came out of the closet >> this is an example of a question's stupidity, pathetic.
051. [] gotten pregnant --> YES. I'M IN MY 12TH MONTH NOW.
052. [] had an abortion -> THIS YEAR'S MY THIRD ABORTION HA HA.
053. [V] done something you've regretted> as a human, i have.
054. [V] broke a promise> still as a human, i've broken something i promised.
055. [V] kept a secret> lots.
056. [V] pretended to be happy> i am pretending right now. whoops lying ;)
057. [V] met someone who changed your life > hemmm yeerp, they're my 9E mates :: NO EXCEPTIONS!
058. [] pretended to be sick> LOOL I HAVE ;) heey i'm a kid!
059. [] left the country --> uh huh.
060. [V] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it> ouyeeeeaaa ;)
061. [V] cried over the silliest thing> i cried but not for the silliest things.
062. [V] ran a mile> nopee.
063. [V] went to the beach >> noope
064. [V] got into an argument with your friends> yeerp.
065. [V] hated someone >> yeeerp, but i'm not hating anybody right now, i'm in PEACE LOL
066. [V] done something good for someone else >> i think i had :)
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → fried air.
068. Drinking → boiled air.
069. I'm about to → do something hehe
070. Listening to → the air conditioner's sound. it's kinda creepy
071. Plans for today → pray to God and Mother Mary :)
072. Waiting for→ somebody to love HAHAHAHA
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → sure.
074. Want to get married? → if i want to have kids, then do i want to get married? THINK.
075. Occupation→ BIO ENGINEER! fashion counsellor
WHICH IS BETTER WITH PREFERRED GENDER?
076. Lips or eyes → both. i dont wanna have a boyfriend with gorgeous eyes but super huge enormous lips. errrr.
077. Shorter or taller? → taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous romantic.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice body ;)
080. Sensitive or loud → sensitive but not over sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → hesitant trouble maker (?)
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → i've only sitted on a glasses.
084. Ran away from home → not yeet, maybe someday ;)
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → i've held a cutter for self defense.
086. Killed somebody → yees in my dreams i killed a bad guy.
088. Rejected someone's call on purpose → not yet, maybe someday when i'm older ;)
089. Cried when someone died → uh huh.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → i do.
091. Miracles → i really do
092. Love at first sight - man i doo!
093. Heaven → I DO.
094. Santa Claus → maybe this sounds childish but i do believe in Santa Claus as i do believe in miracles
095. Sex on the first date → hemm if i'm outside indonesia, i do believe this.
096. Kiss on the first date → kinda.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yeep
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → sort of.
099. Do you believe in God --> why wouldnt i? anyways, I DO :)
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → where should i tag when i'm posting this on blogger?
pheww that's it. wanna do this? feel free to copy ;)
Friday, October 15, 2010
yesterday was a w e s o m e lols!
Jadii, pas di sekolah itu gue udah ajak ajak semuaa orang, tp ujung ujungnya yg jadi tetep cuman berenam hhee, udah gituu pas pulang sekolah si cindy sama angel ada rapat panitia yerbuk, jadi gue bianda andrew jalan duluan ke sms, eeeh tbtb pas gue udah sampe bengkel, si icon nelpon, terus minta tungguin, yaudah kita tungguin di depan pick up wkwk, tbtb dia dateng cukucukucuk dan kami melanjutkan petualangan beberpa menit ke sms lewat jalan raya uuuuu *apabanget*. Sepanjang jalaan yg di omongin cuman yooooiiiiiiiiii meluluu, pokoknya ada masalah gt lah di skolah hhehe udah sampe sms, kan lapeer terus ke hokben deeehh, makaan terus maen timezone. Si icon maen tinju tinjuan yg dulu pernah juan ajak taroan sama gue tp gue gamau ehehe, dah gitu isi power card lg, eeeh ada abang abang lg nari nari! Gilaaaa gerakannya gahul perfek semua ckckck, udah gitu abis isi powercard maen yang hockey2an gituu, terus gue kalah sepoin sma icon huhuhuu, terus maen lagi sm andrew, tbtb cindy angel dateng, terus gue gantian sama angel hehe eeh kalah telak yaudah eheh abis itttuuuuu, kita ke food court!
Ouyyeeeaaah, beli sushi di sushibox. Yang makan awalnya cuman gue angel cindy, jadi beli seorang sepiring, udah tuuh makan, eeeh masih laper, beli lagii uuuu, 3 piring lagi ouyyeea, terus si bianda ikut makan tp cuman seiprit wkwk well i'd told em before that when i eat sushi, my barbarian personality will come out hehehe then we were sushying and being seen by the big boys haha udah gitchuuuu pulang deh gue sama cindy, angel bian juga ikut cindy, terus pas angel bian udah pulang, gue cerita cerita ngomongin apa tebaaak! Yeeeeerrrpp Y O I wkwkkwk,
eeh sampe rumah si yoi sms gua hehe yasudahlah sekalipun awlnya gue sbel sma dia tp skrg udah nggak lah jadi, masalhnya se le sai uuhhuy hhe
the point is, yesterday was awesome! I'm waiting for another sushi party with em, i think i'm a SUSHI PERSON OUYEAAAH ;)
Thursday, October 14, 2010
14.10.2010
Jaaadii pas istirahat kedua itu kan gue berduaan sama angel, terus ada tere, sharon, michelle, sama echa lg nyanyi nyanyi, terus gue lupa kenapa gue sama angel ikutan nimbrung gituuu hehe terus udah tuh ketawa gila gua ama michelle ahaha terus pas pramukanya, kan latian upacara gitu lah, uda gitu gue baris di sebelah sharon sama grisela, udah gitu gua ngooobbbrrroooooooollll meluluuu! Terus ketawa ketawa jugaaa. Ehh pas pulang gua ketemu michelle, menggila lagi deeeechhh hahahaha
sampe rumah langsung turun moodnya, daan malem ini? Gue udah lumayan hepi tiba tiba ada satu orang ngerusak mood gue. Itu orang yaaaa gue ga peduli deh dia siapa juga bodo amat, keeepoooonyaaaaaa setengah sadar! Nyusahin pula kek pipis laah! Norak! Amit amiiitt amit amit iuiuiuiuiuh
but the point isss :
I LOVE MICHELLE EILEEN DEH HARI INI!
Anywaaaayyyyy ::
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAUDARA PATRIIIICCCKK! MAKIN TINGGI YAAAA BAE BAE SAMA GUEEEEE! Hehehehe
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
todaay? Err.
udah gitu selesai senam kita pada balik lg ke gedung smp terus ngadem di ruang fisika, awalnya cuman ada gue sm cindy, terus mulai masuk cewe cewe, daaan pas cindy keluar, anak anak cowo geje pada masuk terus ngerusuh deh. Udah gitu dia pada maen maen lantai yg keramiknya somplak, di lompat lompatin gituu, sumfeeh they looked like hillbillies of pgs err. Haha
udah gituuu, kita OR terus ornya senam pramuka, ouyyeeah gue ga ngafalin sm sekali, tadi gue menyandarkan diri dan bahu kepada tementemen yg ngafalin hehe, eehh udah selesai tiba tiba byk gitu yg di panggil panggilin, tapi yg di panggilin yg pada jago jago gituu, gue udah ngeri sendiri, kalo dia di panggil semua mau jd apaaa guaa? Eeh tiba tiba gue jg di panggil yasudahh deehh hehee. Udah gitu udah selesai senam gue cman dapet nilai 80. Dari yg maju, nilai gue kek paling rendah gituu, tapi gapapa lah, yg penting ga dapet 7 ihhiiy lol
udah giittuu kan selesai or ganti baju kaana, eehh dengan tililnya gue lupa bawa rompi suukkiiuuuuuuu ahh gue udah ngeri ngeri tuuh, eh pas masuk kelas mam ocha ga di apa apain cuman di tanya. Selesai mam ocha kan pel rosa tuuh, gue sibuk nyari nyari rompi, tadinya pengen pinjem ke adeknya yoi, eh ga di kasih yaudah deh pake punya miranda, busseeett kecil begeteee, anak anak kelas gue jg ga ada yg muat, yaudah deh di mines 5, err kepo memang itu si gurunya baahhlul. Yasudahlahh gapapa karna gue anak baik gue terima dgn lapang dada wkwkwkk
abis mat perpus, gue sm bianda kaya mengasingkan diri scr ga sengaja gituu, terus awalnya cuman ngbrol ngbrol berdua tp jadi berempat sama sharon cindy heehhe udah gitu mandari, errr biasa aja gue ga banyak ngomong di sini hehe
terruuusss pas pulang sekolah gue sm bianda, jm chilwin bikin pkn gitu lah, tp gue kaya ga niat gitu deeh bikinnya, jadi gue ngobrol ngobrol sama jm, sama zefanya, sama jordy, sma angel ehehe si bianda sm chilwin kerjain. Gue gatau diri? Memanngg tp mau gimana dong org guenya ga niat hehe terus gue menawarkan diri kerjain di rumah aj yaudah deh. Udah gitu gue ngbrol tuh cerita bannyyaaaakk banget. Gila dari ngomong serius, ngocol ngocolan, ngomongin nilai, smpe akhirnya gue pulang hhe
home's nothing but boredom and i dont think i need to tell ya what's going on here ;)
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Things?
Neeexxxtt, today's the 10th day of october the 10th month in the year of 2010, to make it short, today's 10.10.10 . I honestly had expected that there wouldnt be anything special today and ouyyeeaaahh i'm a professional sidekick as what i've said was aaallll true. Well maybe it's true for me and for the others? I dont know. Hhe, errrr my day was started with a sssssuuupppeeeerrrrr badmood. I woke up at 7.30 am and i directly went downstairs and watched some tv shows i forgot. Then a few seconds well actually minutes, errr the truth is hours later, my faaather called my name and asked me to take a bath. When i was watching the video of linkin park's the catalyst. The video was just about to end in a minute when he went downstairs and talked nonstop. Then he started to talk bout my homeworks which're supposed to be collected next thursday. And yeeeaahh that's the beginning of my bad day.
Then nothing was special until i got to church and went to sms for something to eat. Then then then! Here's the part when my day got better :) sooooo i'll talk in my mother's tongue.
Errr i really got nothing to say soooo farewell ;)